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Have you ever just wanted to cry?

To just pour out tears until there aren’t any left …

Sometimes I just want to cry.

Just sit in a corner and cry to myself.

All alone, in a corner. A peaceful and quiet corner.

To get all the pain and anger out of my body.

Its healthy?

I don’t always have a reason but when I do I just feel even more obligated to just poor out tears.

People.

They’re heartbreakers.

We cry mostly because of what people have done to us. How they have treated us, or haven’t treated us. Gosh I cant stand people sometimes.

But crying?

That’s a sign of weakness…

I cant just cry?

No that’s embarrassing, way too embarrassing.

But sometimes all I want to do is cry until I have no more tears, and until all of my emotions are poured out of myself, into little water puddles.

So I will, I’ll just cry in my quiet corner, my peaceful and quiet corner.

 

i was tagged by

madsnapzphotography :]

so here it goes.

 

1. sonnie and i went to downtown LA today to take some pics and had a wonderful experience of getting lost :) i guess thats what happens when im in someone's car..... we always tend to get lost (;

but its okay cause we jam out to music and wave to people driving.

2. UHHH today was a first, in which i went into the gas station down the street of my house to get a slurpee since it was a bjillion degrees outside, and this guy (really cute guy) comes up to me and asks, "excuse me babe, how tall are you?" and i was like "uhhh 5'11"....." so then he came up and stood next to me to see if he was taller. he was by about 1/4 inch. haha. anyway, he was totally hitting on me and asked if i was from the south (which i am) but i dont really have an accent so it was random. and i asked him how old he thought i was a he said "old enough to buy a drink in a bar" and i was like "LMAO im only 18...... and if i was 17 this would be considered jailbait" hahahah just kidding.

so he was shocked cause he thought i was 21-23, which is strange since i have never in my life gotten that age guessing from anyone... found out he was a very attractive 27 year old! yeah i left really quick haha. anywhoosers it was very interesting.

3. so i got this chocolate milk at trader joes the other day and its sooo dark that i actually pour regular white milk into it to make myself feel better about the color.

4. there is currently someone in my life that i would like to literally smack some intelligence into. just sayin.

5. i personally think the word 'random' is an extremely ironic word.

6. i really want to see the movie Despicable Me. it looks sooo cute and i love when the little girl does that thing with her cheeks :D

7. my friend and i made THEEE funniest video on the mac where our faces are all stretched out and its the most hilarious thing ive ever watched. i cant figure out how to upload it on here. -__-

8. i hate when you love a name, and then you meet some awful person with the same name and it scars you from that name forever.

9. the hangover. i wanna watch it right now, i actually have the whole thing memorized.

10. dude, i need a better job with cooler people.

k bye

    

I actually wanted to do a proper self portrait of me turning 18, but then the thought of getting dressed, taking a picture and editing and uploading, I thought Id rest on this big day ( YIPPEEE ) , with my folks ,and dig up something from the archives :)

 

18! 18! 18!

i cant believe it.

 

since im 18, im going to do a 18 Facts About Me list.

 

1. I am petrified of crossing the road. I have a gripping fear that even though the traffic light signal;s that I could cross, it'll change back to the Red Man the minute I do and ill get run over. i am serious. my heart races at the thought of having to cross the road. haha.

 

2. I drown almost everything I eat in Tobasco sauce and pepper.

 

3. I have an addiction of everything miniature. im crazy about little tiny things like tiny bottles, books, trinkets. every time i see a miniature can of coke im assailed by an urge to grab and keep it. haha.

 

4. People have mistaken me for being indian, pakistani, lebanese, iranian, egyptian, hispanic, south american and Filipino. but rest assured that i am NONE of those haha. Im half malaysian half irish though i look anything but.

 

5. when I walk around with my mum, people often think im adopted because we're chalk and cheese. we look nothing alike.

 

6. i hate acting superior than others. ( like some flickr member's ive seen )

 

7. i bite my nails. its a horrible habit i know, but i just cant help it. its calms me down and takes my mind of worrying things that make me taste panic in my mouth ( think SPM results AAA )

 

8. for the life of me, i CANNOT cook. I just cant. I can bake, but thy cannot cook. even my scrambled eggs look shameful and rarely i manage to fry something without getting it burned . lol

 

9. Im willing to try anything. I believe everything needs to tried at least once before you yourself judge whether its for you or not. hence, sky diving? swimming with sharks? bring it on! haha

 

10. People say, when they call me on the phone , that I talk too much. okay, here's the breakdown. I feel like i have this responsibility that when I call a person or if a person calls me , I have to keep the conversation going. I hate awkward silences and pauses, and I hate it when a person calls me but says nothing! therefore, i fill in the empty space by talking.

