18 Year Old Lost Prodigy: 3,550,353 Readers- Revised Reader/Hits Article

I had 1.5 million readers of these future book chapters, chock full of allegories, about 6 weeks ago. I jumped up another 1.3 million readers in 4 weeks. My viewer population doubled in one month. That's about 1/4 million readers a week. However...

 

I was at 1.8 Million on 2-4-15.

 

2.3 Million on 2-12-15. That's 500,000 in 8 days.

 

3,550,353 today, on 2-26-15. Now, that's 1.25 Million in 14 days. 1.75 million in 22 Days. That's about 90,000 readers a day. I have more readers, a day, than the Columbia Daily Tribune, Columbia Missourian, and Vox Magazine put together...

 

FYI: I am not counting the photos that do not have articles... Every photo is tagged the same way... With or without an article. A picture is worth a thousand words. Mine are worth 40,000 words. These audio files are worth ending the careers of the licensed Adolf Hitler minded sociopaths perpetrating mass germicides via slow, agonizing tortures of impoverished minority children, adults, and the elderly, via their bigoted & pious platitudes they use to justify discrimination's in their chosen practices... These articles are for everyone who's suffered the hypocritical discrimination's throughout Missouri. Especially Columbia. The epitome of rednecks with Bachelors of Science degrees "Blowing Smoke Up My Own Ass". Proceeded by Masters degrees in "Blowing Smoke Up Your Ass", followed by P.h.D.'s in "Blowing Smoke For Federal Funding". That's exploitation, which is abuse, of persons with autism, Native Americans, Mexican Americans, homeless, elderly, African Americans, Muslim Americans etc. 2 Muslims, one Middle eastern,& one African American, saved my autistic Christian L.I.F.E. They protected me when white Christians wanted me dead. One was Chad's neighbor, Ali. The other was my bunkie in R&O in prison. They were both protecting me from deadly whistleblower retaliation for reporting criminal misconducts by law enforcement..

 

I had 1,250,000 readers in the past 14 days of my ABRIDGED chapters from 'Lost Prodigy', 'Love At First Sight', 'Shangri-La at 40', 'Fugitive Savant', 'Social Justice Is A Meal Best Served Cold' & 'The Peoples Prodigy' all representative of my allegorious ideallegories.

 

Merriam Webster's Word central/Build Your Own Dictionary

'Allegorious':

Function: adjective

Definition: morally acceptable and even admirable

Word History: from the word "allegory"

Example Sentence: That person exemplifies allegorious ideals.

Submitted by a Florida women.

 

She beat me to the punch...

 

'Ideallegories':

Function: noun

Definition: ideas about allegories

Word History: based on the words 'ideas' and 'allegories'

Example Sentence: My books are representative of my allegorious ideallegories.

Submitted 2-24-15 by Heather J. Moore of Columbia, MO

 

 

No publicists. Just my savant memory, an LG 4G phone, Daniel Boone Regional Library PC banks, and now a $100 dinosaur of a Dell Laptop.

 

It's not about me. It's about a breath of fresh air from the mass genocides as a result of the bigotry that produces hatred, which causes discriminations, or unfair hateful treatments. My friend Virginia (controlled the Naval Movement during the Vietnam War) said "This country is in a holocaust..." She earned her 'star' testifying before Congress about the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action (military), has the same diplomatic immunity as the President of the United States, she's a historian, a war hero, a helicopter pilot, taught special forces, and is just cool as hell. She has a level of swagger I have yet to see in another human being. She is worthy of every bit of my idol worship! She's a special counselor to military dependents, and helped me as the Daughter of a Veteran. We develope pretty sophisticated defenses that make it hard for others to help us. I'm not just any dependant. I was the autistic prodigious savant daughter of a very gifted father who had to be Naval Intelligence. His guerilla warfare tactics were nothing short of astonishing. As are mine. My savant memory stored it all. My mother has said so many a times... "Heather, you know where you got your training, don't you?? You got it from your Daddy..." My mom told me all my life.

