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Seen from West Seattle, a group of wooden beams sit in Eliot bay with the city skyline illuminating the horizon.

 

Seattle (i/siˈætl/ see-at-əl) is a coastal seaport city and the seat of King County, in the U.S. state of Washington. With an estimated 652,405 residents as of 2013, Seattle is the largest city in the Pacific Northwest region of North America and the fastest-growing major city in the United States. The Seattle metropolitan area of around 3.6 million inhabitants is the 15th largest metropolitan area in the United States. The city is situated on a narrow isthmus between Puget Sound (an inlet of the Pacific Ocean) and Lake Washington, about 100 miles (160 km) south of the Canada–United States border. A major gateway for trade with Asia, Seattle is the 8th largest port in the United States and 9th largest in North America in terms of container handling.

 

The Seattle area had previously been inhabited by Native Americans for at least 4,000 years before the first permanent European settlers. Arthur A. Denny and his group of travelers, subsequently known as the Denny Party, arrived on the schooner Exact at Alki Point on November 13, 1851. The settlement was moved to its current site and named "Seattle" in 1852, after Chief Si'ahl of the local Duwamish and Suquamish tribes.

 

Logging was Seattle's first major industry, but by the late 19th century the city had become a commercial and shipbuilding center as a gateway to Alaska during the Klondike Gold Rush. By 1910, Seattle was one of the 25 largest cities in the country. However, the Great Depression severely damaged the city's economy. Growth returned during and after World War II, due partially to the local Boeing company, which established Seattle as a center for aircraft manufacturing. The city developed as a technology center in the 1980s, with companies like Amazon.com, Microsoft and T-Mobile US based in the area. The stream of new software, biotechnology, and Internet companies led to an economic revival, which increased the city's population by almost 50,000 between 1990 and 2000. Since then, Seattle has become a hub for green industry and a model for sustainable development.

 

Seattle has a noteworthy musical history. From 1918 to 1951, there were nearly two dozen jazz nightclubs along Jackson Street, from the current Chinatown/International District to the Central District. The jazz scene developed the early careers of Ray Charles, Quincy Jones, Ernestine Anderson and others. Seattle is also the birthplace of rock musician Jimi Hendrix and the alternative rock style grunge. . . . . . . . . . . . Wikipedia

 

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I was fortunate to get off work early a few days ago so I high-tailed it down to the Central Meadow. This was one of the scenes from off the trail at Chambers Bay Golf Course. Loved the tug at twilight, but loved finding a seagull in the finished product more! :-)

 

This is a hand-held, 3 exposure, -2/0/+2, HDR tonemapped with Photomatix and further processed with PhotoShop Elements 3 and Microsoft Picture it! 10 Premium. I liked the dream-like quality of the final results. :-)

 

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"..And I will make thee beds of roses

And a thousand fragrant posies......"

Christopher Marlowe's: The Passionate Shepherd To His Love.

published posthumously in 1599

 

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Seattle (i/siˈætl/ see-at-əl) is a coastal seaport city and the seat of King County, in the U.S. state of Washington. With an estimated 652,405 residents as of 2013, Seattle is the largest city in the Pacific Northwest region of North America and the fastest-growing major city in the United States. The Seattle metropolitan area of around 3.6 million inhabitants is the 15th largest metropolitan area in the United States. The city is situated on a narrow isthmus between Puget Sound (an inlet of the Pacific Ocean) and Lake Washington, about 100 miles (160 km) south of the Canada–United States border. A major gateway for trade with Asia, Seattle is the 8th largest port in the United States and 9th largest in North America in terms of container handling.

 

The Seattle area had previously been inhabited by Native Americans for at least 4,000 years before the first permanent European settlers. Arthur A. Denny and his group of travelers, subsequently known as the Denny Party, arrived on the schooner Exact at Alki Point on November 13, 1851. The settlement was moved to its current site and named "Seattle" in 1852, after Chief Si'ahl of the local Duwamish and Suquamish tribes.

 

Logging was Seattle's first major industry, but by the late 19th century the city had become a commercial and shipbuilding center as a gateway to Alaska during the Klondike Gold Rush. By 1910, Seattle was one of the 25 largest cities in the country. However, the Great Depression severely damaged the city's economy. Growth returned during and after World War II, due partially to the local Boeing company, which established Seattle as a center for aircraft manufacturing. The city developed as a technology center in the 1980s, with companies like Amazon.com, Microsoft and T-Mobile US based in the area. The stream of new software, biotechnology, and Internet companies led to an economic revival, which increased the city's population by almost 50,000 between 1990 and 2000. Since then, Seattle has become a hub for green industry and a model for sustainable development.

 

Seattle has a noteworthy musical history. From 1918 to 1951, there were nearly two dozen jazz nightclubs along Jackson Street, from the current Chinatown/International District to the Central District. The jazz scene developed the early careers of Ray Charles, Quincy Jones, Ernestine Anderson and others. Seattle is also the birthplace of rock musician Jimi Hendrix and the alternative rock style grunge. . . . . . . . . . . . Wikipedia

Panoramic view of Durban's central business district and the north side of the harbour, shot from the Memorial Tower building on the Howard College campus of the University of KwaZulu-Natal, South Africa.

 

Taken with my Nikon D40, fitted with a Tamron 70-300mm F4/5.6 DI LD (Nikon AFS) lens, stitched from two images in Microsoft ICE (hence the missing EXIF), and processed in GIMP and Photoscape.

 

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Il Germano reale (Anas platyrhyncos) è un uccello della famiglia delle Anatidae, di gradevole aspetto e noto in Italia anche come Capoverde. Viene considerato il capostipite di tutte le razze domestiche dell'anatra (eccetto l' anatra muta)

Questa specie è caratterizzata da uno spiccato dimorfismo sessuale, maschi e femmine sono molto simili nella forma, ma differiscono nel colore del piumaggio per buona parte dell'anno.

 

The Mallard (Anas platyrhynchos), probably the best-known and most recognizable of all ducks, is a dabbling duck which breeds throughout the temperate and sub-tropical areas of North America, Europe, Asia, New Zealand (where it is currently the most common duck species), and Australia. It is strongly migratory in the northern parts of its breeding range, and winters farther south. For example, in North America it winters south to Mexico, but also regularly strays into Central America and the Caribbean between September and May

 

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This is an abandoned shack across from Hole 17 of Chambers Bay Golf Course and the Central Meadow of Chambers Creek Properties. I have been making a point of being down there to get shots of the roses blooming while the weather has been nice. Several of those who regularly walk the trail that meanders through the site (of Chambers Bay Golf Course and the Central Meadow of Chambers Creek Properties) have asked if I had any shots, but up until lately I had not....I am hoping this will be well received by those interested parties :-)

 

This is a hand-held, 3 exposure, (-2ev, 0ev, +2ev) HDR, processed and tonemapped with Photomatix and further processed with PhotoShop Elements 3, and Microsoft Picture It 10 Pro.

 

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It doesn't always rain in Seattle! This view is from Pier 63, looking at the central business district of the City of Seattle in October 1996. During my two-day visit, I only experienced glorious sunny weather, although I understand this was probably exceptional!

 

Pier 63 (built in 1905) has long since lost its sheds. Originally Pier 10, it was known by 1908 as the Holden Dock, but was more commonly known as the Virginia Dock or Virginia Street Dock from its location. It was designed by architect Max Umbrecht and one of its main tenants in the 1910s was Northwest Fisheries, who canned and distributed Alaskan red salmon. An overpass connected the dock to a warehouse on the other side of Railroad Avenue.

 

In 1989, the Seattle Arts Commission and the departments of Community Development and Parks and Recreation recommended that a design team of artists and design professionals be hired to redesign the recently purchased Piers 62 and 63 as an open public space. The piers, with their long history of commerce, labour, and trade, are located on a site originally used by Native Americans for landing their boats, and were seen by the city as a new public access to the waterfront.

 

For many years thereafter, Piers 62 and 63 were the venue for the Summer Nights at the Pier concert series, but the "aged and deteriorating" piers can no longer handle the weight of a stage and a crowd. Seattle has been considering plans to replace both piers since at least 2006.

 

Seattle is a coastal seaport city and the seat of King County, in the US state of Washington. With an estimated 652,405 residents as of 2013, Seattle is the largest city in the Pacific Northwest region and the fastest-growing major city in the USA. The metropolitan area of around 3.6 million inhabitants is the 15th largest in the USA. The city is situated on a narrow isthmus between Puget Sound (an inlet of the Pacific Ocean) and Lake Washington, about 160 km south of the border with Canada.

 

The Seattle area had previously been inhabited by Native Americans for at least 4,000 years before the first permanent European settlers. Arthur A Denny and his companions, subsequently known as the Denny Party, arrived on the schooner Exact at Alki Point on 13 November 1851. The settlement was moved to its current site and named "Seattle" in 1852, after Chief Si'ahl of the local Duwamish and Suquamish tribes.

 

Logging was Seattle's first major industry, but by the late 19th century the city had become a commercial and shipbuilding centre as a gateway to Alaska during the Klondike Gold Rush.

 

By 1910, Seattle was one of the 25 largest cities in the country. However, the Great Depression severely damaged the city's economy. Growth returned during and after WWII, due partially to the local Boeing company, which established Seattle as a centre for aircraft manufacturing.

 

The city developed as a technology center in the 1980s, with companies like Amazon.com, Microsoft and T-Mobile US based in the area. The stream of new software, biotechnology, and Internet companies led to an economic revival, which increased the city's population by almost 50,000 between 1990 and 2000. Since then, Seattle has become a hub for green industry and a model for sustainable development. - mainly from Wikipedia.

 

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SALTO

 

Salto é um município brasileiro do estado de São Paulo. Localiza-se a uma latitude 23º12'03" Sul e a uma longitude 47º17'13" Oeste, estando a uma altitude de 555 metros. O município é cortado pelo rio Tietê. Sua população estimada em 1 de julho de 2009 era de 109.948 habitantes. E sua densidade demográfica em 2004 era de aproximadamente 771 hab/km².

É uma estância turística do interior do estado de São Paulo, localizada na região de Sorocaba, entre as cidades de Itu e Indaiatuba. Deve seu nome ao Salto do Tietê, uma cachoeira do Tietê localizada à altura da Praça Archimedes Lammoglia.

 

Estância turística

Salto é um dos 29 municípios paulistas considerados estâncias turísticas pelo Estado de São Paulo, por cumprirem determinados pré-requisitos definidos por Lei Estadual. Tal status garante a esses municípios uma verba maior por parte do Estado para a promoção do turismo regional. Também, o município adquire o direito de agregar junto a seu nome o título de Estância Turística, termo pelo qual passa a ser designado tanto pelo expediente municipal oficial quanto pelas referências estaduais.

 

História

Apesar de só ter se desmembrado da cidade de Itu no século XIX, o marco da fundação de Salto é considerado a inauguração da capela do sítio Cachoeira, em 16 de junho de 1698. O proprietário do sítio era o Capitão Antônio Vieira Tavares, um ex-bandeirante (sobrinho do famoso bandeirante Raposo Tavares), que adquiriu as terras na margem direita do rio Tietê, até então habitadas pelos índios guaianases. No local onde se encontrava a capela original foi erguida a atual Igreja Matriz Nossa Senhora do Monte Serrat, construída entre 1928 e 1936.

Durante o século XVIII a área de Salto não era mais do que um agrupamento de sítios. Passou a ser mais relevante a partir do século XIX com a implantação da cultura cafeeira. A cidade de Itu se tornou um importante centro produtor e um núcleo de concentração de renda. Os barões do café começavam a se tornar uma força política à parte do Império. A área de Salto foi visitada pelo Imperador Dom Pedro II por duas vezes, em 1846 e 1875. O Conde D'Eu visitou a cidade em 1874.

A real urbanização de Salto só começou em 1856 quando, após a realização do primeiro levantamento topográfico, estipulou-se um plano de arruamento. Ao fim do arruamento, em 1857, Salto contava com não mais que sete estabelecimentos comerciais e uma única indústria (uma fábrica de velas).

Durante a década de 1870 Salto se torna um pequeno polo tecelão, com a instalação de várias indústrias têxteis, o que originou o apelido da cidade na época: "Pequena Manchester Paulista". A década também marcou a implantação da antiga estrada de ferro (1873), que cortava o atual bairro Estação.

Em 1889 Salto é emancipada. A elite cafeeira ituana estava forte como nunca e teve um papel central na derrocada do Império e implantação do regime republicano.

Na época, devido ao sistema de hierarquia que ainda se usava, Salto teve que ser primeiro considerada uma freguesia. Após o desmembramento foi considerada um município, mas não uma cidade. Só alcançou essa categoria em 1907.

A despeito da emancipação, Salto só deixou de se chamar "Salto de Itu" em 29 de dezembro de 1917 quando uma lei estadual mudou oficialmente seu nome para Salto.

No começo do século XX houve o primeiro grande movimento migratório em direção à cidade, constituído de colonos italianos que vieram trabalhar na colheita do café. A imigração italiana foi massiva durante os anos que se seguiram e as famílias de colonos formavam a maior parte da população, deixando marcas na cultura de Salto até os dias atuais.

Durante a década de 1940, soldados saltenses foram enviados à Segunda Guerra Mundial. Mais tarde houve uma polêmica se deveria-se ou não dar a alguma rua o nome de algum dos soldados, mas a maioria dos pracinhas não podia ser homenageada de tal forma por ainda estar viva. Optou-se por batizar-se uma via como "rua dos Expedicionários Saltenses". Alguns ítalo-saltenses entretanto se filiaram ao Círculo Fascista de Itu que apoiava, ainda que apenas verbalmente, Benito Mussolini.

Na década de 1950 indústrias de grande porte se instalam na cidade, e desde a década de 1970 Salto passa a receber intenso fluxo migratório de outros estados - em especial das regiões Nordeste e Sul, com destaque para o estado do Paraná.

 

História da infraestrutura

A urbanização da cidade se deu de forma lenta. Essa característica se mantém até hoje, exceto pelos dois grandes momentos de migração. A iluminação pública, por exemplo, só foi implantada em 1890 quando lampiões foram instalados nas ruas. A rede elétrica só veio os substituir em 1907 - mesmo ano em que o serviço telefônico foi inaugurado.

A primeira escola do município, fundada em 20 de outubro de 1913, está em funcionamento até hoje. É a Escola Estadual Tancredo do Amaral. Sua fachada foi restaurada mas o aspecto da inauguração foi mantido, com as palavras "MENINOS" e "MENINAS" gravadas nos respectivos pavilhões. (No início do século XX as classes ainda eram separadas por sexo).

A instalação da Brasital S/A, em 1º de novembro de 1919, pode ser considerada momento emblemático da industrialização de Salto. A fábrica ocupava um grande terreno próximo à queda d'água no rio Tietê e à Igreja Matriz (ou seja, nos arredores do marco zero da cidade), e onde haviam se instalado, no último quarto do século XIX, as tecelagens pioneiras - as de José Galvão (1875) e Barros Júnior (1882) que, incorporadas sucessivamente por José Weisshon (1898-1904) e pela Sociedade Ítalo-Americana (1904-1919), passam para a mão de acionistas italianos e brasileiros sob o nome Brasital (junção das iniciais de Brasil e Itália). Além dos galpões de tecelagem, a Brasital era proprietária de várias casas situadas num terreno anexo e outro em uma área limite do perímetro urbano na década de 1920. Essas residências eram habitadas pelos operários da indústria, na maior parte imigrantes italianos. As casas estavam dispostas formando um quadrilátero, com quatro quarteirões, nos quais existiam grandes quintais comunitários no centro.

As ruas só começaram a ser calçadas em 1931. Esse primeiro calçamento só abrangeu as ruas principais. Os últimos ladrilhos desse calçamento pioneiro foram removidos no final de 2010, com a uniformização do calçamento da Rua 9 de Julho. Ladrilhos da mesma tipologia ainda podem ser encontrados no bairro da Barra.

A Igreja Matriz foi destruída por um incêndio em 1935. Na época era feita sobretudo de madeira que supõe-se se inflamou por um descuido com as várias velas que havia em seu interior. Foi substituída pela atual Nossa Senhora do Monte Serrat, de alvenaria. Foi a única paróquia da cidade até 1966, quando a paróquia São Benedito foi instalada sob os cuidados do cônego Gastão Oliboni, da Ordem Presmonstratense.

A partir da segunda metade do século passado iniciou-se uma cultura de "êxodo" de instituições de um prédio público para outro, ao invés da construção de novos. A atual Prefeitura foi instalada no antigo prédio do Fórum da Comarca de Salto (na rua 9 de julho), sendo que o Fórum mudou-se para o edifício que abrigava simultaneamente a Delegacia e a Cadeia Municipal. A antiga prefeitura por sua vez deu lugar ao escritório do INSS, à Delegacia da Mulher e a Junta Militar. Uma das poucas exceções foi a Câmara dos Vereadores, que antes de ser movida para a rua Dom Pedro II ocupava parte do prédio do Sindicato dos Mestres e Contra-Mestres (que não era público). Essa migração burocrática permanece em menor nível até hoje, como a mudança do Banco do Povo para o que foi outrora uma das unidades do CEMUS.