 

11. Very rarely do people guess my age right. people will go " oh hey! you look young! yes, you ARE young! i bet you are...21!!" haha. a lady at a wedding once thought i was married with two kids. GO FLIPPIN FIGURE. XD

 

12. im very much obsessed with outerspace. anything on the documentary channels to do with outerspace will have me glued to the telly.

 

13. I shaved half my eyebrow off when i was a kid. hahaha , curiosity led to me looking like a complete daft.

 

14. Im extremely self conscious. I might not show it, but i am. same goes for my self esteem. some days im as confident as hillary clinton , some days i dont want to even look in the mirror.

 

15. I had very long hair before. it was down to my lower back! but i cut it all off to a short bob and now its shoulder length ( phew , the bob killed me! )

 

16. I LOVE make up. lovelovelove. i love the power it gives me to change how i look to suit my mood. WOOT. make up is magic!

 

17. im not afraid of ghosts. being alone in a huge space does freak me out a little. but yep, im not afraid of ghosts. I do believe to a certain extent that they might exist , but im not dumb enough to think that something that isnt even made up of real matter can harm me. XD

 

18. You know the movie "IT" about the clown that ate kids? that movie made going to the toilet a practically physical and emotional challenge when i was a kid. I even showered at the sink because I was afraid of the shower hole ( where IT would appear and eat kids taking a shower ).

 

yep there ya go!

    

I've known Cassidy since she was 9yo. Her mom is the best florist in Ventura County and worked with her and Cassidy many times. So when Cassidy ended up getting asked to the senior ball, I was more than happy to scoot over there and capture her in her first big-girl outfit. She killed it. Congrats to her and making the amazing transformation to a young adult.

Sighs... Kara invited me to explore the grid. Guess where we ended up. That's right, in the

pokey!

 

Mine can be found on Kara's photostream... grrrrrrrr

 

www.flickr.com/photos/karatrapdoor/6553008901/in/contacts/

Hollywood Beauties of 1940s & 1950s Motion Pictures- a cartoon tribute by Stephen B Whatley.

Through joyous research, each star - an aclectic group of top and B-movie actresses of the 20th century - is represented by a 'heyday' image and a 'latterday' portrait.

Starring: Lana Turner (1921-1995); Rita Hayworth (1918-1987); Hedy Lamarr (1914-2000); Loretta King (1917-2007); Paula Hill (aka Mary Hill. 1926-2000); Frances Gifford (1920-1994); Tandra Quinn (1933-); Jane Frazee (1913-1985); Rhonda Fleming (1923-); Dorothy Lamour (1914-1996); Zsa Zsa Gabor (1917-);& Dolores Fuller (1923-).

 

Ink & crayon on paper.

www.stephenbwhatley.com

This is my little cousin, Alisha. Well, she's not little but she's younger than I am, and jailbait.

 

Hair and make-up: Kayce Young

Model: Alisha C.

Photographer, wardrobe and post: Jameykay Young (meeee!)

Anna and the Annadroids

Jailbait Droid

Hammo clears his throat, while Jailbait finishes off another largie...hic

Wearing:

 

Skin – [A]renesmee Skin – [A] Skin -"[B]aby"- Fair – Hatey – Med NEW!

Hair – Analog Dog – .b – bound – light blondes/shea

Dress – Nomine Jailbait Dress – Catherine rose

Stockings – AVid: Mystique Stockings

Socks – Maitreya Scrunched PrimSocks

Bracelet – Death Row Designs – drd beaded bracelets NEW!

Boots – ANEXX – 2wayBeltLaceupBoots_Plaid/Brown

Pose – Del May – Mhmmhm :P

 

Blogged at:

luv4country.com/blog/?p=3877

Ensconced in Velvet

  

Explore #129. Okay, strobist: B800 above and slightly to the right boomed up on a socked beauty dish. If you favorite it, comment or something!

Setup shot: i338.photobucket.com/albums/n439/lotekkyle/amandastrobist...

Also,

 

SOMEONE BUY ME A PRO ACCOUNT :D

  

Where's the soap...

It does :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

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