 

These chapters are about 8 very unnecessary deaths that got, or should have gotten, worldwide attention. Trayvon Martin, Matthew A. Nestle, Michael Brown, and Eric Garner, Michelle Tierney and 3 other Lowell C.I. Inmates. I was almost one of them with Orlando Regional Medical Center, Lakeside Behavioral Center & Coalition for the Homeless both of whom commit criminal fraud's for funding from the Walt Disney Co. and the NBA's Orlando Magic. Also C.A.S.S. - Central Arizona Shelter Services, Boone Hospital Center & University of Missouri's blatant and unapologetic criminal malpractices based on their discriminations that were recorded unbeknownst to them.

 

Let's not forget the social rapist & plagiarist Spiegel & Grau author Laura McHugh. She stole the story of the Lebanon MO teen who was held hostage, beaten, raped, trafficked, held in a dog cage, and had her vagina sewn shut. She survived only because her rapists & traffickers got nervous when they almost killed her, so they abandoned her at a south Missouri hospital. That Department of Justice press release from that criminal prosecution is in my stream, along a photo of myself with the fraudulent author Laura McHugh. Just click on the tag that says 'Laura McHugh'. That will take you right to it. I recorded her confession at a Jefferson City book signing she did. I have since called for a BOYCOTT of 'The Weight of Blood' by plagiarist Laura McHugh on the sales, purchase, library rental, and library procurement of that stolen trafficking victims story.

 

I had a very long talk with Beth Sweeney, today. 2, actually. There have been many a long talks about why I haven't been able to get treatment or even be told about these tumors. I offered to let her listen to the audio. She want's no part of any of it. Her only interest to to keep me healthy, answer all my questions so I can help her help me, and she asks plenty of questions herself. The right questions.

 

Beth doesn't make character judgements, or just judgements like my previous consults at Green Meadows Clinic, Boone Hospital Center, and University of Missouri Hospital, who asked me shit like "What are you doing here? Why are you staying here?" All of which was none of their fucking business, as this is a free country and they have to obey all laws regarding my proper medical treatments regardless. If they intend to bill me for it. I do not have to pay for criminal violations. That's another reason why I RECORDED these exams. When they billed me they committed more criminal acts, besides the fact that they refused to tell me about the tumors.

 

However, I did 'set it off' by letting them know that I was a Neurontin/ gabapentin holocaust survivor perpetrated by their forcing me to take Neurontin despite my complaints of it's torturous side effects because of their seeking of financial kickbacks hence my two shattered legs & the titanium rod still in my right leg. I told them I was a prodigy trafficked out to local physicians, these pederasts are all syndicated like I told Chad. "Ever wondered how you know that, Heather?" Chad asked. My father had his syndicate, my mothers were just her sick, drunk, addicted incestuous family, like her sister the Boone Hospital Center nurse (my aunt) who peddled me out in exchange for pain pills, and her alcoholic husband Bob Green made arrangements with his pederast buddies for Missouri Tigers football tickets. Bob's a raging alcoholic and the son of a dead fraudulent counselor at the Phoenix House. Willie Gray Doyle. Nasty piece of work. She collected an A.A. Woman of The Year award for her bogus claim of not having a drink in over 30+ years. Her granddaughter Holly Green-Pepe accidently snitched her ass out. "She hasn't been DRUNK in over 30 years... She's had a drinks. I made them and served them." Holly didn't realize the gravity of what she was stating. Holly was about 19, still a student at S.M.S.U. in Springfield. This was Christmas of 1998. I went public to McCambridge staff, and local A.A. long-timers. The retaliation is still pretty fierce for that. R.E.A.L. A.A. specialists say that this Woman of The Year 'award' is in violation of the 'principles before personalities' mantra.

 

Gray, as family called her, knew damn well what Bob & Mary were doing to me. I was just poor white trash to her. As was Mary. Had she known I was a prodigy she'd have fought for me just for the bragging rights. She was the real poor white trash.