A estação ferroviária de Salto, da linha tronco original da Companhia Ytuana de Estradas de Ferro, foi desativada em 1985 quando foi substituída pelo trecho saltense da Variante Boa Vista-Guaianã.

Em 1998, Salto ganhou sua primeira faculdade através do Centro Universitário Nossa Senhora do Patrocínio - CEUNSP. A Faculdade Cidade de Salto foi instalada em comemoração aos 300 anos de fundação da cidade, no prédio da antiga Vinícola Milioni, em edifício completamente restaurado e transformado em Instituto Educacional. As instalações foram inauguradas, com o descerramento da placa comemorativa, pelo prefeito João Conti e pelo reitor professor Rubens Anganuzzi.

Em 2001, o CEUNSP adquiriu as instalações da antiga Brasital (fechadas há mais de cinco anos) e inaugurou, no mesmo ano, seu quinto campus universitário. Com cerca de 140.000 m², esse novo campus elevou a cidade ao status de Cidade Universitária, recebendo mais de 12.000 alunos oriundos de 126 cidades de 11 estados brasileiros.Fonte:Wikipédia

  

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A shot taken of one of the gravel bin ruins and the "Temple" ruins (although, that's not what it is/was called, I think the columns look like part of a temple ruins, lol) at Chambers Bay Golf Course and Central Meadow. Judy Collins recently performed there for the official "kick-off" of The Central Meadow at Chambers Bay Properties of which the Scottish style links of Chambers Bay Golf Course is a part.

 

I imagine y'all are tired of my University Place photos and would like to see something fresh...but hey, I have no life beyond the West Side, LOL.... it's rather sad really... ;-P

 

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Nikon Picture Control on Neutral

 

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The World War II Memorial honors the 16 million who served in the armed forces of the U.S., the more than 400,000 who died, and all who supported the war effort from home. Symbolic of the defining event of the 20th Century, the memorial is a monument to the spirit, sacrifice, and commitment of the American people. The Second World War is the only 20th Century event commemorated on the National Mall’s central axis.

 

Visiting the Memorial

The memorial opened to the public on April 29, 2004 and was dedicated one month later on May 29. It is located on 17th Street, between Constitution and Independence Avenues, and is flanked by the Washington Monument to the east and the Lincoln Memorial to the west. The memorial is operated by the National Park Service and is open to visitors 24 hours a day, seven days a week. For more information about visiting the memorial, accessibility, parking, directions, special events and other details, please visit the National Park Service Web site at www.nps.gov/nwwm or call the Park Service at (202) 619-7222.

 

Memorial Design

 

The National World War II Memorial design recognizes that the site itself pays special tribute to America's WWII generation. The memorial design creates a special place within the vast openness of the National Mall to commemorate the sacrifice and celebrate the victory of WWII, yet remains respectful and sensitive to its historic surroundings. The vistas from the Washington Monument to the Lincoln Memorial and the site's park-like setting are preserved, and the double row of elm trees that flank the memorial have been restored. Above all, the design creates a powerful sense of place that is distinct, memorable, evocative and serene.

 

Plaza

 

The memorial plaza and Rainbow Pool are the principal design features of the memorial, unifying all other elements. Two flagpoles flying the American flag frame the ceremonial entrance at 17th Street. The bases of granite and bronze are adorned with the military service seals of the Army, Navy, Marine Corps, Army Air Forces, Coast Guard and Merchant Marine. Ceremonial steps and ramps lead from 17th Street into the plaza. A series of 24 bronze bas relief panels along the ceremonial entrance balustrades depict America's war years, at home and overseas. Announcements of the memorial are located at the 17th Street ceremonial entrance.

 

Curvilinear ramps at the north and south approaches provide access to the plaza for visitors walking along the existing east-west pathways between the Lincoln Memorial and Washington Monument. These ramps provide a gentle entry to the plaza. Granite benches follow the curvilinear rampart walls.

 

Pavilions

 

Two 43-foot pavilions serve as markers and entries on the north and south ends of the plaza. Bronze baldacchinos are an integral part of the pavilion design. Four bronze columns support four American eagles that hold a suspended victory laurel to memorialize the victory of the WWII generation. Inlayed on the floor of the pavilions are the WWII victory medal surrounded by the years "1941-1945" and the words "Victory on Land," "Victory at Sea," and "Victory in the Air." These sculptural elements celebrate the victory won in the Atlantic and Pacific Theaters.

 

Pillars

 

Fifty-six granite pillars celebrate the unprecedented unity of the nation during WWII. The pillars are connected by a bronze sculpted rope that symbolizes the bonding of the nation. Each state and territory from that period and the District of Columbia is represented by a pillar adorned with oak and wheat bronze wreaths and inscribed with its name; the pillars are arranged in the order of entry into the Union, alternating south to north across the plaza beginning adjacent to the Field of Gold Stars. The 17-foot pillars are open in the center for greater transparency, and ample space between each allows viewing into and across the memorial.

 

Commemorative Area

 

Within a commemorative area at the western side of the memorial is recognized the sacrifice of America's WWII generation and the contribution of our allies. A field of 4,000 sculpted gold stars on the Freedom Wall commemorate the more than 400,000 Americans who gave their lives. During WWII, the gold star was the symbol of family sacrifice.

 

Rainbow Pool and Waterworks

 

The historic waterworks of the Rainbow Pool are completely restored and contribute to the celebratory nature of the memorial. The design provides seating along the pool circumference for visitors. Semi-circular fountains at the base of the two memorial pavilions and waterfalls flanking the Freedom Wall complement the waterworks in the Rainbow Pool.

 

Landscaping

 

Two-thirds of the 7.4-acre memorial site is landscaping and water, allowing the memorial to nestle comfortably within its park-like setting. The ceremonial entrance has three large lawn panels between the monumental steps. The elm trees have been restored to their original splendor, and a replanting plan replaced unhealthy trees. A landscaped contemplative area is located at the northwestern corner of the site. Canopies of flowering trees augment re-seeded lawns.

 

Materials

 

The memorial is constructed of bronze and granite. Granite was chosen for its aesthetic appeal, superior strength, and durability. Water resistance was another important criterion. The two principal stones selected for the memorial are “Kershaw” for the vertical elements and “Green County” for the main plaza paving stone. “Kershaw” is quarried in South Carolina, while “Green County” is quarried in Georgia. Two green stones – “Rio Verde” and “Moss Green” – were used for accent paving on the plaza. Both are quarried in Brazil. "Academy Black" and "Mount Airy" were used to reconstruct the Rainbow Pool. “Mount Airy,” quarried in North Carolina, is the original coping stone of the Rainbow Pool. To enhance the aesthetic appearance of the water surface of the pool, an apron of “Academy Black,” quarried in California, were used for the vertical interior surfaces.

 

Sculpture

 

4 bronze columns, 4 bronze eagles and 1 bronze laurel within each pavilion

24 bronze bas relief sculptures along the ceremonial entrance (12 on each side)

4,000 sculpted gold stars on the Freedom Wall

112 bronze wreaths w/armatures (2 wreaths on each pillar, one on each side)

56 bronze ropes between the pillars

  

Dimensions

 

Length (back of pavilion to back of pavilion): 384’

Width (back of basin behind Freedom Wall to bottom of ceremonial entrance): 279’

Plaza: 337’-10” long; 240’-2” wide; 6’ below grade

Rainbow Pool: 246’-9” long; 147’-8” wide

Ceremonial entrance: 148’-3” wide; 147’-8” long (curb to plaza)

2 Pavilions: 43’ above grade; 23’ square

56 Pillars: 17’ above grade; 4’4” wide; 3’ deep

Freedom Wall: 84’-8” wide; 9’ high from plaza floor; 41’-9” radius

This is my second try at a panorama. I took five sets of five exposure brackets from Cat Rock in Central Park using the Pany 20mm pancake. I shot everything hand held and had to fix alignment and vertical distortion on each bracket before stitching in Microsoft Image Composite Editor. There was a big chunk of sky missing in the stitched image that I sloppily filled in. There is missing data for three of the corners that I left alone. The stitching program worked automatically, so I don't know how it handled the trees and people in stitching the individual images. I guess a tripod would have made this easier, but the rocks were a little icy and I didn't want to spend too much time up there. (tonemapped from 25xp in Photomatix)

 

Edit: There is funny looking stitching in this panorama, especially around the Essex House in the center left top of the image. I'm leaving this image up as a reminder to myself of how poor stitching looks.

 

More photos from Central Park are in my set

Central Park, NY

  

(Wikipedia)

The Library District is an officially designated neighborhood in Downtown Kansas City, Missouri, United States, roughly bounded by 9th and 11th Streets on the north and south and Main Street and Broadway on the east and west. The District contains several buildings individually listed on the National Register of Historic Places, as well as the West Ninth Street-Baltimore Avenue Historic District, also listed on the National Register. It also contains other notable structures not listed on the National Register.

 

The Central Library's parking garage has a distinctive facade on 10th Street, using images of 22 9-meter-high bookspines to create a "community bookshelf." The garage was created by design firm Dimensional Innovations, and local residents got to choose which titles would be represented in the bookshelf. The Wyandotte Street facade includes enlarged historic postcards with images of 10th Street and 9th Street from the early 1900s. The Baltimore Avenue facade next to the Kansas City Club includes giant banners with images of the Great Hall of the Library of Congress' Jefferson Building and a fanciful image of a gathering of famous Kansas Citians in an architectural fantasy by local artist Bob Holloway. The 22 "Community Bookshelf" book titles (in order from West to East on 10th street):[1]

Kansas City Stories, Volume I

Kansas City, Missouri; Its History and Its People 1808-1908 (Carrie Westlake Whitney) 1908

Tom’s Town, Kansas City and the Pendergast Legend (William M. Reddig) 1986

Goin’ to Kansas City (Nathan W. Pearson, Jr.) 1987

Farm: A Year in the Life of an American Farmer (Rhodes) 1989

Mr. Anonymous, the Story of William Volker (Herbert C. Cornuelle) 1951

Kansas City, Missouri: An Architectural History, 1826 - 1990 (George Ehrlich) 1992

Journeys Through Time: A Young Traveler’s Guide to Kansas City’s History (Monroe Dodd, Daniel Serda) 2000

Kansas City Stories, Volume II

Virgil Thomson, a Reader: Selected Writings 1924-1984 (Thomson) 2002

Mrs. Bridge (Connell) 1959

I Was Right on Time (O'Neil) 1996

The O’Donnells (Peggy Sullivan) 1956

Independence Avenue (Eileen Sherman) 1990

Stella Louella’s Runaway Book (Lisa Campbell Ernst) 1998

PrairyErth: (A Deep Map) (Least Heat-Moon) 1991

Messages from my Father (Calvin Trillin) 1996

Catch 22 (Heller)

Children's Stories

Goodnight Moon (Brown, pictures by Hurd)

Harold and the Purple Crayon (Johnson)

Winnie the Pooh (Milne)

Green Eggs and Ham (Dr. Seuss)

What a Wonderful World (Weiss, Thiele, pictures by Bryan) 1995

Little House on the Prairie (Wilder)

The Wonderful Wizard of Oz (Baum)

M. C. Higgins, the Great (Hamilton)

Silent Spring (Carson)

O Pioneers! (Cather)

Cien Años de Soledad (Marquez)

Their Eyes Were Watching God (Hurston)

Fahrenheit 451 (Bradbury)

The Republic (Plato)

The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn (Twain)

(Building Entrance)

Tao Te Ching (Lao Tzu)

The Collected Poems of Langston Hughes (Hughes)

Black Elk Speaks (Neihardt)

Invisible Man (Ellison)

To Kill a Mockingbird (Lee)

Journals of the Expedition (Lewis, Clark) + Undaunted Courage (Ambrose)

The Lord of the Rings (Tolkien)

A Tale of Two Cities (Dickens)

Charlotte's Web (White)

Romeo and Juliet (Shakespeare)

Truman (McCullough)

 

This is a planar panorama, meaning pictures were taken while walking the entire block, rather than panning the buildings from one spot. There was quite a bit of construction going on, including construction trucks and cables in the way. Photoshop didn't like this but my trusty copy of Microsoft Image Composite Editor (Digital ICE) did a fairly good job of patching everything together.

 

Canon EOS 7D | 22mm | 1/100s | f/4.5 | ISO 100 | 28 shots

Well I've never said "best viewed full size" before so now may as well be an ok time to say it.

 

Inspired by Stabilo Boss' Logo 2.0_2 flickr.com/photos/stabilo-boss/93136022/ I decided to undertake a similar project of my own. What I did here was to go into my Firefox browser history window and go back to the most recent 320 websites that I've visited that have favicon thingys. There were a lot more than you'd think that don't have favicon thingys (my blog for instance). I was surprised at a lot of the big sites that don't have favicons. CNET and Microsoft for instance (well at least that show up in the Firefox browser).

 

So I took the sites as I went back in my history and put them in a new Firefox browswer window 10 across under tabbed browsing. Then I took screen shots and cut the little columns of favicon tabs into a new file and built this.

 

I did this on one of my four computers so I'm sure I've missed lots of sites that I've visited recently. I also skipped generic blogger favicons. I didn't realize that Typepad and Word Press had generic favicons as well until it was too late, so those are in there.

 

Also, I don't necesarily like or endorse all the companies shown here. I hate LaCie for instance and think they make crappy disk drives -- but I did visit them recently (in writing a piece about how much I disliked them) so there they are. Although there are many many sites in the photo above (did I mention I printed out this screen shot and then took a digital photo of it? wink, wink) that I do love very much and visit every single day, especially if they start with "f" and end in "r". I tried to only put each site up once but there may be some that I accidently got in there twice. I know of one for sure.

 

Anywho. Just another way to waste an entire day but it will give you a sense of what I look at on the internet (and I do look alot).

 

This by the way is one of those rare times when it would probably be good to be able to tag more than 100 tags to this photo.

 

Go ahead, click on the large view, you never know, your site might be up there. Feel free to make a note of it if it is.

 

Damn, looking at this again a second time makes me realize how much I really do love the internet. I need to stay in more often. I'm also realizing how many of the really super blogs I read every day are not on this graphic because they don't have favicons. This list is only a partial list of what I read and doesn't include some of my favorite sites.

 

It also reminds me that I need to get moving with figuring out how to get a favicon on my thomashawk.com site.

IT News & Updates

Microsoft is ending support for Windows XP on April 8

Yep, after April 8, Microsoft will officially no longer support Windows XP. There’ll be no more security updates, nonsecurity hotfixes, free or paid support options or online technical content updates.

According to Microsoft, PCs running Windows XP after April 8 should not be considered protected. It recommends upgrading to a currently supported version of Windows, like 7 or 8.1, that will still receive regular security updates.

Lane Sorgen, Microsoft’s general manager for the south-central U.S., said, “We’ve been working hard to let our customers know about the end of support deadline. We’ve also been working with customers and partners to help the migration from Windows XP to a modern operating system.

Kingdom of Champa, medieval state in what is now Vietnam. The Chams, a seafaring people of Indonesian stock, occupied the central and southern coast of Vietnam from Neolithic times. In the 2nd century ad they adopted Indian culture and religion and established the kingdom of Champa. Over the next few hundred years, they repeatedly fought off Chinese attempts to subjugate them. From the 7th to the 9th century, their capital was at Indrapura (Tra Kieu), near Ðà Nang. In response to pressure from the expanding Vietnamese in the north, it was moved south to Vijaya, near Qui Nhon, in the 11th century. In the 12th and 13th centuries, Champa fought a series of wars with the Khmers of Cambodia. It was finally conquered by the Vietnamese about 1470.

Microsoft ® Encarta ® 2009. © 1993-2008 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.

 

View On Black

 

A shot taken of one of the gravel bin ruins and the "Temple" ruins (although, that's not what it is/was called, I think the columns look like part of a temple ruins, lol) at Chambers Bay Golf Course and Central Meadow, just before sunset.

 

This is a hand-held, 3 exposure, -2/0/+2, HDR tonemapped with Photomatix and further processed with PhotoShop Elements 3 and Microsoft Picture it! 10 Premium.

A darkly hilarious postcard by Linh Dinh standing at the end of America: -RT

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Postcard from the End of America: Silicon Valley

 

By Linh Dinh • April 23, 2015

 

Decades ago, I’d show up weekly to clean the Philadelphia apartment of a California transplant. Daughter of a Hollywood executive, Jacqueline confessed she had to escape California because “California women are too beautiful.” To save her self esteem, she had to flee to Philadelphia.

