I am so tired of everything.
I am so tired of feeling hurt. I am so tired of people talking bad stuff about each other. I am so tired of being ignored. I am just so tired of being stressed. I am so tired of school. I am so tired of hate. I am so tired of missing someone. I am just so tired of people expecting so much from me. I am tired of always beating myself up for not being a better person. I am just so tired of being tired.
As you may see, I am tired of lots of things. I am happy with a lot of things in my life, but than on the other hand there are things that just make me plain sad. Sad to the point where I can't sleep at night or where I find myself in deep thought about it wanting to cry. Today I just realized how tired I am of all theses things and how I just want to take a day or two to just relax. Do something to get my mind off things that are bringing me down. & instead do things that make me smile. I guess I am being selfish in a way & I just want attention from some people. I guess I am just in denial of so many things & I have a battle going on inside. Well, sorry for venting to you all. I just needed to get this out. A little self portrait therapy does the job. Have a beautiful night. lovelies.
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