 

Beth did assure me that she wasn't going to be treating me any differently because of this very public controversy over my penetrating McCambridge in furtherance of an investigation into 3 trafficking mothers who were part of a trafficking syndicate involving men who were riding the federally funded wave at the Phoenix House. We had actually discussed it more than once over the past month, or so. I record all incoming and outgoing phone conversations. Beth did not wish to know the identities of the perpetrating mothers or their now grown children.

 

One of these now adult trafficking victims is pretty much gone. She'll never get the compassion & help she needs in this ass-backwards Podunk community. She wasn't getting the help she needed in M.U.P.C. while I was in M.U.P.C. with her. No one was actually getting any help, their. I was counting on them doing a false committal. I knew the vic was there. I always keep track of my 'kids'. Yes, much of the malpractices against other patients was recorded. Not like I could reach under these DD's and shut the audio app off without going to the bathroom, anyway. As they are in the hands of officers of the court who are also my legal advisors they are absolutely protected by confidentiality. They're not members of the MO Bar Association. They are not under this state's jurisdiction.

 

Beth doesn't care about the mutual heavy flirting with Kristy L. Jacoby, who was also under investigation. Kristy just married Kristen Clark. Kristy works for Krista M. Davis, the Edible Arrangements owner who got behind the wheel of her car drunk, and wrecked her car trying to outrun police. That S.T.U.P.I.D. lesbian-drama escalated to severe & life threatening retaliation from the medical community on their behalf because Kristy was about place her face in Kristen Clarks ass indefinitely. To the tune of $130,000 mortgage loan on an overpriced piece of shit honeymoon cottage. This Podunk area hasn't figured out that the real estate market is in the crapper. $130,000 buys gorgeous waterfront premium real estate in sunny Florida. There's one listed for $150,000 next to Chad's. It huge with a boat dock and gorgeous view of the Orlando skyline. There are pics of the enormous & picturesque views in my stream. This property normally goes for about $500-$750K. Like I said, the rest of the country knows that the real estate market is in the shitter.

 

Another part of the retaliation was for going public about how the McCambridge Center for Women staff passively (but aggressively) assisted me in my investigations into 3 drug addicted & alcoholic mothers who were trafficking their children for petty benefits. A couple of the C.A.S.S. staff assisted me with 2 trafficking mothers who were in their programs and exploiting them to stay off the 'po-leece-uz' radar. I'm all for staying off the police's radar. Except for when I'm giving report on the abuses of defenseless children, elderly, and the disabled by addicts, alcoholics, or federally funded licensed practitioners and clinicians. I am an equal opportunity son of a bitch. I do not discriminate between the police offenders, doctors, lawyers, etc. I'll put the police on the police,

 

I will make these offenders my own personal prodigious projects. That goes for anyone. I do not hunt addicts & alcoholics. I hunt M.E.A.N. criminal bastards. Like these local Doctors, lawyers, nurses, social workers, homeless shelter staff, abusive businessmen like McDonald's Restaurants franchise owner Brandon O'Rourke of Peoria AZ. Who retaliates against underage females who were sexually victimized by his male employees, abusive to their elderly retiree & Mexican American customers, and employees with language barriers. His general Manager Amber Mortenson openly abused these Mexican Immigrants by throwing hot sandwiches at them, & screaming at them and myself as an autistic LGBT female savant.

 

Then owner Brandon O'Rourke, GM Amber Mortenson, and Director of Operations Patrick Bregman were stupid enough to threaten me and retaliate via texts & emails (written confessions). Threatening FALSE criminal sanctions for reporting these abuses to the E.E.O.C. Phoenix. I presented this overwhelming evidence to E.E.O.C. investigator Ramon Marquez. He did an interview lasting only a matter of minutes and just wrote up the charges against them. I have since been contacted by email by members of his management reporting further abuses by Peoria AZ McDonalds Restaurants owner Brandon O'Rourke. Brandon owns the McDonalds at 91st Ave & Union Hills, Lake Pleasant Pkwy, the Wal-Mart Supercenter McDonalds at the 83rd Ave & Union Hills Wal-Mart. As well as 2 others owned by O'Rourke Investment Group. He owns franchises in Colorado as well.