 

Ah, California as the perfect state with the most beautiful people! In spite of mud slides, wild fires and many blase places like Bakersfield and Fresno, California still captures the imagination of not just Americans, but foreigners. With its elaborate landscaping, it imitates Hawaii, even as Hawaii mimics California by laying on strip malls and freeways. Much of California, though, is no tropical paradise but a desert that’s running out of water, and its fresh water crisis has become so severe, it has made salient a hushed up concept, namely the fact that there are limits to growth, and that all resources can become scarce if not run out completely.

 

Newly condemned and mocked for their swimming pools and golf courses, Californians are lashing back by charging, rightly, that other Americans are no less profligate. Though less than 5% of the world’s population, Americans burn up 26% of its oil and 27% of its natural gas. Our houses are larger than anyone’s and still expanding. We have more cumbersome cars than fat drivers. So what, I can hear some of you saying. If we can afford it, then it’s no one’s business, but the problem is we haven’t been able to afford any of this for a while now. We are the world’s biggest debtor nation, lest you forget.

 

Coming into the Bay Area this month, I saw mostly prosperity, however. From San Francisco down into San Jose, there is one affluent city after another, while on the East Bay, there are a few pockets of destitution and squalor, but nothing compared to the hundreds of miles of decay that mark the Rust Belt, for example. Even Oakland is rapidly gentrifying, and becoming very expensive, with the average rent for a one bedroom going for an astounding $3,078! That’s more than three times what I must cough up, with much anxiety and bile, in Philadelphia, and I get two rooms. In this sinking economy, how does the Bay Area become ever more spiffy?

 

Two years ago, I talked to Hung, a Vietnam-born Chinese living in Milpitas, and he dismissed my grim assessment of the US economy as nonsense, “The Chinese and Indians are coming over. They have money and skills. They will keep this economy going.”

 

“What about the locals?” I asked. “Won’t an influx of rich foreigners hurt the poor here?”

 

“No, these Chinese and Indians will create jobs.”

 

“But they will also jack up real estate prices!”

 

“Which is good!”

 

“Not for a renter, though. It’s already too expensive to live here. I mean, look at all the homeless in the Tenderloin.”

 

“You will always have bums. In every society, there are winners and losers. Those bums should be put in work camps and made to be productive.”

 

We were standing in a two-story extension Hung was adding to his home. In the main house, Hung’s aging parents sat mostly in silence on matching recliners. The Mexican construction crew was out to lunch.

 

It is estimated that nearly 20% of the homes being sold in the Bay Area are being snatched up by foreign buyers, paying cash, with about half of them Chinese. In Palo Alto, one of the toniest Bay Area cities, Chinese alone are responsible for more than a quarter of real estate sales. In adjacent Los Altos, the most expensive housing market in the entire country, Chinese buyers don’t shy away from mansions that cost several million dollars, and instead of haggling down, they often pay more than the list price, sometimes six-figure more, just to get what they want. Sometimes a Chinese buyer would buy without having seen the property in person, and he might leave his new home empty for months after purchase. In China, the land under each house cannot be owned outright but only leased from the government for 70 years, with terms for renewal uncertain, and it wasn’t so long ago that private property was seen as the ultimate evil. To protect their wealth, then, the richest Chinese are buying in California. Ken DeLeon advertises in China, then guides visiting Chinese on a tour to inspect palatial homes. To move them around, he has bought not just a Mercedes van but a plane, on which two number 8’s in Chinese have been affixed for luck. To appeal to Chinese buyers, realtors have also asked municipalities to remove the number four from certain addresses. In Chinese, four sounds like death.

 

When the Chinese first came to California in the mid 19th century, they weren’t so feted. Though welcomed by white bosses for their cheap labor, they were despised by the white working class for taking away jobs. Groups such as the Anti-Coolie Association and the Supreme Order of the Caucasians sprung up to oppose the Chinese presence. Organized labor was their sworn enemy. In 1887, Denis Kearney of the California’s Workingmen’s Party gave this address:

 

“Our moneyed men have ruled us for the past thirty years. Under the flag of the slaveholder they hoped to destroy our liberty. Failing in that, they have rallied under the banner of the millionaire, the banker and the land monopolist, the railroad king and the false politician, to effect their purpose.

 

[…] They have seized upon the government by bribery and corruption. They have made speculation and public robbery a science. The have loaded the nation, the state, the county, and the city with debt. They have stolen the public lands. They have grasped all to themselves, and by their unprincipled greed brought a crisis of unparalleled distress […]

 

[…] Land monopoly has seized upon all the best soil in this fair land. A few men own from ten thousand to two hundred thousand acres each. The poor Laborer can find no resting place, save on the barren mountain, or in the trackless desert. Money monopoly has reached its grandest proportions. Here, in San Francisco, the palace of the millionaire looms up above the hovel of the starving poor with as wide a contrast as anywhere on earth.”

 

Sounds like, well, today, so the playbook hasn’t changed, but whereas the American working man now rails against illegal immigrants from Latin America and cheap “slave labor” in Asia, poor white Americans back then felt threatened by the Chinese that were employed all over the West in every sector, mining, railroad, construction, agricultural and domestic help. Kearney:

 

“To add to our misery and despair, a bloated aristocracy has sent to China—the greatest and oldest despotism in the world—for a cheap working slave. It rakes the slums of Asia to find the meanest slave on earth—the Chinese coolie—and imports him here to meet the free American in the Labor market, and still further widen the breach between the rich and the poor, still further to degrade white Labor.

 

These cheap slaves fill every place. Their dress is scant and cheap. Their food is rice from China. They hedge twenty in a room, ten by ten. They are wipped curs, abject in docility, mean, contemptible and obedient in all things. They have no wives, children or dependents.

 

They are imported by companies, controlled as serfs, worked like slaves, and at last go back to China with all their earnings. They are in every place, they seem to have no sex. Boys work, girls work; it is all alike to them.

 

The father of a family is met by them at every turn. Would he get work for himself? Ah! A stout Chinaman does it cheaper. Will he get a place for his oldest boy? He can not. His girl? Why, the Chinaman is in her place too! Every door is closed […] We are men, and propose to live like men in this free land, without the contamination of slave labor, or die like men, if need be, in asserting the rights of our race, our country, and our families.

 

California must be all American or all Chinese. We are resolved that it shall be American, and are prepared to make it so. May we not rely upon your sympathy and assistance?”

 

Fueled by such sentiments, a host of laws were passed against the Chinese that forbade them to become citizens, testify against whites, bring their wives over, marry white women, carry goods using a shoulder pole, live in a crowded room or even dig up the bones of their dead to send back to China. Chinatowns were burnt down and Chinese killed. In 1877, the Chico Enterprise, a newspaper still publishing, warned that eaters of produce picked by Chinese might contract leprosy or diphtheria since these fruit and vegetables had been fertilized by Chinese excrement.

 

The Grass Valley Union, also still extant, warned against hiring Chinese domestic helps, “After establishing himself, the China boy goes to making up his wages. He steals a little every day, and packs his plunder off to his bosses or his cousins. The sugar does not last as it used to, and the tea disappears rapidly. Pies and chops and pieces of steaks have the same course; yet that young heathen looks so innocent and is so saving when he is watched that he is never suspected.” How unfair that white girls had been bumped out by these devious aliens! “He underbids the girls, ruins their reputations as workers, robs his employers to make up his wages and is a cheat and a fraud from top to bottom.”

 

One of the Chinatowns that were burnt down by white arsonists was in Pacific Grove, just over an hour from San Jose. In 1978, I saw a spectacle there that was so strange, I’d keep doubting myself with each remembrance. As the entire town of 15,000 people, nearly all of them white, sat on a beach after dusk, half a dozen white girls dressed as Chinese fairies danced on a barge. All around them, Chinese lanterns bobbled on the darkened sea. Dance over, there was a fireworks show. Writing this Postcard, I researched and found out, finally, that it’s called the Feast of the Lanterns, and this festival was started at exactly the same time Pacific Grove chased out, very violently, all of its Chinese more than a century ago. Whites got rid of the Chinese so some of them could become somewhat Chinese once a year.

 

In the Bay Area, many whites are becoming Chinese in earnest. In San Francisco, there are no less than five Chinese immersion pre-kindergartens, with most of their pupils non-Chinese speakers at home. At Presidio Knolls, for example, only 25% of the students are Chinese-Americans. Paying a dizzying $23,150 annually, students start as young as 2.4 years old, and for those enrolled in kindergarten to second grade, it’s $23,500. At the ChineseAmericanInternationalSchool, tuition is $25,800 for pre-kindergarten through eighth grade. There, half the school day is taught in Mandarin, the other half in English. Nineteen percent of its students are Caucasians, with 41% more multiethnic. Hispanics and Blacks make up 1% each. At the ChineseImmersionSchool at De Avila, the aim is to have its students become fluent in Cantonese, Mandarin and English. To compete in the Pacific Century, it’s best to speak two Chinese languages, ni ting dong ma? If you can only tweet in withered English, ur fck.

 

California’s orientation towards the East has its basis in trades. If China, Hong Kong and Taiwan are counted as one unit, then greater China is California’s biggest customer, to be followed by Mexico, Canada, Japan and South Korea. Each year, the Chinese increase their purchase of California computers, electronics and agricultural products, but it’s not all good thanks to the crippling drought that may only get worse. You see, it takes a gallon of water to produce a single California almond, and 25 gallons to make a bottle of NapaValley wine. The Chinese are in love with both. CNN quotes Linsey Gallagher of the Wine Institute, “Even in remote parts of China, people know about Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger, Baywatch, the Golden GateBridge, and it’s always a positive association.”

 

The Chinese aren’t just guzzling California wines, they’re buying California wineries. Yao Ming leads the way. From his company’s website, “In November 2011, Yao Ming, global humanitarian and recently retired NBA star, announced the establishment of his new NapaValley wine company: Yao Family Wines.” Forced to take brief showers, leave their cars unwashed or even swapping their beloved lawns for cacti, tumbleweeds, snakes and scorpions, many locals are grumbling about depleting the state’s precious water so Chinese can munch on roasted almonds and sip an aromatically oaky cabernet sauvignon from the golden state. In a recent article, the Anderson Valley Advertiser points out that 70,000 acres in SonomaCounty are allotted to wine grapes, with only 12,000 for all other food crops. Such a mono culture is a disaster, it warns, “If California’s drought continues, famine may follow.”

 

For some, California’s water crisis would be instantly solved if the state curbed or even banned such water intensive crops as almonds, alfalfa or tomatoes, etc. All over the Central Valley, millions of acres already lay fallow, however, with thousands of workers idle. Unless heavens’ floodgates were to swing wide open really soon, then, a mass exodus will certainly commence. Will Californians be the first American climate change refugees? Anticipating an influx into the Pacific Northwest, a University of Washington professor of atmospheric science, Cliff Mass, jokingly suggests that a fence be built around Oregon and Washington. This will also keep out other Americans fleeing intensified hurricanes, hellish heat waves and sea water flooding into their living room. Speaking of fences, commentator Fred Reed has also predicted that as Hispanics become ever more dominant in California politics, its southern border will be patrolled even more laxly, resulting in a de facto merger with Mexico.

 

On my recent California trip, I had neither the time nor money to stray beyond the Bay Area, and so I encountered mostly happy, confident people. A friend in Fremont even insisted that this whole drought business is but a scare tactic to jack up his water bills. “See those hills,” Giang pointed to Pleasanton Ridge. “Are they green?”

 

“Yes.”

 

“Did anyone water them?”

 

“No.”

 

Giang laughed with deep satisfaction. The fact that it rained hard during two of my five-day stay further proved, in his mind, that this drought brouhaha is nothing but a Jerry Brown con game.

 

“I should have taken a photo of you all dripping wet from walking in the rain!” Giang added, still laughing. In his defense, I can only speculate that my friend’s not all there thanks to a recent, drawn out divorce, loss of home, suicide attempt and a three year spell of unemployment that, mercifully, has just ended.

 

It is all too easy to be upbeat in the Bay Area, however, especially if you’re in the Silicon Valley. Trekking through Santa Clara, Cupertino, Sunnyvale, Mountain View, Fremont and San Jose, I saw mostly neat, beautiful homes with well-kept landscaping. CheeryCupertino High School contrasted so sharply with the grate windowed, prison-like complexes common to Philly, I had to stop and stare. With an average SAT score of 1832, it’s not even the best public high school in town. By comparison, the average score for South Philadelphia High, the one closest to me, is 1045. Cupertino is 63.3% Asian, and the star of Cupertino High’s basketball team is 6’4” junior Ajaypal Singh. He’s averaging 17.5 points, 6.5 rebounds and 1.7 blocks per game.

 

At the East West Bookshop in Mountain View, there are notices for lectures with names like “I’m Not Dead, I’m Different” and “My View From Heaven: Life After Death.” Like California itself, some Californians are smirking at physical limits. We’re not dying of thirst, we’re different. With its posh restaurants and cafes, downtown Mountain View exudes wealth. At Scratch, which advertises “comfort food,” a “Midwestern meatloaf” goes for a mere $19. Outside Xanh, an upscale Vietnamese joint, I spotted a notice in Spanish offering a kitchen job.

 

Help wanted signs are all over the SouthBay, in fact, especially at fast food outlets. At Ike’s Love and Sandwiches in Santa Clara, the large “NOW HIRING” poster features a vaguely Asiatic Uncle Sam, with “WE WORK FOR TIPS, AND PHONE NUMBERS!” Plus “Medical/Dental Benefits.” The California minimum wage is $9 an hour, and since most of these jobs only start out at that or a tad more, they have a hard time attracting workers. With competition for diners so fierce, however, bosses can’t offer better. Immigrants tend to open restaurants, and the SouthBay is carpeted with reasonably priced Chinese, Vietnamese, Indian and Mexican eateries.

 

Coming from a city that’s 44% black, I also noticed the scarcity of blacks in the Silicon Valley. The largest ethnic group in Santa ClaraCounty is Asian, at 34.1%, to be followed by white at 33.9% and Hispanic at 26.8%. Blacks make up only 2.9%. As in every other place across this entire country, Hispanics claim the more physical jobs that once went to blacks, just as Chinese used to bump out the lowlier whites. As for the tech jobs, they are dominated by Asians and whites, which makes perfect sense, since these are also the best engineering students anywhere. At super competitive ThomasJeffersonHigh School for Science and Technology in suburban Washington, 70% of the class of 2019 are Asians. In a mixed-race society, the vocational aptitudes of each ethnic group become sharply contested, then delineated against each other. Of course, individuals should always be judged singly, and these larger patterns are not etched in stone. In San Francisco, Tibetans and Central Americans are said to make the best nannies.

 

Americans remember well that nightmarish time when just about every American company outsourced its customer service to India, which gave rise to the term “cyber coolies.” If one had to ask one’s bank or cable company a question, one would be routed to a “Stephanie” or a “Beth” who was actually a Nisha or a Jyotsna in Bangalore. Though Jyotsna was trying her best to sound Midwestern, the conversation would quickly turn awkward, if not aggravating for both sides. “Excuse me, but can you repeat that?” Less conspicuous was the hiring of Indian engineers, and that too ran into problems. The challenge of having Americans and Indians working together in different time zones proved too much of a hassle, thus many outfits tried to send American managers overseas, but since few were willing to go, it was decided that Indians IT workers would be brought here.

 

Ultimately, the reason why so many Indians are thriving in the Silicon Valley is because of their unmatched computer prowess. The CEO of Adobe and co-founder of Hotmail are Indians, as is the Google executive overseeing Android, Chrome and Google Apps. Outside California, the top man at Microsoft is also Indian. One morning I went to FischerPark in Fremont and saw that nearly all of the tennis, basketball and volleyball players were Indians. At the jungle gym, all the kids were Indians. Mostly draped in saris, their grandmoms and moms stood nearby. A couple blocks away, there’s Bombay Pizza House, “Home Of The Curry Pizza.”

 

With no college degree, no science, no math, no coordination, no rah-rah team spirit, no charm, no looks, no nothing, I wouldn’t last half a second in the Silicon Valley, and hiking all over, I also spotted quite a few souls who had been spat out by this sunny, mild yet merciless environment. The Jungle, a massive tent city in San Jose, has been cleared, but each night, there are around 5,000 San Joseans sleeping outside, though they are scattered at roughly 200 spots and less visible. California itself has more homeless people than any other state, and 4.3% of its school children, incredibly, don’t have stable or adequate housing. These kids must sleep in a shelter, a single room with their parents and siblings, a garage, a car or a tent. Fully ten percent of school kids in Sunnyvale, in the heart of Silicon Valley, fall into this miserable category. Needless to say, they aren’t likely to be immersed in any subject, much less Chinese.

 

Meanwhile, luxury condos and homes keep springing up, for besides the infusion of Chinese money, our inflated stock market is benefiting, especially, the many high profile, sexy companies that dot the Bay Area such as Apple, Adobe, Google, Yahoo!, FaceBook, PayPal, Yelp, Netflix and Twitter, etc. Outside of Manhattan, no other region has gained so much from the banksters’ quantitative easing. When this stock mania crashes and burns, the Bay Area will also be charred.

