this is it
this is basically straight out of camera.
I feel like I owe you guys an explanation. These past weeks, have been crucial. I've lost humanity with my own mind. I've been in and out of emotions, and I'm trying so hard to stay calm. Lately, I've been missing a lot. I've been trying to hide back into a shell because I'm scared of what is in front of me. But, it has to get worse before it gets better.
It has to. I'm putting so much love onto an empty handed sleeve. It's torture. It's pain. But this is now.
This is it.