 

What the women & men at McCambridge Center, Phoenix House, Salvation Army, C.A.S.S., Orlando's Coalition For the Homeless & the abusive trafficking mother of a toddler at Lakeside Behavioral wasn't defined as trafficking 17 years ago. Now, it's a huge epidemic pursued by the U.S. Department of Homeland Security because of the terrorist tactics used by the male & female offenders, and their 'sworn' certified protectors i.e. social workers & therapists that revolves around the drug trade. My E.M.D.R. therapist doesn't 'care for McCambridge' because that old talk therapy doesn't fix the problem. It just teaches these offenders to be more slick and fly under Homeland Security's radars, and the social workers help them into federal housing so they have a nice free 'crib' to traffick themselves and the children out of with OUR taxpayer dollars. I have W2's, too.

 

Now, their are some professional licenses on the line especially if they continue to lie & retaliate for my going public. I still have informants in the McCambridge & Phoenix House residential programs who HATE these males & females who participate in child trafficking drunk & sober. I have informants in all the local Alcoholics Anonymous, Narcotics Anonymous. Cocaine Anonymous, Sex Addicts Anonymous, and Meth Anonymous 12 step groups. Most of my informants frequent my neighborhood. ;-D

 

And because my previous radical activist youth, good-looks, sophisticated charm, brilliant wit, and smoldering lesbian sensuality used to make LCSW Director & lesbian Kristy L. Jacoby 'wet'. She'd giggle, coo, laugh passionately throwing her head back despite her typical stoic stance, and bite her bottom lip...

 

Now she gets wet for a skinny non-retard. Anyway, Columbia MO is well known nationwide as the university 'party capital '. It's not known as a college town for S.E.R.I.O.U.S. S.T.U.D.I.E.S. It certainly isn't known as an 'intellectual' capital. It's a capital of racist jocks (which has nothing to do with color- 'Jewish' is a race of people) who drink & screw each other in efforts at social climbing, and to convince themselves that they are at the top of the intellectual & athletic food chain. And for the record, I personally L.O.V.E. to screw... I am prodigiously passionate, affectionate & multi-orgasmic. However, I AM the top of the intellectual food chain, and I will not be like Einstein and screw everything that walks. I did when i was young and trying to get pregnant with my own little prodigy. Which my body still thinks I'm going to let it get pregnant. These little prodigy ovarian eggs of mine raise hell to the point that they cripple me because of the tumors. My primary care provider & I had a good laugh about my super human healthy pituitary gland.

 

What's killing me is the fact that these COMO Podunk bozos that thought they could outmaneuver me and create plausible deniability better than me! They just saw a fat, crippled, Native American 'retard' as I was called by University of Missouri surgeon Jeffrey Scott Hoskins M.D.. Well, I have effectively set them up to write serious personal & malpractice checks and possibly criminal sanctions after they lie to the investigators from MO Dept. Of Social Services & Mo Division of Professional Registration. Which means those college degrees might as well be printed on toilet paper for ME to W.I.P.E M.Y. A.S.S with!!!

 

They'll make inadvertent confessions by making excuses about their ignorances about savant syndrome, autism/Aspergers Syndrome, etc. Either way, the audio will reveal that they damn well did know. They said as much during these exams. The only thing that they didn't know was that they were being recorded. i wasn't under any obligation to ask their permissions to keep my own personal absolutely accurate medical records since Chad & I had evidence that they refused to obey the federal & state criminal statutes prohibiting the falsification of medical records. Now, I have very recent evidence of their criminal malpractices.