 

Meanwhile, everything seems to be improving, and Twitter has even moved its headquarters into the Tenderloin, San Francisco’s most wretched neighborhood. Located right downtown, in the shadow of City Hall, it’s inevitable that this pocket of transient hotels, urine reeking sidewalks, thousands of homeless, bodegas and cheap Vietnamese eateries would be gentrified. One night, I found myself in The Basement, a hip, happening new bar at Taylor and Turk. It’s co-owned by Lieu, someone from my same high school in East San Jose, although we didn’t know each other then. Though roughly my age, 51, Lieu looks so young, he’s probably carded at every bar not his own, and with my white hair, I’m like his granddad.

 

The Basement used to be occupied by Club 222, with the legendary Black Hawk right next door. (It’s now a parking lot.) Musicians from Miles to Dizzy used Club 222 as a green room before they exited it through the back to enter the jazz club. At The Basement, all the beers are microbrews, with nothing under $5. Lieu doesn’t want the Tenderloin’s riffraff to wander in to order a can of Bud or Miller. “This neighborhood is moving up,” he said.

 

“Ah, man, won’t you miss people defecating on the sidewalks?”

 

“Get that shit out of here!”

 

This night, there was a comedy open mike. I asked Lieu if the poetry slam crowd had approached him.

 

“Yes, but I turned them down.”

 

“Why?”

 

“Poets don’t drink enough.”

 

That’s a sure sign of a collapsing society! The two bartenders were young, pretty women, with one white, one Chinese. The Basement also has a hunky Swedish guy to attract the ladies. Leaving The Basement, I reentered the Tenderloin proper and promptly saw a young yet haggard white woman, in tight jeans and no shoes, just socks, flashing for a black man leaning against a frail, half dead tree. Seeing me, she smiled most crookedly, ran up, turned around, pulled down and leaned over to display her cheeks. Trying to panhandle from me, an older black woman screamed at this exhibitionist to shoo her away. With yuppies and hipsters invading the Tenderloin, it’s hoped that scenes like this will gradually disappear from San Francisco, but if the economy collapses, and it will soon enough, you will see this spread all over.

 

Ah, California, you will turn bone dry and shirk off your weeping children by the millions! Announcing the state’s first ever mandatory restrictions on water usage, Governor Brown reminded us, “For over ten thousand years, some people say twenty thousand years, people lived in California, but the number of those people were never more than 300,000 or 400,000, as far as we know, and they lived much simpler, and they were able to move when a drought occurred, or fires occurred. They could cope. Now, we’re embarked upon an experiment that no one has ever tried, ever, in the history of mankind, and that’s 38 million people, with 32 million vehicles, living at a level of comfort that we all strive to attain.” Weaned from abundant resources, we will have to strive to attain less.

 

In a country where political speeches, elections and even terrorist attacks are but elaborate theatrical productions, California is the longest show running, designed to convince everyone everywhere, and even Californians themselves, that here is the epitome of the American Dream, and that it’s surfing along just fine. Just outside the spotlight, however, are all sorts of frightful omens. The next act will be a scream.

 

Linh Dinh is the author of two books of stories, five of poems, and a novel, Love Like Hate. He’s tracking our deteriorating socialscape through his frequently updated photo blog, Postcards from the End of America.

Hard to make out, but you can see the ring of rooms surrounding the central kiva. Based on what looked like old paths, the main entrance to the site seems to be from the north. This view faces south. Also note the canyon to the right. This had plenty of water in it, and was likely part of the reason this site was chosen.

 

Panorama shot on Canon T2i with Rokinon 18 mm lens and put in Microsoft Image Composite Editor.

 

I didn't see who he was. I believe that he had been on a tense phone conversation. I don't know if he was still on the phone or not. He was back in an office while I was asking questions.

 

I was disgusted with some of the questions they had asked on the application. They wanted the name, address, and phone #'s of my physician & attorneys. I refused to answer citing confidentiality laws.

 

I told my friend who took me to their office at 205 E. Forest, Columbia MO, 573-228-9022 and her immediate response was "They get federal funding..." They weren't supposed to be doing crap like that.

 

"They do?" I was surprised as they have a huge monopoly on the available housing.

 

"Yes. I read where they have section 8 housing available." She was an investigator of disI just watched the Eric Garner 'I can't breathe' video. I put it off because I knew I would very much relate to it, even as a F.E.M.A.L.E. of Irish & Native American descent. The 'Trail of Tears' is far from over for any of us... This article is dedicated in loving memory to Eric Garner, Micheal Brown, Trayvon Martin, and Matthew A. Nestle all of whom died very unnecessary & brutal deaths due to profiling based on prejudices & bigotry.

 

Since I too, have damn near died as a result of these same bigoted attitudes because I am an autistic savant, I extend my prodigious condolences to the surviving families of Eric Garner, Michael Brown, Matthew A Nestle, and Trayvon Martin.

 

I am too ill to go to the beautiful New York City wearing an "I Can't Breathe!" t-shirt to stand in peaceful protest. I am about to handprint some of my own t-shirts with fabric dye.

 

Today, I am bedridden with excruciating pelvic, back and pain in places you'd shudder to know about because of multiple uterine tumors. I had medicated, and sat in my recliner, and said to myself "I hurt so bad I CAN'T BREATHE!" The autism makes the pain even more ungodly because it's another form of sensory overload. This causes rapid heart rate, or tachycardia. This makes breathing very uncomfortable. I have two inhalers that I have to use. With the savant syndrome, the pain triggers a satellite view of the memories of why I still have the tumors inside of me in the first place...

 

These tumors were deliberately untreated because of police, doctor, homeless shelter staff, and social workers profiling me. They decided that I didn't deserve treatment, to continue to be able to work and get an obamacare plan to be able to pay for the tests, a very necessary biopsy, or even to know about these tumors.

 

I am not attempting to trivialize the very unnecessary deaths of the aforementioned victims of police profiling. I am rewriting this article to authenticate that the suffocation of minorities via various forms of oppression & Hitlers Nazi Germany starvation tactics through network-centric warfare (social networking a.k.a. Sovereignty Commissions) is a serious epidemic that has amassed a holocaust via countless deaths adding up to mass genocide. I am a Neurontin/gabapentin Holocaust Survivor perpetuated by U.S. President George W. Bush & University of Missouri Hospital, Green Meadows Clinic, Family Counseling Center & Boone Hospital Center, and millions of other hospitals and prescribers WORLDWIDE (per the Washington Post, Wall Street Journal, Bloomberg Report, Huffington Post, Reuters) climbing in bed with Pfizer Pharmaceuticals for financial kickbacks. I'm sad to say that I have clients who are still being pushed this suicide drug responsible for millions of deaths by Dr. Parks, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P. at Family Health Center. I watched as 9 of my neighbors all tagged as 'Mentally Ill' died on this medication

 

That said I am autistic, with a savant syndrome. It's a 'syndrome' for many reasons. We suffer unimaginable reprisals for regurgitating truths no one cares to hear. I have a passion for humanitarian causes like abolitionism, the abolishment of police profiling, discrimination by anyone especially in any public or federally funded entity like hospitals, etc. All of these get adults & even worse, children killed. There is no bigger atrocity than the untimely death of a child via the hatred & prejudices of allegedly 'educated', licensed, and certified professionals.

  

Here's some 'Autism Speaks' for you...

 

First, I have a very big attitude of gratitude. I have a tremendous success with my investigations, here, in Columbia, MO; Home of the University of Missouri Tigers which is The Capital Seat of the U.S.A.'s Rapist Culture. Very much like Birmingham was to the racist rapist-minded south back in Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.'s days of attempted peaceful protests to assert civil & basic human rights. Even the human right specialists haven't got a clue. I have that on record, several times, with 2. One still works for the local Human Rights Commission. The other had to resign. It's becoming quite obvious as to why.

 

These bigoted rapist racist attitudes falsely & deliberately 'perceived' these assertions as 'aggression' and the authorities that be got violent via 'unnecessary uses of force. They wanted an excuse to act like racist/prejudiced assholes. The same way University Of Missouri Hospital's LCSW Beth O., R.N. Kelly Isaacs, their ASS. Clinical Director Rona, and the rest of the staff did when they put their hands on me for wanting to take 5 seconds to inventory my OTHER electronics after they had sat on the counter unattended for a very long time. "sure, Ms. Moore. Here's your bag... Everything there? Great. Be safe!" A few seconds of diplomacy would have avoided my wrist injury that is still swollen!

 

That same obtuse attitude chosen by LCSW Beth O., Charge Nurse Kelly Isaacs R.N was perpetuated by Rachel Skrall? of the Lois Bryant House whom MO C.A.S.A. Attorney Ruth O.Neill was recorded stating Rachel was 'well connected to the medical community'. Ruth stated, on record, that Rachel made phone calls with concerns about my well-being based on alleged 'aberrant behaviors' on a day that I hadn't even seen Rachel, as she was Jefferson City for her anniversary, and I spent the morning with Ruth and an actual LICENSED E.R. medical doctor. If these child molesting M.U. doctors truly believed that I was in distress they were obligated by law to intervene. They did not. They knew damn well I was fine, Ruth vigorously agreed in front of my friend Julien that I was getting 'Whistleblower Retaliation' for going public about the criminal malpractices & open admitted (on record) discriminations of many licensed 'caregivers' listed below.

 

If my use of the quote "I Can't Breathe" spoken by Eric Garner offends you, then I challenge you to be billed for thousands of dollars worth of criminal medical malpractices, remain in uncontrollable bleeding, swelling, with throbbing pain in your back, rectum, genitals, partial paralysis in that you feel like your legs are made of Jello, periodic urinary & bowel incontinence all from nerve encroachment from tumors in your uterus. It's parallel to these doctors, nurses, and social workers repeatedly smashing me in the crotch & back with a baseball bat. You, too, would do some analysis to make sense of your pain if all you were autistic and all you had was a savant memory to help you cope...

 

So, let the "I Can't Breathe"s' begin.

  

'I can't breathe' to Laura McHugh! That's from an autistic prodigious savant child sex trafficking survivor (me) that's quite pissed that you raped another survivor of her story of repeated brutal rapes, getting her vagina sewn shut & child trafficking. You raped her of her own story because you're not talented enough to come up with YOUR OWN story.

 

On that note, "I can't breathe"! to your publishers Spiegel & Grau, and those major booksellers who sell that piece of shit 'The Weight of Blood' for you. Like amazon.com, Barnes & Noble, Books A Million, Kindle, etc.

 

"I Can't Breathe!" to all the trafficking non-for-profits who are in bed with Laura McHugh. They promote her book, and she makes appearances at their fundraisers. That Makes them, i.e. the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition & Rescue Innocence (both of whom need serious overhauling and attitude adjustments), equally as guilty of exploiting that Lebanon MO trafficking victim as Laura McHugh, her publishers, and those booksellers profiting from the sale of her books. My E.M.D.R. therapist and I discussed the serious & possibly criminal shortcomings of advocates from both of these organizations.

 

"I can't breathe"! To the Orange County Florida Assistant State's Attorneys that gave child rapists Richard Edwin Beasley 30 years probation??? AFTER filing and winning all those motions that guaranteed about 30 years in prison???

 

Beasley, a U.S. Navy trained (Vietnam) child rapist who liked his victims under the age of 5 and preferably in diapers is now doing 20 years because I was the 'U.S. Navy trained special operator' he couldn't outsmart, Scott Rozear Mason - doing 40 years for killing a teen boy because the U.S. Navy Officer probation officer whose life I saved, Pensacola Police department, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, the I.R.S. Criminal Investigations Division, the U.S. Department of Homeland Security, and Orange County Florida States Attorney's profiled their own key witness who infiltrated a criminal organization of pedophiles and made them look like the incompetent neuro-normal non-savants that they are, and decided to bury me and erase me vis Brady Violations as an unpaid autistic savant agent of the state who was immunized from prosecution.

 

Scott Mason's child pornographer & racketeering pedophile father John R. Mason of Pensacola Florida was the money man for that criminal organization. You can read a more formal 'lapdog publishing' Associated Press news account in Pensacola News Journal & Tallahassee Democrat articles. Everyone seems to like mine more, though. I do 'watchdog' publishing with vetted/recorded info.

 

"I Can't Breathe!' to Brandon O'Rourke, a Peoria (Phoenix) AZ & Colorado McDonald's Restaurant franchisee (O'Rourke Investment Group) who threatens false criminal sanctions VIA EMAIL for reporting Title VII & A.D.A. Violations to the E.E.O.C. He openly discriminated against an African American female member of management who was helping me. He also retaliates against under-age females who suffer through sexual harassment on the clock at his store. His GM Amber Mortenson hates the elderly, and anyone of Mexican, Hispanic, or any non-Caucasian nationalities. Amber throws food at their head (they barely spoke English) when they don't make Big Mac's right. That's according to others in the McDonald's at 91st Ave & Union Hills management! The E.E.O.C. didn't hesitate to file charges. A copy of the actual charge can be found in this stream. Just click on the 'Boycott McDonald's Restaurants' tag and you'll see it.

 

"I can't breathe" to Rachel @ Lois Bryant House, who lied her ass off to the medical community to insure that I didn't get proper treatment for my symptoms we now know was caused by these tumors. According to a recorded conversation with attorney Ruth O'Neill, Rachel didn't bother to tell Ruth the truth about my very conservative use of pain meds, and projecting her addiction disorders onto me even though all the evidence was to the contrary.

 

Seeking behaviors and addictions are a necessity for upwardly mobile children & adults. It's what we seek & get addicted to that decides if it's a healthy drive (addiction) or an unhealthy drive (disorder). Read Robert Wright's book 'The Moral Animal'. We choose to be disorderly in seeking destructive/obstructive gratifications or constructive/progressive gratifications. Our choices are based on our formative years.

 

Having a happy & healthy childhood with helpful nurturing adults imprints a seeking/addiction to happy, healthy, helpful, nurturing habits as an adult.

 

The seeking of any narcotic, intoxicating, or mood altering drug by addicts & alcoholics is one extremely popular manifestation of a displacement of seeking the healthy nurturing gratifying behaviors. I say there are no true diseases of addiction. Addictions are inherently necessary for a progressive society. Addictions to drugs, acting out child abuses, acting out adult rape, or any other predatory behaviors, sexual or otherwise are simply manifestations of Stockholm Syndrome or trauma bonding.

 

This is an epidemic in our American Capitalist Economy. Rachel Skrall, probably her friends at Edible Arrangements, and I'm guessing Ruth O'Neil. Another manifestation of the abuses Rachel claims she has survived, is her practice of very unqualified and bad medicine without a license.

 

The very hateful, discriminating, prejudiced, and bigoted Rachel thinks because she has a TEEN BOY the teachers are calling 'gifted', (I saw no evidence of that) that she's qualified to deliberately lie her ass off about this TRULY GIFTED AUTISTIC FEMALE PRODIGIOUS SAVANT because she's jealous of my friendship (understanding) with MO CASA child advocate attorney Ruth O'Neill. That very day that Rachel said I was behaving badly Ruth was visiting very pleasantly with me and inviting me to dog shows. We spent a great deal of the morning discussing my lifes work. So, when I arrived back home, and it was very much a wonderful home to me rat turds, dog sweat funk, and all... and Ruth was visibly upset I knew that Rachel had made her move. She had been angling & posturing for quite some time. Namely after I told her I recorded her beloved Green Meadows Clinics Dr. Hanna Gov-ari's criminal malpractices. And I told her how I so enjoyed the look of horror on Dr. Gov-ari's face when I picked up my blank screened phone, activated the screen and let her see the bouncing mock needle from my audio recorder. The silence was deafening.

 

I believe that this was when Rachel launched her propaganda campaign to starve me out of Columbia by making sure I didn't get the medical care the law provides for. Asst. Clinical Director Rona snitched Rachel out in saying "There's a shelter, here, you can go to..."

 

How'd she know? I signed no releases for them to speak with anyone at any shelter. I told Beth O. expressly that the paralysis and pain made those steps too dangerous for me. I had already fallen from the partial paralysis, and experienced incontinence from it. I told Rachel immediately of the fall, and of my symptoms. She knew about the out-of-control bleeding, searing pelvic, rectal, back and groin pain that shoots down my legs. i was in tears the morning Jeff took me to the hospital.

 

If Rachel were a qualified diagnostician she'd have guessed I had uterine tumors even without the ultrasound the way Beth Sweeney F.N.P. did before she saw the July ultrasound that showed the tumors that all the hospitals & clinics refused to tell me about. Rachel Skrall has a biology degree that probably over 20 years old. Teaches part-time and meddles and snitches on the homeless people FULL-TIME. And it's 'snitching' because it's all BULLSHIT she's made up, or misdiagnosed.