 

Columbia MO is the new U.S. Capitol seat of the rapist & racist cultures. It's about drinking & driving, fucking & sucking, and this pederast frat-boy/trauma bonded sorority girl "we are the masters of our own universe" smoke being blown up each others asses. And re-living their delusions of grandeur from their college days where they convinced themselves that they were living 'independent' lives. The local Edible Arrangements owner, krista M. Davis is a perfect example of that. She is/was studying for her Masters Degree in psych when she got fucked-up, then got behind the wheel of her car and tried to outrun Columbia Police which ended in her wrecking her car and having to go to the E.R. in HANDCUFFS on her way to jail. At age 43!! A middle-aged drunken perpetual college student wannabe.

 

These overeducated fleas aren't smart enough to live independently. Hence, the social networking that resulted in a lame attempt at network-centric warfare to run me out of town. As the audio & medical records will show. Which, with these audio files, their efforts have failed quite miserably. They are no match for my prodigious guerilla warfare tactics in gathering intel on their CRIMINAL malpractices.

 

MO CASA attorney Ruth O'Neill escorted me to Boone Hospital Centers E.R. when the cellosis started stinking only 2 days after my discharge from my auditing of the University of Missouri Hospital. I probably would have died of septic shock since I'm already colonized with M.R.S.A. and I have 2 metal pieces in me. The bacteria attach to the metal which does not absorb systemic antibiotics therefore only the removal of the hardware/amputation would have prevented septic shock. Last time this happened they decided to leave the infected hardware in the leg and let me die. They gave me all the pain meds I wanted, and with the Neurontin making these meds ineffective for against the pain, and the autism... It was a fucking level of hell that most didn't survive. Millions are dead as a result of that mass genocide. The old medical records will support that. All because I am autistic with a savant syndrome and because they are so behind in progressive medicine they are offended by my affect. The same way those in Alabama & the rest of the Deep South were offended by blacks and forced them to drink from different water fountains, use different toilets, set at the back of the bus. Watch the movie Rain Man, again. Tom Cruise was extremely abusive to his brother, played by Dustin Hoffman.

 

I am a lot like the Raymond Babbitt character. i do not do the calendar counting because I didn't have a nice quiet life where I was only worried about when my favorite T.V. shows were coming on next, and when I was going to eat next. I was lucky if I got to eat at all. One of my mothers favorite tortures. And she wanted me to have a nice tiny ass to please the white men, who have tiny little penis's and need tiny females. Anyway, I became lightening fast as seeing through, and manipulating human behavior, in microseconds so I could out maneuver the bastards. Everything a person says, and does, adds up to something. They have their own systems of logic/reasoning that they use. Then their are governing dynamics that determine not only individuals behavior, but that of communities, cities, states, nations, continents, and global dynamics. That's what I had to learn to survive this fucked up country. And they're all fucked up. At least this country is making serious efforts to exterminate it's 3rd world cultures, very much like Hitler, who actually learned from us. Per Hermann Goering. Hitlers second in command. This he confessed during the Nuremberg Trials.

 

For the record, my home town of Marshall MO did not integrate the classrooms until 1972. Per my best friend who is Puerto Rican. This area hasn't progressed much at all... hence the police profiling in Ferguson MO that resulted in Micheal Browns unnecessary assassination. I was very recently profiled by police. more on that later. That's still on on-going investigation by D.O.J..

 

"So, what's the point?" you might ask.

 

Finding my voice. As a child, even as a prodigy, my M.S.B.P. mother and child molesting father made it a point to remind me that I was an ugly, dumb, monster that should be grateful I had food & shelter. The price of that food and shelter was them trafficking me out to child molesters, being sexually molested, kept sick, and beaten, or threatened. They had their good moments only after others got on their ass because I showed signs of severe trauma. As an adult I have faced discriminations and hatred as an autistic F.E.M.A.L.E. savant. I blow lots of whistles. This stream is a test to see what I should share, or not share.

 

The more controversial, the more you read... Sex, murder, child trafficking cover-ups, you love it scandalous. This is good. because I am no Temple Grandin. She's fantastic! I was blessed to see her lectures a few weeks ago on youtube. They were momentous in that she was authenticating many of my assertions completely independently of me. Especially about the pharmaceutical companies. My ex wife can attest to my ragging on them since we found out Neurontin was the cause of many of my ungodly depressions & pain. We had never heard of Temple Grandin when an attorney agreed to represent me in a lawsuit against Pfizer.

 

Here's another S.M.U.G.S.H.O.T. for you... No. I do not wear contacts, or die my hair. I'm of Native American descent. That's all natural.

 

What's everyone so fervently reading about in my -Lost Prodigy- Flickr stream that's owned by Yahoo who has the internets largest news aggregator?

 

Discrimination, LGBT issues, hatred, bigotry, autistic abolition-ism, passionate prodigious savant-isms, provocative parallelisms, lesbian love stories, wannabe lesbian Edible Arrangement sex scandals, self-service multiple orgasms, menage a trois's, flying dildos, prison inmate/officer sexcapades, Stockholm Syndrome/trauma bonding, autism issues for middle-aged prodigious savant women, mate guarding, butterfly sex, civil rights, human rights, anti-human trafficking & anti-child sex trafficking radical activisms, women's issues, autism issues, homeless issues, pain management issues, police profiling, prodigious progressive investigations, criminal malpractices (untold tumors) by University of Missouri hospitals & Green Meadows Clinic & Boone Hospital Center & Family Health Center, criminal assaults on autistic patients by University of Missouri staff, multiple orgasms power diets, Christ's mathematics, guerrilla warfare, failures of network-centric warfare (social networking), child prodigy child abuse survival, art from the autism spectrum, furniture upcycling, recycled art, block printing, collagraph printing, criminal narcotics drug diversions at Salvation Arm's Harbor House, medical doctors associated with St. Francis House enabling Rachel Krall's (Z. Lois Bryant House) practicing medicine without a license, missing Missouri teen whom I helped Columbia Police Department get away from a Church street trafficking ring, inspirational anti-slavery organizations & advocates like Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition, Microsoft and the Bill and Melinda gates Foundation, the convicted sex trafficking child molesting murderer Scott Rozear Mason, his child pornography loving father John R. Mason, convicted baby rapist Richard Edwin Beasley whom I got 20 years in prison, nasty government cover-ups by Orange County Florida ASS. States Attorneys Kim Mann & Karen Bankowitz, Legal Eagle Affirmative Action law professor & legal scholar C. Chad Cronon, Vietnam War Hero Virginia Holiday, how I want my face in Kristy L. Jacoby's ass (and a couple of other bigger juicier ones, too, now :-0) and the 16 1/2 years of passionate prodigious activisms & sacrifices to get next to her then get into town weeks before she gets married??? And multiple orgasms... Oh! Wait. Did I say that one, already?? :-D

 

I tagged all photos the same. The photos that got the 80,000, 55,000, 65,000 hits were not the artistic images.

 

It was the ones with my prodigious revelations of sex scandals, criminally organized Columbia Missouri physicians, and criminally organized sexual predators of children...

 

 

When the University of Missouri Health Systems (hospital), Boone Hospital Center, Green Meadows Clinics, Family Health Center, and Orlando Regional Medical Center sent me a bill for 'services rendered' they asserted that they followed all the federal, state, and municipal laws, guidelines regarding standards of care, and patients rights against abuses & discriminations.

 

Family Health Center has dropped the financial charges for the 2nd visit with Dr. Megan Cates where she refused to do any type of GYN evaluation (no pelvic was necessary) of the bleeding, pain, paralysis, or even send for Boone Hospital Centers ultrasound. In so doing she fucked shit up for Beth Sweeney F.N.P. and Dr. Elizabeth Wilson GYN. Now, they're having to clean up Megan's mess. That was recorded by me & witnessed by a former human rights investigator & sensitivity trainor.