 

For the record: no 'addict' can go day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, of vetted extremely conservative use of pain meds. That's why I insist on my caregivers doing pill counts. It's called 'vetting'. They authenticate my assertions. Addicts have no self-control when it comes to intoxicants, and if they do manage to control themselves, it's very short-lived. I know this because I've been studying the male & female alcoholic & drug addicted child molesters/traffickers for DECADES Most of them are not child sexual abusers. They do let me know who the 'Chester's are, though.

 

"But, Heather, your so S.M.A.R.T.!!!" I've been told.

 

Exactly. As are most R.E.A.L. addicts. Their intelligence is compromised by their addiction D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R.S. True addicts cannot control themselves no matter how smart they are... S.M.A.R.T. is as smart does. Active predatory A.D.D.I.C.T.S. are as active predatory addicts do... They tend to possess linear perceptions that tend to make them believe everyone is as sick, and idiotic as them. I have many educated predatory addicts, like doctors, lawyers, social workers, homeless shelter staff - most of whom claim to be 'recovering' addicts, asserting this logic on audio recordings. Truly recovering addicts & alcoholics KNOW that 'Perception' is not 'reality' and worry about what's going on with themselves... If the addict is still projecting their own sickness into others they are NOT 'recovering'. They are in active addiction, themselves, even if they are not 'imbibing' and are therefore completely out of touch with reality. They are still acting 'insanely' by doing stupid shit, expecting no consequences from doing the stupid shit. Or, trying to hustle their way out of the consequences... I've observed them doing this for decades, as well. They know that they do it...

 

"I can't breathe!" to Boone Hospital Center's Dr. Heredia & Dr. Scott for refusing to tell me about the tumors that were on an emergency ultrasound, ordered for continued severe bleeding, back, rectal, genital, pelvic, & leg pain, and for refusing to refer me to proper gyn specialists, refusing proper treatment, telling me to go back to AZ for treatment, yet, refuse to keep me working so I could afford medical care.

 

They just wanted me gone. Most likely because Kristy, at Edible Arrangements, was apparently worried about getting 'wet' for me when she was about to get married to another bitch. A skinny bitch, I'm a fat bitch, now...

 

"I can't breathe" to the Boone Hospital Center nurse who was just recorded rushing me to lay back, in ungodly pain, and let her shove a catheter in my crotch. She waited until my advocate, a former human rights investigator left the room, but forgot in her agitation that the phone on the floor was RECORDING everything. That's to say she was recorded violating a municipal criminal ordinance, Chapter 12, in a public accommodation that falls under Chapter 12 jurisdiction.

 

Great big "I can't breath!" to University of Missouri MSW LCSW Beth O., Kelly Isaacs R.N., Dr. Ithman, and the E.R. doctors that were unknowingly video recorded deliberately refusing to properly treat per wound care, and antibiotics, for an autistic female they know is colonized with M.R.S.A. because they ran the blood cultures back in 2001. I didn't go into the University of Missouri or Boone Hospital Centers to claim abuse. I went in for standard, minimal help with the autism. I talked to them calmly & respectfully. I went into the toilet to change out the law offices phone batteries (no place to charge it in private) and make sure the audio recording app was getting E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

 

;-D

 

That's what they get for doing an unnecessary 96 committal of an autistic prodigy who had unbearable pain from multiple tumors. I told them to send for Boone's records. If they didn't then that's another form of malpractice. When I told them I was an investigator for attorney's, and friends with a woman I believed was D.O.J. supervisor they wrote me up as psychotic... Now, once I saw a veteran provider, not the student/resident psych, and boldly told him he could listen to a few voicemails he looked a bit piqued, declined, and discharged me from the hospital without antibiotics for the raging cellulosis developed while in their hospital. Told me they'd get me a bus ticket to Kansas "They are good with autism in Kansas" says Dr. Ithman. Even though they have the Thompson Center, here. Not that it's any good...

 

They refused a ticket because Beth O. was recorded bragging about lying to admin, and tried, instead, to get me into a personal staff members car with 2 staff members who were going to drop me off way out of town at a truck stop where the Greyhound stopped, but the Clinical Director refused to document this in my discharge instructions. Instead they falsely wrote that a friend in AZ was sending me a bus ticket. Obviously to cover their asses in case I actually got into that car. The friend they wrote this about was Virginia, the human trafficking investigator, who knows damn well I did no such thing. Didn't even have her new number until I got out.

 

They didn't know I was making audio files with a phone UNDER my double DD's. I didn't tell Virginia that, either. I had to maintain a social firewall between us to be able to do my work. I didn't need her getting worried and intervening & thus blowing my cover. She taught U.S. Navy special forces. She probably ultimately taught me the basics via whomever taught my U.S. Navy father during Vietnam.

 

I just took it to a different level before i was a teenager... Prodigiously. Now, the feds have ALMOST caught up. They got the basics by sending in feds to hospitals, homeless shelters, and drug treatment clinics and present with what looks like a valid needs for services. Now, I need to teach them how to do multiple interviews and rapid mathematics applications. Virginia is smart enough to get it, and teach it.

 

Now, back to my "I can't breathe!"s...

 

That big M.U. Tigers "I can't breathe" also applies to Green Meadows Clinics Dr.'s Hanna Gov-ari & Alicia Ludden who were also recorded refusing to keep me working, examine, order tests, imaging, or previous medical records to find out about the tumors...

 

The doctors are going to blame Kristy L. Jacoby, or Rachel Skrall? at the rodent infested Lois Bryant House. Rachel eats Cheetos in bed while she plays on her iPad, and iPhone, and then bitches about the mice in her bed. The house is literally covered in mouse turds. And stinks like funky ass dog sweat. I had safer, more sanitary sleeping conditions on the church porch during my street investigation that got a missing 15 year old boy identified as a trafficking victim. I emailed a contact at CPD, and Ruth. He was. trafficked by St. Louis, and his junkie side-kick the bullshit 'rape' victim K2 Junkie 'Baby' (Barbara) who everyone refused to fuck because she refused to bathe. That pussy was cuttin' up, too. As was her breath.

 

Anyway, Kristy & Rachel will blame each other. After they've all snitched each other out, and they and the doctors have all confessed to malpractices via trying to blame me somehow (the audio is going to prove priceless, here) they'll all write me checks. They'll do like Rachel and say my autism affect made them feel threatened, or they saw 'aberrant behavior' which is all based on their prejudices & bigotry. The same way white folks felt threatened by 'negro's' back in the day, saying stupid shit about how they smelled, and sweated profusely, as a reason to make them drink from different water fountains, use different bathrooms, and set at the back of the bus. Again, Podunk perceptions are not reality. I hope Adam Kruse, the investigator at the City of Columbia Mayors office educates himself before he takes emotional sides with this popular perception against protected persons with autism & savant syndrome, makes excuses for the offenders, again, and has to recuse himself as the investigator of my complaints of discrimination against Harbor Freight Tools, Boone Hospital Center, and unlicensed landlord Katy Young (107 Anderson St) who thinks that she is entitled to a $186. accidental over-payment because I'm autistic.

 

If I were a white male, they'd be placing a Nobel Prize around my neck. But, I'm a homosexual female...

 

Kristy had a responsibility to actually examine ME. Like Dr. Gov-ari , Dr. Alicia Ludden, and Dr. Megan Cates, Kristy refused. I tried to tell her the truth and save face. She refused to pick up the phone. So, "I didn't know" isn't a valid excuse. Willful ignorance is a deliberate choice. Apparently she was afraid she'd smile, beam, giggle, and bite her bottom lip at me, and get wet like she used to 16 1/2 years ago. I don't care how Podunk or how old her degree is, Kristy is smart enough to know that 16 1/2 years, and love letters from a prodigious social activist isn't enough to make a sound clinical decision.

 

Kristy L. Jacoby was about to get married into a 'Keeping up with the Jones' LGBT wedding with a baby head shrink with the ass the size of a 13 year old who tweets stupid shit.

 

If Kristy shot her mouth off, she also violated H.I.P.A.A., since she chose a 'clinical' approach. But, not... No exam, no claim of a clinical evaluation. However, she chose to maintain a clinical approach so she chose to violate H.I.P.A.A.

 

Regardless of her possible colossal fuck-ups, and Rachel's for-sure fuck-ups per recorded statements from attorney Ruth O'Neill, these physicians had an obligation to do a thorough evaluation, examination, and make a proper diagnosis based on current MEDICAL EVIDENCE. They charged me for having done this, yet the audio, and LACK of tests, ultrasounds, etc. prove they fraudulently charged me. Then they stuck a stamp on it and dropped it into the U.S.P.S. postal service. That made it federal criminal offenses. Besides the Chapter 12 criminal A.D.A. Violations.

 

Kristy's indiscretions were in the interest of preserving the integrity of her marriage. Therefore her fuck-ups are forgiven. I'd certainly defend my marriage to her, or any future female, passionately, regardless of who got pissed. It's not forgotten because I'm setting on multiple unbiopsied tumors many months later because of their mouths, malpractices, discrimination's, and Podunk understandings & projections. Kristy never could 'hold her nuts' when it came to me... Here, she would argue "That was 16 1/2 years ago! I was only 28 and you were a super-cute prodigy!"

 

Exactly my point.

 

Kristy likely based her 'evaluations' on bogus Intel she was fed over a DECADE AND A HALF ago. Plus, from '98-2005 I was forced to take the now famous criminally marketed (they plead guilty) suicide drug Neurontin, now called gabapentin. Kristy knows this. I wrote to her about it, and discussed it on the phone with her BEFORE Temple Grandin lectured about it on YouTube.

 

Even WITH the bullshit letters ( to maintain my cover) she was still obligated to do a thorough evaluation before making any clinical assertions. She acted on 16 1/2 year old BAD Intel from when we were young, dumb, and full of come... Or I was full of forced Neurontin by The Family Counseling Center doctors. Probably because their staff KNEW I was following 3 child sex trafficking drug addicted/trafficking mothers through the systems that they manipulate. Robin McCartney complained that I was lying to the junkies... "They don't deserve to be lied to..." Robin says.

 

"They lie to each other all fucking day long, lie to you & the rest of the staff all fucking day long, and let their dealers molest their kids, and lie about that, too! They don't deserve my respect, my trust, or for me to turn a blind eye to protect them.. Y.O.U. have to protect them. I do not. I have kids to protect..."

 

"Let's talk about that... Why you use your talents to protect children..."

 

And we did.

 

When these physicians/social workers roll on Kristy & Rachel, as I don't see them writing me personal checks to save Rachel & Kristy's asses. Even though she, and her wife Kristen Clark, has likely sat on most of these doctors faces. Possibly at the same time. I dubbed Kristy as the most beautiful, and sexiest woman on the planet. That was based on when she made smart decisions. She screwed the pooch on that. She climbed into her prejudices, ignorance, and climbed up Kristen Clark's teeny weeny teenager ass and thereby hogtied the entire medical community over a piece of pussy. I never dubbed Kristy to be the smartest woman on the planet.

 

COMO has a couple of other females that could qualify as 'Most Beautiful Woman on The Planet'. Or 'Sexiest Woman On The Planet'... But, one must be S.M.A.R.T. to qualify.

 

S.M.A.R.T. is as S.M.A.R.T. does.

 

S.MA.R.T. doesn't mean perfect. S.M.A.R.T. is making innocent mistakes and rapidly repairing the situation... Not perpetuating the same idiotic & obtuse behavior, repeating the same stupid shit, albeit different approaches, and expecting different results. Which sounds like addictive behavior, per the literature on it... Those who see addictive behaviors in everyone are usually linear thinkers with addiction disorders.

 

I see happy, healthy, smart, well-meaning, ethical people. In everyone. Like myself, and my best friends Darla, and Virginia. Whom I get along with perfectly.

 

It's only after individuals have repeatedly done S.T.U.P.I.D. shit, unapologetically, that the sum total of their actions & inaction's, add up to something sick, morbid, junkie-like, etc. At that point, depending on the amount of damage, collateral damages, and potentially irreparable harm that these fucking bozos cause (usually formally educated rednecks-lesbians included) I start low, and come high with my systems analysis. By the time I'm half-way up their begging me to stop. However, unlike them I do nothing half-assed. I complete the tasks they have pushed me into, despite their pleas for mercy, and dispense social justices as I damn well see fit.

 

Otherwise known as 'giving them a taste of their own medicine'.

 

'Revenge' isn't the motivator. Making the offenders recoil, motivating them to change their approach, and thus 'correcting' their destructive behaviors is the ultimate goal. I was trained to be a U.S. Navy Officer as a child. I was married to a corrections officer for about a decade. Whom I never 'cheated' on. Females have a tendency to periodically change the definition of 'cheating' for me... My prodigious passion brings a superhuman dynamic with it. Good times! So, when I'm told "Heather! Quit!" I just look pitiful and say, "Yes, Dear, now please set on my face..."

 

;-D

 

I'll own that piece of shit honeymoon cottage, decorated by Bed Bath & Beyond that Edible Arrangements 'Fruit Designer' (per Vox Magazine) Kristy L. Jacoby & Kristen Clark borrowed $130,000 from Flat Branch Mortgage to buy? Or flip? Kristy has been associated with several properties. Another with a Melissa K. Phelps. Anyway, I'll sell it, and build two much bigger custom homes. Plus have about $20K for decorating, which I'll do myself, via up-cycled art, & furniture, that I make. I'll then let her and her wifey-poo live in one.

 

If my new wife let's me. I am not remarried, however, I will be before I start building houses regardless of how much cash I have accumulated in an untouchable trust account from multiple settlements.

 

A huge chunk of which was going to go to the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition IF they cut all ties to Laura McHugh. However, they have two volunteers who don't seem to grasp the concept of boundaries, retaliate against whistleblowers when they get recorded doing criminal misrepresentations for the sake of personal glory, and ask for donations for fraudulent & personal purposes. That retaliation that I recorded counts as discrimination. One moved from Rescue Innocence, to CMSHTC. That had been planned by another dilettante volunteer, according to her. She was recorded stating as much. That 'manipulative' angling in organizations promising help to survivors really pisses me off. Yet, one CMSHTC advocate was recorded stating that we survivors "are so manipulative"

 

Oh! Really? That would be the pot calling the kettle black.

 

I damn sure won't hear that "We are all on the same team..." "We are all working towards the same goal..." manipulative horseshit. I've been creating exits for several decades longer than CMSHTC has been in existence. Longer than many of them have been born onto this planet. I've certainly made more in the way of personal sacrifices. I sacrificed personal relationships, lovers, friends, my civil liberties, housing, food, cold water, MY own personal safety to insure the safety of children and cops, not to mention a glorious career as a lecturer, mathematics prodigy, physician, attorney, musician, vocalist, and anything else I may have done had I NOT survived child sex trafficking. Teammates are as teammates DO. If you're doing stupid, criminal shit for personal rewards that compromises the integrity of a team that is responsible for the lives of children & adults who've had enough of that shit already then YOU are the selfish 'I' that doesn't exist in word T.E.A.M. At that point, I will assert the 'I' that exists in Team Captain and set your ass straight for the benefit of my 'kids'.

  

Oh! Yes! Let's not forget to say "I can't breathe!" to the 90% H.U.D. funded Salvation Army's Harbor House who was repeatedly recorded attempting to steal clients medications, actually stealing clients meds ON CAMERA in a locked room only staff had access to, ASS. Director Dele Williams, Director Brenda Stanek, Caseworkers Crackhead Tammy & M.S.W. Renita, and some pregnant idiot for retaliating ON RECORD against autistic clients for asserting A.D.A. violations & reporting successful criminal drug diversion by staff...

 

"I can't breathe!", again, to Kristy L. Jacoby (but you can still set on my face if I'm still single when you get froggy), your wife (the oral sex invitation does NOT extend to her as I am not a pederast,) and an "I can't breathe!" to Edible Arrangements drunken driving owner Krista M. Davis. A future head shrink at that who used the money made from you idiots purchasing disgustingly overpriced fruit to buy her way out of felony convictions & prison time.

 

Oh, yeah, "I can't breathe", too, Dr. Megan Cates, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P., and the suicide drug gabapentin pushing Dr. Parks at Family Health Center. Cates & Hartigan, both of whom refused to do proper GYN evaluations, on record, and know absolutely nothing about autism. They both PROUDLY subscribe to the rapist culture approaches, Nazi style propaganda campaigns, ISIS terrorist tactics, and K.K.K. attitudes perpetuated by University of Missouri. They both seem to believe everything, and NOTHING, the drug companies tell them.

 

I will let Chris do my breast exam. I won't have to worry about ejaculating in my shorts when he puts his hands on my boobs... He's too fucking ugly to make my G-spot swell up, and collapse around my Skene's gland... Not that it would matter, he's probably never seen female ejaculate as he most likely has no idea how to get a woman relaxed enough to get aroused enough to get an erect G-spot. He's too fucking stoned on gabapentin...

 

These police and doctors do get lot's of sensitivity training, and standard operating procedures & policies do demand that safety is first. A proper approach would have been:

 

"Hi! Mr. Garner. How are you, today? I see you're in distress, do you need any medical attention? Can we get some paramedics here for you? Can we do, or not do anything, to assist your breathing discomfort in any way?"