 

That was just S.T.U.P.I.D. However, even the Veteran clinicians did the same thing... University of Missouri Hospitals 4 E.R. physicians, Kelly Isaacs R.N. , Beth O. LCSW, Salvation Army's Director Barbara Stanek and her screaming/yelling idiotic ASSt. Director Dele Williams, Boone Hospital Centers Dr. Scott, Dr. Heredia, and most recently a nurse that's about to be charged with criminal discrimination under Chapter 12, Green Meadows Clinics Dr. Hanna Gov-ari, Dr. Alicia Ludden,. This prodigy has hogtied every major clinic with THEIR OWN words on audio files. That's a

 

PRODIGIOUS SAVANT

 

My audio, video, and medical records show they deliberately refused to obey the laws, guidelines, ethics, standards, and patients rights.

 

When they put a stamp on those bills and put them in the mail they committed federal criminal offenses.

 

As much pain as I suffer in spite of my pain management program I promise you I am going to enjoy writing these statements to be attached to the 20+ complaints.

 

Just waiting for the biopsy results, and to see what the new tests and/or surgery reveals. If there are cancer cells there, and they know early detection is the key to surviving cancer or preventing permanent pain & paralysis from the nerve encroachment, I will become the most prodigious savant on the planet.

 

They will answer to criminal charges. If the Human Rights Commission, A.C.L.U., N.A.A.C.P. (because they tried to hurt Julien my elderly female African American homeless friend) and various other watchdog organizations have to apply pressure to get it. My legal advocates can not become publicly involved lest they suffer the same retaliations that Chad did. It's better that I "walk SOFTLY, but carry a big stick".

 

Take a stick and stir it... Christ did, Paul and Silas did while in prison wearing 'stripes', Einstein & Eddington certainly did getting Einstein banned from the University of Berlin and barred from sending, or receiving mail. See, Einstein wasn't popular for E=MC2. He was first famous for work he did with Eddington proving Isaac Newton wrong. THEN they read his old paper 'General Theory of Relativity'. Then the Manhattan Project by Franklin Roosevelt who died in office leaving Missouri born Vice President Harry S. Truman to make the decision to use atomic bombs on Hiroshima & Nagasaki after testing at the Bikini Atolls. Yes, the swimsuit is named after a string of islands.

 

What are my plans from here?

 

Finish the unabridged versions of the books which my legal counsel (attorney friends) will first review. I will list them as fiction however with an autobiographical base only to protect the victims of child sex trafficking that I helped. And avoid any retaliatory criminal charges for myself or my legal advisers for blowing these many painful whistles about the true 'state of the union' of the United States of America.

 

I will remain unpublished until I re-marry. Any future lover/spouse will love/desire/want me as a poor, fat, old, crippled retard. Once she's done that and it's obvious that it's me she wants THEN I'll 'put a ring on it'. Our honeymoon cottage will be custom built, based on O.U.R. custom designs for our individual needs as passionate career women. I have no idea who she will be, but she will be so passionate about her work that the fact that it's a career will be incidental. much like my own prodigious talents of creating 'painless as possible' invisible exits for abused & trafficked kids.

 

I'll be building custom flooring, wall treatments & window treatments, Repurposed & upcycled furniture with pallets, copper pipes & fittings for an industrial twist as metal & wood is very 'grounding' for persons with autism. The wood, plants, indoor & outdoor gardens & other natural elements appeal to the Native American (Chickasaw) in me. We'll design our own library, offices, green house's, wrap around porches & decks, art labs & printmaking studios, and anything else she desires. Pillows, quilts, wall art, shelving, organizers, walk in showers, fireplaces, and kitchen splash guards with O.U.R. own found river rocks & beach glass.

 

It will be ALL OURS from every custom detail. I'll be sharing photos from Pinterest to keep as inspirations,ideas & wishlists...

 

Build it, and she will come. A lot. ;-D

 

Here's an excerpt from an article written by an autism 'specialist' about our abundant sexuality which jealous neuro-normal clinicians shove into the 'sex addiction' category because they haven't 'got it like dat'. This one on sexuality is to be taken with a grain of salt. It mostly just validates that I am not unhealthy. Just different. 'Different' people, especially females, get placed into social & medical versions of 'concentration camps' via mental health diagnosis, many which are designed to make the clinician feel better, not the patient.

 

Sex addiction only applies if the sexual behavior hurts the person. If it's just OTHERS who are disturbed by the individuals behavior then THEY are the ones with the alleged 'D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R.'. Sexual predators, pedophiles & pederasts are the exception to that assertion.

 

What's more, as adults, we all choose our responses to anything, everyone, and their behaviors. If one is offended by my behavior, then that is their choice. 'Love Is A Choice' was a very popular book with local clinicians.

 

Stupidity is a choice. Bigotry is a choice. Discrimination is a choice. Hate is a choice. If one has been taught hatred all of ones life, then it may not FEEL like a choice. However, we all know that 'feelings are not reality'. Neither are perceptions. Hence the apology made by the French philosopher jean Jacques Rousseau; "I felt before I thought..." That was actually an apology. He got pissed off, acted in haste, and his explanation for his actions was "I felt before I thought". Had he thought things through, and gotten out of his emotions, he'd have done things better.

 

I however did not end up in 'unhappy relationships' because I teach my sexual freedoms & multiple orgasms to my lovers. That's why it takes years before I decide whether or not I actually want to get involved with anyone. I require a 'ring on it'.

 

i HAVE NOT MASTERBATED IN PUBLIC PLACES... Not the way they mean in the article below. Driving, or sneaking into a private place while on the phone with a lover/wife, at a public accommodation is different. It didn't happen often, and I was much younger and looked like the prodigy in the above photo. And the only bastards causing harm to my genitals are the licensed health professionals, with their malicious deliberate malpractices regarding these uterine tumors, at Green Meadows Clinics, Boone Hospital Center, University of Missouri Hospital, and 2 assholes at Family Health Center. Beth Sweeney F.N.P., however, is taking great care of my genitals....

 

Excerpt from the article:

"Other than the complaint of excessive masturbation, and invariably, masturbation in public places, children with Autism get referred to me for healing, with complaints of self-destructive and self-mutilating behavior often directed against their own private parts and with the complaint of making “inappropriate” sexual advances towards strangers.

 

Children with Autism along with their parents as well as adults on the spectrum need not suffer any more.

 

Especially when there is a solution at hand that works wonders for both the parents and the child.

 

Opening doorways to the healthy exploration and expression of the natural sexual energies in the child in complete dignity and totally free from the guilt , embarrassment and frustration attached to the whole experience.

 

The symptoms are by no means restricted to children with Autism.

 

Adults on the spectrum present with a whole range of what society in general and doctors invariably label as ‘Dysfunctional” and often “Promiscuous” . And more often than not it is women on the spectrum who suffer the most, unable to make sense of their sexual urges and impulses often ending up in unhappy relationships. That would be a whole topic in itself and will be addressing that in another article.

 

I’m mentioning it here as some of the factors that cause unnecessary and often painful repercussions in both children and adults on the Autistic spectrum having a difficult time understanding their sexual energies and the way these energies finds expression through them that makes them feel “out of control” or “guilty” , are common to both.

 

As we go along, you’ll understand how the child and the family gets to Re-Define what is “normal” and “natural” and “healthy” for the child in terms of the Unique way in which the Sexual energies flows through the child.

 

And set the stage for the thriving of the child by Understanding, Knowing and Allowing the flow of the powerful energies of passion in all aspects of the child’s life including relationships, that make him/her feel Empowered and Ecstatic at the same time.

 

But before that, read on to discover what the underlying causes for these and other kinds of sexual activities and behaviors are that usually get categorized under “unhealthy”, “dysfunctional”, “addictive” sexual behavior and more. ALL of which end up doing more harm than good in solving the issue on hand."

 

 

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