 

I know there are those who fake symptoms, however, those of us with real medical issues don't have to pay for the stupid crap that others do! Protocol advises that you err on the side of caution.

 

As a very skilled interviewer/investigator I know that if you err on the side of caution they eventually stop the faking of the symptoms, calm down, and cooperate with proper, respectful approaches. That's one of the many reasons I was immunized, and made an agent of the Law Offices of Chad Cronon J.D., amongst other juris doctorates he introduced me to. They picked up where he left off due to 'personal' issues. Chad's a gifted legal scholar, and specialist in A.D.A. and the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action. Chad got his masters in Birmingham...crimination by such entities that received federal funding.

   

Seattle is a West Coast seaport city and the seat of King County. With an estimated 668,342 residents as of 2014, Seattle is the largest city in both the state of Washington and the Pacific Northwest region of North America, and, as of July 2013, is the fastest-growing major city in the United States. The Seattle metropolitan area of around 3.6 million inhabitants is the 15th largest metropolitan area in the United States. The city is situated on a narrow isthmus between Puget Sound (an inlet of the Pacific Ocean) and Lake Washington, about 100 miles south of the Canada–United States border. A major gateway for trade with Asia, Seattle is the 8th largest port in the United States and 9th largest in North America in terms of container handling.

 

The Seattle area was previously inhabited by Native Americans for at least 4,000 years before the first permanent European settlers. Arthur A. Denny and his group of travelers, subsequently known as the Denny Party, arrived from Illinois via Portland, Oregon on the schooner Exact at Alki Point on November 13, 1851. The settlement was moved to the eastern shore of Elliott Bay and named "Seattle" in 1852, after Chief Si'ahl of the local Duwamish and Suquamish tribes.

 

Logging was Seattle's first major industry, but by the late 19th century the city had become a commercial and shipbuilding center as a gateway to Alaska during the Klondike Gold Rush. By 1910, Seattle was one of the 25 largest cities in the country. However, the Great Depression severely damaged the city's economy. Growth returned during and after World War II, due partially to the local Boeing company, which established Seattle as a center for aircraft manufacturing. The Seattle area developed as a technology center beginning in the 1980s, with companies like Microsoft becoming established in the region. In 1994 the Internet retail giant Amazon was founded in Seattle. The stream of new software, biotechnology, and Internet companies led to an economic revival, which increased the city's population by almost 50,000 between 1990 and 2000.

 

Seattle has a noteworthy musical history. From 1918 to 1951, there were nearly two dozen jazz nightclubs along Jackson Street, from the current Chinatown/International District, to the Central District. The jazz scene developed the early careers of Ray Charles, Quincy Jones, Ernestine Anderson and others. Seattle is also the birthplace of rock musician Jimi Hendrix and the alternative rock style grunge.

 

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Akalla är en stadsdel i Västerort inom Stockholms kommun. Den ligger ca 13 km NV om centrala Stockholm och är byggd på Järvafältet. Stadsdelen tillhör stadsdelsområdet Rinkeby-Kista och Kista församling.

 

Akalla nämns första gången 1323 och går då under namnet Akarli. Namnet betyder Åkarlarnas by och ån som åsyftas sägs då vara Igelbäcken som flyter i närheten av området.

 

Akalla var ett av de sista områdena som byggdes i Stockholms miljonprogram på 1970-talet och det var en fortsättning på den mindre lyckade 60-tals lösningen med Tensta i centrum.

 

Akalla domineras av de arton höghus som står på rad rakt igenom området. Denna bild är tagen från ett av dessa höghus som ligger längs Sibeliusgången. På norra sidan höghusen finns lägre hus som bildar storgårdar med små skogsdungar och lekplatser. Genom dessa hus går den långa backen Slingerbulten som slingrar sig fram mellan husen.

 

Söder om Akalla intill Järvafältet ligger Akalla by som består av äldre bevarad bebyggelse. Här finns bland annat hus från 1600-talet och gården hålls levande av bl.a. 4H. På båda sidor om Akalla by finns det radhusområden.

 

Akallas nordöstra sida domineras av industrier framför allt mjukvarubaserade sådana och här har även svenska Microsoft sitt huvudkontor. Genom industriområdet löper Hanstavägen.

 

Mellan 1905 och 1970 ingick Akalla i det område på Järvafältet som militären använde för övningar. Detta har bidragit till att området så länge bevarades som jordbruksmiljö även om det låg mycket nära Stockholm.

 

Akalla har en tunnelbanestation och är den ena ändstationen på linje 11.

 

English

 

Akalla is a city district of the Västerort within Stockholms commune. It is located 13 km NW of central Stockholm and is built on the Järvafältet fields. This city part forms one section of the Rinkeby-Kista strait and is part of Kista congregation.

 

Akalla is mentioned the first time in 1323 as Akarli. The name means the village of the river-men and the river that has been pointed out as the most logical reference is "igelbäcken" today just a small creek through the Järvafältet field.

 

Akalla was one of the last areas built in the Stockholm "million programme" a campaign in the 1960-1970:ies to build one million new apartments in the greater Stockholm area because of the lack of living quarters and the high prices for living. The programme has been blamed for many urban problems in these areas and in some places the brutalist concrete buildings is a remainter of the city planning from these days.

 

Akalla is dominated by 18 highrise houses located in a row through the area around Sibeliusgången street. This picture is taken from the roof top of one of these houses. On the north side of the highrise housesare lower houses forming large inner gardens sometimes with complete with forest groves and playgrounds for the children. Through these houses are "Slingerbulten" a winding road that connects these parts together.

 

South of Akalla close to Järvafältet fields is Akalla village which consists of older preserved buildings from the 17th century. Here is also Akalla farm which is today a 4H farm. On both sides of Akalla village are row-house areas with the characteristic suburb side-by-side houses.

 

The north-east side is dominated by industries, maninly software based companies and here is also where the Swedish portion of Microsoft is housed. Through this area runs the street Hanstavägen which is very old.

 

Between 1905 and 1970 Akalla was a part of the area that the military used for training exercises. This has also been cited as the reason for the remains of the 17th century buildings at Akalla village since the area was not submitted to any urban development until the military gave it up in the seventies.

 

Akalla has a metro (tunnelbana) station and is the last stop on line 11 northbound.

  

Carlyon Bay: Crinnis Beach and Crinnis Island

Panorama. Constructed from 7 vertical images using Microsoft ICE.

The western segment of Carlyon Bay, named Crinnis Beach. It is perhaps surprising that the large rock is named 'Island' rather than 'Rock'.

Taken on the 02/04/2016 at 17:40:52Hrs, using a Nikon D3100 camera with a Sigma 18-250mm F3.5-6.3 DC MACRO OS Lens.

 

For the record, Julien posed for this photo in the interest of going public about the discriminations & abuses at Boone Hospital.

 

There's police profiling like in the death of Michael Brown in Ferguson, Missouri. There are also physicians profiling who refuse safe, unabusive medical care to minorities like practitioners I've recorded at local Columbia Missouri's Boone Hospital Center, University of Missouri Hospital & Clinics, Green Meadows Clinic, and Family Health Center.

 

Julien & I were both staying at Lois Bryant House when she suffered a fractured hip, and I suffered severe symptoms from these tumors. We were both dropped off at Boone's ER by Jeff.

 

I was refused treatment by Dr. Scott in his deliberate refusal to inform me of the tumors after a pelvic & ultrasound for uncontrolled bleeding & pain. Dr. Scott advised me to return to AZ, though he refused to keep me working so I could pay for such a trip, in which case I could have paid for a GYN consult. He could have done an emergency referral to Family Health Center. He was recorded doing NOTHING.

 

Boone's hospitalists tried this same shit with Julien. The MRI showed a fracture but it was inconclusive. They called orthopod Dr. Jones. He wanted her admitted, for her safety, until he could get a bone scan because she was homeless. Boone wanted to put her out on the streets, as Rachel at Lois Bryant House said Julien couldn't return to Lois Bryant House in her condition, until they decided to schedule an bone scan. Boone's social worker had no intentions of doing an emergency application for Medicaid. When I suggested it she was offended.

 

Julien then signed a medical release for me to have access to all her records as a patient's advocate & investigator.

 

They changed their tune.

 

She was hospitalized & got her bone scan promptly. As soon as Dr. Jones saw the severity of the fracture she was in surgery getting 3 screws in place.

 

Boone's doctors, nor University of Missouri's doctors, ever bothered to tell me I had tumors causing nerve encroachment & the uncontrolled bleeding. They both asserted that I needed to leave Missouri yet deliberately refused assistance in doing so... By LCSW Beth O.s own admission she gave admin a knowingly & deliberate false interpretation of my savant penchant for contingency planning.

 

In other words, Beth O. projected her idiotic linear perspective and was recorded arrogantly admitting to exactly that.

 

I just watched the Eric Garner 'I can't breathe' video. I put it off because I knew I would very much relate to it, even as a F.E.M.A.L.E. of Irish & Native American descent. The 'Trail of Tears' is far from over for any of us... This article is dedicated in loving memory to Eric Garner, Micheal Brown, Trayvon Martin, and Matthew A. Nestle all of whom died very unnecessary & brutal deaths due to profiling based on prejudices & bigotry.

 

Since I too, have damn near died as a result of these same bigoted attitudes because I am a autistic autistic savant, I extend my prodigious condolences to the surviving families of Eric Garner, Michael Brown, Matthew A Nestle, and Trayvon Martin.

 

I am too ill to go to the beautiful New York City wearing an "I Can't Breathe!" t-shirt to stand in peaceful protest. I am about to handprint some of my own t-shirts with fabric dye.

 

Today, I am bedridden with excruciating pelvic, back and pain in places you'd shudder to know about because of multiple uterine tumors. I had medicated, and sat in my recliner, and said to myself "I hurt so bad I CAN'T BREATHE!" The autism makes the pain even more ungodly because it's another form of sensory overload. This causes rapid heart rate, or tachycardia. This makes breathing very uncomfortable. I have two inhalers that I have to use. With the savant syndrome, the pain triggers a satellite view of the memories of why I still have the tumors inside of me in the first place...

 

These tumors were deliberately untreated because of police, doctor, homeless shelter staff, and social workers profiling me. They decided that I didn't deserve treatment, to continue to be able to work and get an obamacare plan to be able to pay for the tests, a very necessary biopsy, or even to know about these tumors.

 

I am not attempting to trivialize the very unnecessary deaths of the aforementioned victims of police profiling. I am rewriting this article to authenticate that the suffocation of minorities via various forms of oppression & Hitlers Nazi Germany starvation tactics through network-centric warfare (social networking a.k.a. Sovereignty Commissions) is a serious epidemic that has amassed a holocaust via countless deaths adding up to mass genocide. I am a Neurontin/gabapentin Holocaust Survivor perpetuated by U.S. President George W. Bush & University of Missouri Hospital, Green Meadows Clinic, Family Counseling Center & Boone Hospital Center, and millions of other hospitals and prescribers WORLDWIDE (per the Washington Post, Wall Street Journal, Bloomberg Report, Huffington Post, Reuters) climbing in bed with Pfizer Pharmaceuticals for financial kickbacks. I'm sad to say that I have clients who are still being pushed this suicide drug responsible for millions of deaths by Dr. Parks, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P. at Family Health Center. I watched as 9 of my neighbors all tagged as 'Mentally Ill' died on this medication

 

That said I am autistic, with a savant syndrome. It's a 'syndrome' for many reasons. We suffer unimaginable reprisals for regurgitating truths no one cares to hear. I have a passion for humanitarian causes like abolitionism, the abolishment of police profiling, discrimination by anyone especially in any public or federally funded entity like hospitals, etc. All of these get adults & even worse, children killed. There is no bigger atrocity than the untimely death of a child via the hatred & prejudices of allegedly 'educated', licensed, and certified professionals.

  

Here's some 'Autism Speaks' for you...

 

First, I have a very big attitude of gratitude. I have a tremendous success with my investigations, here, in Columbia, MO; Home of the University of Missouri Tigers which is The Capital Seat of the U.S.A.'s Rapist Culture. Very much like Birmingham was to the racist rapist-minded south back in Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.'s days of attempted peaceful protests to assert civil & basic human rights.

 

These bigoted rapist racist attitudes falsely & deliberately 'perceived' these assertions as 'aggression' and the authorities that be got violent via 'unnecessary uses of force. They wanted an excuse to act like racist/prejudiced assholes. The same way University Of Missouri Hospital's LCSW Beth O., R.N. Kelly Isaacs, their ASS. Clinical Director Rona, and the rest of the staff did when they put their hands on me for wanting to take 5 seconds to inventory my OTHER electronics after they had sat on the counter unattended for a very long time. "sure, Ms. Moore. Here's your bag... Everything there? Great. Be safe!" A few seconds of diplomacy would have avoided my wrist injury that is still swollen!

 

That same obtuse attitude chosen by LCSW Beth O., Charge Nurse Kelly Isaacs R.N was perpetuated by Rachel Skrall? of the Lois Bryant House whom MO C.A.S.A. Attorney Ruth O.Neill was recorded stating Rachel was 'well connected to the medical community'. Ruth stated, on record, that Rachel made phone calls with concerns about my well-being based on alleged 'aberrant behaviors' on a day that I hadn't even seen Rachel, as she was Jefferson City for her anniversary, and I spent the morning with Ruth and an actual LICENSED E.R. medical doctor. If these child molesting M.U. doctors truly believed that I was in distress they were obligated by law to intervene. They did not. They knew damn well I was fine, Ruth vigorously agreed in front of my friend Julien that I was getting 'Whistleblower Retaliation' for going public about the criminal malpractices & open admitted (on record) discriminations of many licensed 'caregivers' listed below.

 

If my use of the quote "I Can't Breathe" spoken by Eric Garner offends you, then I challenge you to be billed for thousands of dollars worth of criminal medical malpractices, remain in uncontrollable bleeding, swelling, with throbbing pain in your back, rectum, genitals, partial paralysis in that you feel like your legs are made of Jello, periodic urinary & bowel incontinence all from nerve encroachment from tumors in your uterus. It's parallel to these doctors, nurses, and social workers repeatedly smashing me in the crotch & back with a baseball bat. You, too, would do some analysis to make sense of your pain if all you were autistic and all you had was a savant memory to help you cope...

 

So, let the "I Can't Breathe"s' begin.

  

'I can't breathe' to Laura McHugh! That's from an autistic prodigious savant child sex trafficking survivor (me) that's quite pissed that you raped another survivor of her story of repeated brutal rapes, getting her vagina sewn shut & child trafficking. You raped her of her own story because you're not talented enough to come up with YOUR OWN story.

 

On that note, "I can't breathe"! to your publishers Spiegel & Grau, and those major booksellers who sell that piece of shit 'The Weight of Blood' for you. Like amazon.com, Barnes & Noble, Books A Million, Kindle, etc.

 

"I can't breathe"! To the Orange County Florida Assistant State's Attorneys that gave child rapists Richard Edwin Beasley 30 years probation??? AFTER filing and winning all those motions that guaranteed about 30 years in prison???

 

Beasley is now doing 20 years because I was the 'special operator' he couldn't outsmart, Scott Rozear Mason - doing 40 years for killing a teen boy because the probation officer who's life I saved, Pensacola Police department, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, the I.R.S. Criminal Investigations Division, the U.S. Department of Homeland Security, and Orange County Florida States Attorney's profiled their own key witness who infiltrated a criminal organization of pedophiles and made them look like the incompetent neuro-normal non-savants that they are, and decided to bury me and erase me vis Brady Violations as an unpaid autistic savant agent of the state who was immunized from prosecution.

 

Scott Mason's child pornographer & racketeering pedophile father John R. Mason of Pensacola Florida was the money man for that criminal organization. You can read a more formal 'lapdog publishing' Associated Press news account in Pensacola News Journal & Tallahassee Democrat articles. Everyone seems to like mine more, though. I do 'watchdog' publishing with vetted/recorded info.

 

"I Can't Breathe!' to Brandon O'Rourke, a Peoria (Phoenix) AZ & Colorado McDonald's Restaurant franchisee (O'Rourke Investment Group) who threatens false criminal sanctions VIA EMAIL for reporting Title VII & A.D.A. Violations to the E.E.O.C. He openly discriminated against an African American female member of management who was helping me. He also retaliates against under-age females who suffer through sexual harassment on the clock at his store. His GM Amber Mortenson hates the elderly, and anyone of Mexican, Hispanic, or any non-Caucasian nationalities. Amber throws food at their head (they barely spoke English) when they don't make Big Mac's right. That's according to others in the McDonald's at 91st Ave & Union Hills management! The E.E.O.C. didn't hesitate to file charges. A copy of the actual charge can be found in this stream. Just click on the 'Boycott McDonald's Restaurants' tag and you'll see it.

 

"I can't breathe" to Rachel @ Lois Bryant House, who lied her ass off to the medical community to insure that I didn't get proper treatment for my symptoms we now know was caused by these tumors. According to a recorded conversation with attorney Ruth O'Neill, Rachel didn't bother to tell Ruth the truth about my very conservative use of pain meds, and projecting her addiction disorders onto me even though all the evidence was to the contrary.

 

Seeking behaviors and addictions are a necessity for upwardly mobile children & adults. It's what we seek & get addicted to that decides if it's a healthy drive (addiction) or an unhealthy drive (disorder). Read Robert Wright's book 'The Moral Animal'. We choose to be disorderly in seeking destructive/obstructive gratifications or constructive/progressive gratifications. Our choices are based on our formative years.

 

Having a happy & healthy childhood with helpful nurturing adults imprints a seeking/addiction to happy, healthy, helpful, nurturing habits as an adult.

 

The seeking of any narcotic, intoxicating, or mood altering drug by addicts & alcoholics is one extremely popular manifestation of a displacement of seeking the healthy nurturing gratifying behaviors. I say there are no true diseases of addiction. Addictions are inherently necessary for a progressive society. Addictions to drugs, acting out child abuses, acting out adult rape, or any other predatory behaviors, sexual or otherwise are simply manifestations of Stockholm Syndrome or trauma bonding.

 

This is an epidemic in our American Capitalist Economy. Rachel Skrall, probably her friends at Edible Arrangements, and I'm guessing Ruth O'Neil. Another manifestation of the abuses Rachel claims she has survived, is her practice of very unqualified and bad medicine without a license.

 

The very hateful, discriminating, prejudiced, and bigoted Rachel thinks because she has a TEEN BOY the teachers are calling 'gifted', (I saw no evidence of that) that she's qualified to deliberately lie her ass off about this TRULY GIFTED AUTISTIC FEMALE PRODIGIOUS SAVANT because she's jealous of my friendship (understanding) with MO CASA child advocate attorney Ruth O'Neill. That very day that Rachel said I was behaving badly Ruth was visiting very pleasantly with me and inviting me to dog shows. We spent a great deal of the morning discussing my lifes work. So, when I arrived back home, and it was very much a wonderful home to me rat turds, dog sweat funk, and all... and Ruth was visibly upset I knew that Rachel had made her move. She had been angling & posturing for quite some time. Namely after I told her I recorded her beloved Green Meadows Clinics Dr. Hanna Gov-ari's criminal malpractices. And I told her how I so enjoyed the look of horror on Dr. Gov-ari's face when I picked up my blank screened phone, activated the screen and let her see the bouncing mock needle from my audio recorder. The silence was deafening.

 

I believe that this was when Rachel launched her propaganda campaign to starve me out of Columbia by making sure I didn't get the medical care the law provides for. Asst. Clinical Director Rona snitched Rachel out in saying "There's a shelter, here, you can go to..."

 

How'd she know? I signed no releases for them to speak with anyone at any shelter. I told Beth O. expressly that the paralysis and pain made those steps too dangerous for me. I had already fallen from the partial paralysis, and experienced incontinence from it. I told Rachel immediately of the fall, and of my symptoms. She knew about the out-of-control bleeding, searing pelvic, rectal, back and groin pain that shoots down my legs. i was in tears the morning Jeff took me to the hospital.

 

If Rachel were a qualified diagnostician she'd have guessed I had uterine tumors even without the ultrasound the way Beth Sweeney F.N.P. did before she saw the July ultrasound that showed the tumors that all the hospitals & clinics refused to tell me about. Rachel Skrall has a biology degree that probably over 20 years old. Teaches part-time and meddles and snitches on the homeless people FULL-TIME. And it's 'snitching' because it's all BULLSHIT she's made up, or misdiagnosed.

 

For the record: no 'addict' can go day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, of vetted extremely conservative use of pain meds. That's why I insist on my caregivers doing pill counts. It's called 'vetting'. They authenticate my assertions. Addicts have no self-control when it comes to intoxicants, and if they do manage to control themselves, it's very short-lived. I know this because I've been studying the male & female alcoholic & drug addicted child molesters/traffickers for DECADES Most of them are not child sexual abusers. They do let me know who the 'Chester's are, though.

 

"But, Heather, your so S.M.A.R.T.!!!" I've been told.

 

Exactly. As are most R.E.A.L. addicts. Their intelligence is compromised by their addiction D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R.S. True addicts cannot control themselves no matter how smart they are... S.M.A.R.T. is as smart does. A.D.D.I.C.T.S. are as addicts do... I hate linear perceptions that tend to make the linear thinkers, believe everyone is as sick, and idiotic as them. I have many educated idiots, like doctors, lawyers, social workers, homeless shelter staff - most of whom claim to be 'recovering' addicts, asserting this logic on audio recordings. Truly recovering addicts & alcoholics KNOW that 'Perception' is not 'reality' and worry about what's going on with themselves... If the addict is still projecting their own sickness into others they are NOT 'recovering'. They are in active addiction, themselves, even if they are not 'imbibing' and are therefore completely out of touch with reality. They are still acting 'insanely' by doing stupid shit, expecting no consequences from doing the stupid shit. Or, trying to hustle their way out of the consequences... I've observed them doing this for decades, as well. They know that they do it...

 

"I can't breathe!" to Boone Hospital Center's Dr. Heredia & Dr. Scott for refusing to tell me about the tumors that were on an emergency ultrasound, ordered for continued severe bleeding, back, rectal, genital, pelvic, & leg pain, and for refusing to refer me to proper gyn specialists, refusing proper treatment, telling me to go back to AZ for treatment, yet, refuse to keep me working so I can go? I took all my bottles of what few pain pills I had in there so they could count them. And I photographed these pills next to the bottles in these E.R. rooms.

 

They just wanted me gone. Most likely because Kristy, at Edible Arrangements, was apparently worried about getting 'wet' for me when she was about to get married to another bitch. A skinny bitch, I'm a fat bitch, now...

 

"I can't breathe" to the Boone Hospital Center nurse who was just recorded rushing me to lay back, in ungodly pain, and let her shove a catheter in my crotch. She waited until my advocate, a former human rights investigator left the room, but forgot in her agitation that the phone on the plooor was RECORDING everything. That's to say she was recorded violating a municipal criminal ordinance, Chapter 12, in a public accommodation that falls under Chapter 12 jurisdiction.

 

Great big "I can't breath!" to University of Missouri MSW LCSW Beth O., Kelly Isaacs R.N., Dr. Ithman, and the E.R. doctors that were unknowingly video recorded deliberately refusing to properly treat per wound care, and antibiotics, for an autistic female they know is colonized with M.R.S.A. because they ran the blood cultures back in 2001. I didn't go into the University of Missouri or Boone Hospital Centers to claim abuse. I went in for standard, minimal help with the autism. I talked to them calmly & respectfully. I went into the toilet to change out the law offices phone batteries (no place to charge it in private) and make sure the audio recording app was getting E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

 

;-D

 

That's what they get for doing an unnecessary 96 committal of an autistic prodigy who had unbearable pain from multiple tumors. I told them to send for Boone's records. If they didn't then that's another form of malpractice. When I told them I was an investigator for attorney's, and friends with a woman I believed was D.O.J. supervisor they wrote me up as psychotic... Now, once I saw a veteran provider, not the student/resident psych, and boldly told him he could listen to a few voice-mails he looked a bit piqued, declined, and discharged me from the hospital without antibiotics for the raging cellulosis developed while in their hospital. Told me they'd get me a bus ticket to Kansas "They are good with autism in Kansas" says Dr. Ithman. Even though they have the Thompson Center, here.

 

They refused a ticket because Beth O. was recorded bragging about lying to admin, and tried, instead, to get me into a personal staff members car with 2 staff members who were going to drop me off way out of town at a truck stop where the Greyhound stopped, but the Clinical Director refused to document this in my discharge instructions. Instead they falsely wrote that a friend in AZ was sending me a bus ticket. Obviously to cover their asses in case I actually got into that car. The friend they wrote this about was Virginia, the human trafficking investigator, who knows damn well I did no such thing. Didn't even have her new number until I got out. S.T.U.P.I.D.

 

They didn't know I was making audio files with a phone UNDER my double DD's. I didn't tell Virginia that, either. I had to maintain a social firewall between us to be able to do my work. I didn't need her getting worried and intervening & thus blowing my cover. She taught U.S. Navy special forces. She probably ultimately taught me the basics via whomever taught my U.S. Navy father during Vietnam.

 

I just took it to a different level before i was a teenager... Prodigiously. Now, the feds have ALMOST caught up. They got the basics by sending in feds to hospitals, homeless shelters, and drug treatment clinics and present with what looks like a valid needs for services. Now, I need to teach them how to do multiple interviews and rapid mathematics applications. Virginia is smart enough to get it, and teach it.

 

Now, back to my "I can't breathe!"s...

 

That big M.U. Tigers "I can't breathe" also applies to Green Meadows Clinics Dr.'s Hanna Gov-ari & Alicia Ludden who were also recorded refusing to keep me working, examine, order tests, imaging, or previous medical records to find out about the tumors...

 

The doctors are going to blame Kristy L. Jacoby, or Rachel Skrall? at the rodent infested Lois Bryant House. Rachel eats Cheetos in bed while she plays on her iPad, and iPhone, and then bitches about the mice in her bed. The house is literally covered in mouse turds. And stinks like funky ass dog sweat. I had safer, more sanitary sleeping conditions on the church porch during my street investigation that got a missing 15 year old boy identified as a trafficking victim. I emailed a contact at CPD, and Ruth. He was. trafficked by St. Louis, and his junkie side-kick the bullshit 'rape' victim K2 Junkie 'Baby' (Barbara) who everyone refused to fuck because she refused to bathe. That pussy was cuttin' up, too. As was her breath.

 

Anyway, Kristy & Rachel will blame each other. After they've all snitched each other out, and they and the doctors have all confessed to malpractices via trying to blame me somehow (the audio is going to prove priceless, here) they'll all write me checks. They'll do like Rachel and say my autism affect made them feel threatened, or they saw 'aberrant behavior' which is all based on their prejudices & bigotry. The same way white folks felt threatened by 'negro's' back in the day, saying stupid shit about how they smelled, and sweated profusely, as a reason to make them drink from different water fountains, use different bathrooms, and set at the back of the bus. Again, Podunk perceptions are not reality. I hope Adam Kruse, the investigator at the City of Columbia Mayors office educates himself before he takes emotional sides with this popular perception against protected persons with autism & savant syndrome, makes excuses for the offenders, again, and has to recuse himself as the investigator of my complaints of discrimination against Harbor Freight Tools, Boone Hospital Center, and unlicensed landlord Katy Young (107 Anderson St) who thinks that she is entitled to a $186. accidental over-payment because I'm autistic.

 

If I were a white male, they'd be placing a Nobel Prize around my neck. But, I'm a homosexual female...

 

Kristy had a responsibility to actually examine ME. Like Dr. Gov-ari , Dr. Alicia Ludden, and Dr. Megan Cates, Kristy refused. I tried to tell her the truth and save face. She refused to pick up the phone. So, "I didn't know" isn't a valid excuse. Willful ignorance is a deliberate choice. Apparently she was afraid she'd smile, beam, giggle, and bite her bottom lip at me, and get wet like she used to 16 1/2 years ago. I don't care how Podunk or how old her degree is, Kristy is smart enough to know that 16 1/2 years, and love letters from a prodigious social activist isn't enough to make a sound clinical decision.

 

Kristy L. Jacoby was about to get married into a 'Keeping up with the Jones' LGBT wedding with a baby head shrink with the ass the size of a 13 year old who tweets stupid shit.

 

If Kristy shot her mouth off, she also violated H.I.P.A.A., since she chose a 'clinical' approach. But, not... No exam, no claim of a clinical evaluation. However, she chose to maintain a clinical approach so she chose to violate H.I.P.A.A.

 

Regardless of her possible colossal fuck-ups, and Rachel's for-sure fuck-ups per recorded statements from attorney Ruth O'Neill, these physicians had an obligation to do a thorough evaluation, examination, and make a proper diagnosis based on current MEDICAL EVIDENCE. They charged me for having done this, yet the audio, and LACK of tests, ultrasounds, etc. prove they fraudulently charged me. Then they stuck a stamp on it and dropped it into the U.S.P.S. postal service. That made it federal criminal offenses. Besides the Chapter 12 criminal A.D.A. Violations.

 

Kristy's indiscretions were in the interest of preserving the integrity of her marriage. Therefore her fuck-ups are forgiven. I'd certainly defend my marriage to her, or any future female, passionately, regardless of who got pissed. It's not forgotten because I'm setting on multiple unbiopsied tumors many months later because of their mouths, malpractices, discrimination's, and Podunk understandings & projections. Kristy never could 'hold her nuts' when it came to me... Here, she would argue "That was 16 1/2 years ago! I was only 28 and you were a super-cute prodigy!"

 

Exactly my point.

 

Kristy likely based her 'evaluations' on bogus Intel she was fed over a DECADE AND A HALF ago. Plus, from '98-2005 I was forced to take the now famous criminally marketed (they plead guilty) suicide drug Neurontin, now called gabapentin. Kristy knows this. I wrote to her about it, and discussed it on the phone with her BEFORE Temple Grandin lectured about it on YouTube.

 

Get REAL! Even WITH the bullshit letters she was still obligated to do a thorough evaluation before making any clinical assertions. She acted on 16 1/2 year old BAD Intel from when we were young, dumb, and full of come... Or I was full of forced Neurontin by The Family Counseling Center doctors. Probably because their staff KNEW I was following 3 child sex trafficking drug addicted/trafficking mothers through the systems that they manipulate. Robin McCartney complained that I was lying to the junkies... "They don't deserve to be lied to..." Robin says.

 

"They lie to each other all fucking day long, lie to you & the rest of the staff all fucking day long, and let their dealers molest their kids, and lie about that, too! They don't deserve my respect, my trust, or for me to turn a blind eye to protect them.. Y.O.U. have to protect them. I do not. I have kids to protect..."

 

"Let's talk about that... Why you use your talents to protect children..."

 

And we did.

 

When these physicians/social workers roll on Kristy & Rachel, as I don't see them writing me personal checks to save Rachel & Kristy's asses. Even though she, and her wife Kristen Clark, has likely sat on most of these doctors faces. Possibly at the same time. I dubbed Kristy as the most beautiful, and sexiest woman on the planet. That was based on when she made smart decisions. She screwed the pooch on that. She climbed into her prejudices, ignorance, and climbed up Kristen Clark's teeny weeny teenager ass and thereby hogtied the entire medical community over a piece of pussy. I never dubbed Kristy to be the smartest woman on the planet.

 

COMO has a couple of other females that could qualify as 'Most Beautiful Woman on The Planet'. Or 'Sexiest Woman On The Planet'... But, one must be S.M.A.R.T. to qualify.

 

S.M.A.R.T. is as S.M.A.R.T. does.

 

S.MA.R.T. doesn't mean perfect. S.M.A.R.T. is making innocent mistakes and rapidly repairing the situation... Not perpetuating the same idiotic & obtuse behavior, repeating the same stupid shit, albeit different approaches, and expecting different results. Which sounds like addictive behavior, per the literature on it... Those who see addictive behaviors in everyone are usually linear thinkers with addiction disorders.

 

I see happy, healthy, smart, well-meaning, ethical people. In everyone. Like myself, and my best friends Darla, and Virginia. Whom I get along with perfectly.

 

It's only after individuals have repeatedly done S.T.U.P.I.D. shit, unapologetically, that the sum total of their actions & inaction's, add up to something sick, morbid, junkie-like, etc. At that point, depending on the amount of damage, collateral damages, and potentially irreparable harm that these fucking bozos cause (usually formally educated rednecks-lesbians included) I start low, and come high with my systems analysis. By the time I'm half-way up their begging me to stop. However, unlike them I do nothing half-assed. I complete the tasks they have pushed me into, despite their pleas for mercy, and dispense social justices as I damn well see fit.

 

Otherwise known as 'giving them a taste of their own medicine'.

 

'Revenge' isn't the motivator. Making the offenders recoil, motivating them to change their approach, and thus 'correcting' their destructive behaviors is the ultimate goal. I was trained to be a U.S. Navy Officer as a child. I was married to a corrections officer for about a decade. Whom I never 'cheated' on. Females have a tendency to periodically change the definition of 'cheating' for me... My prodigious passion brings a superhuman dynamic with it. Good times! So, when I'm told "Heather! Quit!" I just look pitiful and say, "Yes, Dear, now please set on my face..."

 

;-D

 

I'll own that piece of shit honeymoon cottage, decorated by Bed Bath & Beyond that Edible Arrangements 'Fruit Designer' (per Vox Magazine) Kristy L. Jacoby & Kristen Clark borrowed $130,000 from Flat Branch Mortgage to buy? Or flip? Kristy has been associated with several properties. Another with a Melissa K. Phelps. Anyway, I'll sell it, and build two much bigger custom homes. Plus have about $20K for decorating, which I'll do myself, via up-cycled art, & furniture, that I make. I'll then let her and her wifey-poo live in one.

 

If my new wife let's me. I am not remarried, however, I will be before I start building houses regardless of how much cash I have accumulated in an untouchable trust account from multiple settlements.

 

A huge chunk of which will go to the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition IF they cut all ties to Laura McHugh. If they are still in bed with that exploitative social rapist, for money, they will STAY in bed with her. "That which you reap so shall you sew..." Anyone who exploits trafficking victims & survivors for personal glory or profits (especially to finance a drug habit) is fucking with my 'kids'. Fuck with any good mothers children and see what happens... I damn sure won't hear that "We are all on the same team..." "We are all working towards the same goal..." manipulative horseshit. I've been creating exits for several decades longer than CMSHTC has been in existence. Longer than many of them have been born onto this planet. I've certainly made more in the way of personal sacrifices. I sacrificed personal relationships, lovers, friends, my civil liberties, housing, food, cold water, MY own personal safety to insure the safety of children and cops, not to mention a glorious career as a lecturer, mathematics prodigy, physician, attorney, musician, vocalist, and anything else I may have done had I NOT survived child sex trafficking. Teammates are as teammates DO. If you're doing stupid, criminal shit for personal rewards that compromises the integrity of a team that is responsible for the lives of children & adults who've had enough of that shit already then YOU are the selfish 'I' that doesn't exist in word T.E.A.M. At that point, I will assert the 'I' that exists in Team Captain and set your ass straight for the benefit of my 'kids'.

  

Oh! Yes! Let's not forget to say "I can't breathe!" to the 90% H.U.D. funded Salvation Army's Harbor House who was repeatedly recorded attempting to steal clients medications, actually stealing clients meds ON CAMERA in a locked room only staff had access to, ASS. Director Dele Williams, Director Brenda Stanek, Caseworkers Crackhead Tammy & M.S.W. Renita, and some pregnant idiot for retaliating ON RECORD against autistic clients for asserting A.D.A. violations & reporting successful criminal drug diversion by staff...

 

"I can't breathe!", again, to Kristy L. Jacoby (but you can still set on my face if I'm still single when you get froggy), your wife (the oral sex invitation does NOT extend to her as I am not a pederast,) and an "I can't breathe!" to Edible Arrangements drunken driving owner Krista M. Davis. A future head shrink at that who used the money made from you idiots purchasing disgustingly overpriced fruit to buy her way out of felony convictions & prison time.

 

Oh, yeah, "I can't breathe", too, Dr. Megan Cates, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P., and the suicide drug gabapentin pushing Dr. Parks at Family Health Center. Cates & Hartigan, both of whom refused to do proper GYN evaluations, on record, no absolutely nothing about autism. They both PROUDLY subscribe to the rapist culture approaches, Nazi style propaganda campaigns, ISIS terrorist tactics, and K.K.K. attitudes perpetuated by University of Missouri. They both seem to believe everything, and NOTHING, the drug companies tell them.

  

These police and doctors do get lot's of sensitivity training, and standard operating procedures & policies do demand that safety is first. A proper approach would have been:

 

"Hi! Mr. Garner. How are you, today? I see you're in distress, do you need any medical attention? Can we get some paramedics here for you? Can we do, or not do anything, to assist your breathing discomfort in any way?"

 

Yes, I know there are those who fake symptoms, however, those of us with real medical issues don't have to pay for the stupid crap that others do!

 

As a very skilled interviewer/investigator I know that if you err in the side of caution they eventually stop the faking of the symptoms, calm down, and cooperate with proper, respectful approaches. That's one of the many reasons I was immunized, and made an agent of the Law Offices of Chad Cronon J.D. legal scholar, and specialist in A.D.A. and the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action. Chad got his masters in Birmingham...

 

A Dark N Stormy looking LION ISLAND Early morning from the rocks at South Pearl Beach.

7x shot pano stitched in Microsoft ICE,then a few bits in PS.

It's coming along... It's huge. I still have a lot of carving to do. I have to go to a feed store tomorrow for horse needles to make the intricate line surface carvings in this thin rubber.

 

This is far from all the plates just for the house, itself... That grass plate will be used in various directions for the grass... The design evolves as I go. I have an eidetic memory, however, this is supposed to be mostly representative of the various sections of the house where various abuses occurred...

 

This triptych is going to take up an entire wall in my living room. This is the center piece. It will have flames, printed with various reds, orange, and yellows.

 

The right hand piece will be an abstract impressionist image of me, as seen as a small child with flowers in one hand, and a match in the other, smoking a cigarette. Looking at my 'preemptive first strike' in my declaration of war on child abuses of all types, and developing remedies, techniques, and treatments for change and progress in the offenders. As interviewing techniques used in determining what the fucked up logic on which they were basing their sociopathic sexual & brutal behavior.

 

The left piece will have a large crowd of adults. teachers, parents, cops, counselors, doctors (pediatricians) and children. They will be watching, smiling, cheering, clapping, celebrating, rejoicing. Because they had been trying to get me to talk about what was really happening to me, and/or fight back.

 

I had to wait for the right moment.. Then I made a very 'loud statement', of sorts, being an autistic savant.

 

Prodigiously.

 

This is the main reason why I came back to MO. I was born & raised here, for the most part. I'm not leaving. again... Now, those who trafficked me are GONE! Trying to leave, anyway, last I heard.

 

Boone Hospital Center, University of Missouri Hospital, Green Meadows Clinics, Lois Bryant House, and the drug stealing staff at Salvation Army knew this is why I came back here. I recorded myself telling them.

 

They get to explain to various investigators why they insisted I go back to AZ, and falsely document that I said I was going back.

 

I left really amazing women to come here to answer their questions, as well as my own, about me. I contacted them. They knew I had no intentions of leaving, yet Beth O. falsely wrote that I said Virginia was going to send me a bus ticket.

 

I have the recorded phone calls that show I didn't even get her new number until I was discharged from M.U. hospital. It's makes no sense for me to lie in a way that is to my disadvantage! The recording will reveal that Beth O took my contingency planning for possible disasters in the event that things didn't go as planned per discharge, and put her own twist on them, and knowingly falsified that mess that lead to an unnecessary use of force.

 

I've got big plans for ending the careers of Beth O. M.S.W. L.C.S.W., and Kelly Isaacs R.N. They made this 'personal' with their bigotry, prejudices, and discriminations..I just watched the Eric Garner 'I can't breathe' video. I am sure that his friends & family are devastated. However, the fact that Eric proclaimed that the ongoing police profiling/discriminations/retaliations "ends today" means that Eric Bravely gave his life for the cause of equality. He was assassinated by the police officer who refused to reasonably accommodate his medical disabilities in retaliation for asserting discriminations/profiling by N.Y.P.D. Eric is right up there with Jesus Christ (fighting for freedoms), Abraham Lincoln, JFK, MLK, Bobby Kennedy, Medgar Evers, Malcolm X. Muhammad Ali, Rosa Parks, MLK, and so many others also chose to go against the police, and go to jail, in their fights for equality. .

 

I put off watching the video because I knew I would very much relate to it, even as an autistic F.E.M.A.L.E. of Irish & Native American descent. The 'Trail of Tears' is far from over for any of us... This article is dedicated in loving memory to Eric Garner, Micheal Brown, Trayvon Martin, and Matthew A. Nestle all of whom died very recently as a direct result of discriminations and police profiling. Their deaths were very brutal & unnecessary.

 

Since I too, have damn near died as a result of these same bigoted attitudes because I am an autistic savant, I extend my prodigious condolences to the surviving families of Eric Garner, Michael Brown, Matthew A Nestle, and Trayvon Martin.

 

I am too ill to go to the beautiful New York City wearing an "I Can't Breathe!" t-shirt to stand in peaceful protest. I am about to handprint some of my own t-shirts with fabric dye.

 

Today, I am bedridden with excruciating pelvic, back and pain in places you'd shudder to know about because of multiple uterine tumors. I had medicated, and sat in my recliner, and said to myself "I hurt so bad I CAN'T BREATHE!" The autism makes the pain even more ungodly because it's another form of sensory overload. This causes rapid heart rate, or tachycardia. This makes breathing very uncomfortable. I have two inhalers that I have to use. With the savant syndrome, the pain triggers a satellite view of the memories of why I still have the tumors inside of me in the first place...

 

These tumors were deliberately untreated because of police, doctor, homeless shelter staff, and social workers profiling me. They decided that I didn't deserve treatment, to continue to be able to work and get an obamacare plan to be able to pay for the tests, a very necessary biopsy, or even to know about these tumors.

 

I am not attempting to trivialize the very unnecessary deaths of the aforementioned victims of police profiling. I am rewriting this article to authenticate that the suffocation of minorities via various forms of oppression & Hitlers Nazi Germany starvation tactics through network-centric warfare (social networking a.k.a. Sovereignty Commissions) is a serious epidemic that has amassed a holocaust via countless deaths adding up to mass genocide. I am a Neurontin/gabapentin Holocaust Survivor perpetuated by U.S. President George W. Bush & University of Missouri Hospital, Green Meadows Clinic, Family Counseling Center & Boone Hospital Center, and millions of other hospitals and prescribers WORLDWIDE (per the Washington Post, Wall Street Journal, Bloomberg Report, Huffington Post, Reuters) climbing in bed with Pfizer Pharmaceuticals for financial kickbacks. I'm sad to say that I have clients who are still being pushed this suicide drug responsible for millions of deaths by Dr. Parks, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P. at Family Health Center. I watched as 9 of my neighbors all tagged as 'Mentally Ill' died on this medication

 

That said I am autistic, with a savant syndrome. It's a 'syndrome' for many reasons. We suffer unimaginable reprisals for regurgitating truths no one cares to hear. I have a passion for humanitarian causes like abolitionism, the abolishment of police profiling, discrimination by anyone especially in any public or federally funded entity like hospitals, etc. All of these get adults & even worse, children killed. There is no bigger atrocity than the untimely death of a child via the hatred & prejudices of allegedly 'educated', licensed, and certified professionals.

  

Here's some 'Autism Speaks' for you...

 

First, I have a very big attitude of gratitude. I have a tremendous success with my investigations, here, in Columbia, MO; Home of the University of Missouri Tigers which is The Capital Seat of the U.S.A.'s Rapist Culture. Very much like Birmingham was to the racist rapist-minded south back in Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.'s days of attempted peaceful protests to assert civil & basic human rights. Even the human right specialists haven't got a clue. I have that on record, several times, with 2. One still works for the local Human Rights Commission. The other had to resign. It's becoming quite obvious as to why.

 

These bigoted rapist racist attitudes falsely & deliberately 'perceived' these assertions as 'aggression' and the authorities that be got violent via 'unnecessary uses of force. They wanted an excuse to act like racist/prejudiced assholes. The same way University Of Missouri Hospital's LCSW Beth O., R.N. Kelly Isaacs, their ASS. Clinical Director Rona, and the rest of the staff did when they put their hands on me for wanting to take 5 seconds to inventory my OTHER electronics after they had sat on the counter unattended for a very long time. "sure, Ms. Moore. Here's your bag... Everything there? Great. Be safe!" A few seconds of diplomacy would have avoided my wrist injury that is still swollen!

 

That same obtuse attitude chosen by LCSW Beth O., Charge Nurse Kelly Isaacs R.N was perpetuated by Rachel Skrall? of the Lois Bryant House whom MO C.A.S.A. Attorney Ruth O.Neill was recorded stating Rachel was 'well connected to the medical community'. Ruth stated, on record, that Rachel made phone calls with concerns about my well-being based on alleged 'aberrant behaviors' on a day that I hadn't even seen Rachel, as she was Jefferson City for her anniversary, and I spent the morning with Ruth and an actual LICENSED E.R. medical doctor. If these child molesting M.U. doctors truly believed that I was in distress they were obligated by law to intervene. They did not. They knew damn well I was fine, Ruth vigorously agreed in front of my friend Julien that I was getting 'Whistleblower Retaliation' for going public about the criminal malpractices & open admitted (on record) discriminations of many licensed 'caregivers' listed below.

 

If my use of the quote "I Can't Breathe" spoken by Eric Garner offends you, then I challenge you to be billed for thousands of dollars worth of criminal medical malpractices, remain in uncontrollable bleeding, swelling, with throbbing pain in your back, rectum, genitals, partial paralysis in that you feel like your legs are made of Jello, periodic urinary & bowel incontinence all from nerve encroachment from tumors in your uterus. It's parallel to these doctors, nurses, and social workers repeatedly smashing me in the crotch & back with a baseball bat. You, too, would do some analysis to make sense of your pain if all you were autistic and all you had was a savant memory to help you cope...

 

So, let the "I Can't Breathe"s' begin.

  

'I can't breathe' to Laura McHugh! That's from an autistic prodigious savant child sex trafficking survivor (me) that's quite pissed that you raped another survivor of her story of repeated brutal rapes, getting her vagina sewn shut & child trafficking. You raped her of her own story because you're not talented enough to come up with YOUR OWN story.

 

On that note, "I can't breathe"! to your publishers Spiegel & Grau, and those major booksellers who sell that piece of shit 'The Weight of Blood' for you. Like amazon.com, Barnes & Noble, Books A Million, Kindle, etc.

 

"I Can't Breathe!" to all the trafficking non-for-profits who are in bed with Laura McHugh. They promote her book, and she makes appearances at their fundraisers. That Makes them, i.e. the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition & Rescue Innocence (both of whom need serious overhauling and attitude adjustments), equally as guilty of exploiting that Lebanon MO trafficking victim as Laura McHugh, her publishers, and those booksellers profiting from the sale of her books. My E.M.D.R. therapist and I discussed the serious & possibly criminal shortcomings of advocates from both of these organizations.

 

"I can't breathe"! To the Orange County Florida Assistant State's Attorneys that gave child rapists Richard Edwin Beasley 30 years probation??? AFTER filing and winning all those motions that guaranteed about 30 years in prison???

 

Beasley, a U.S. Navy trained (Vietnam) child rapist who liked his victims under the age of 5 and preferably in diapers is now doing 20 years because I was the 'U.S. Navy trained special operator' he couldn't outsmart, Scott Rozear Mason - doing 40 years for killing a teen boy because the U.S. Navy Officer probation officer whose life I saved, Pensacola Police department, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, the I.R.S. Criminal Investigations Division, the U.S. Department of Homeland Security, and Orange County Florida States Attorney's profiled their own key witness who infiltrated a criminal organization of pedophiles and made them look like the incompetent neuro-normal non-savants that they are, and decided to bury me and erase me vis Brady Violations as an unpaid autistic savant agent of the state who was immunized from prosecution.

 

Scott Mason's child pornographer & racketeering pedophile father John R. Mason of Pensacola Florida was the money man for that criminal organization. You can read a more formal 'lapdog publishing' Associated Press news account in Pensacola News Journal & Tallahassee Democrat articles. Everyone seems to like mine more, though. I do 'watchdog' publishing with vetted/recorded info.

 

"I Can't Breathe!' to Brandon O'Rourke, a Peoria (Phoenix) AZ & Colorado McDonald's Restaurant franchisee (O'Rourke Investment Group) who threatens false criminal sanctions VIA EMAIL for reporting Title VII & A.D.A. Violations to the E.E.O.C. He openly discriminated against an African American female member of management who was helping me. He also retaliates against under-age females who suffer through sexual harassment on the clock at his store. His GM Amber Mortenson hates the elderly, and anyone of Mexican, Hispanic, or any non-Caucasian nationalities. Amber throws food at their head (they barely spoke English) when they don't make Big Mac's right. That's according to others in the McDonald's at 91st Ave & Union Hills management! The E.E.O.C. didn't hesitate to file charges. A copy of the actual charge can be found in this stream. Just click on the 'Boycott McDonald's Restaurants' tag and you'll see it.

 

"I can't breathe" to Rachel @ Lois Bryant House, who lied her ass off to the medical community to insure that I didn't get proper treatment for my symptoms we now know was caused by these tumors. According to a recorded conversation with attorney Ruth O'Neill, Rachel didn't bother to tell Ruth the truth about my very conservative use of pain meds, and projecting her addiction disorders onto me even though all the evidence was to the contrary.

 

Seeking behaviors and addictions are a necessity for upwardly mobile children & adults. It's what we seek & get addicted to that decides if it's a healthy drive (addiction) or an unhealthy drive (disorder). Read Robert Wright's book 'The Moral Animal'. We choose to be disorderly in seeking destructive/obstructive gratifications or constructive/progressive gratifications. Our choices are based on our formative years.

 

Having a happy & healthy childhood with helpful nurturing adults imprints a seeking/addiction to happy, healthy, helpful, nurturing habits as an adult.

 

The seeking of any narcotic, intoxicating, or mood altering drug by addicts & alcoholics is one extremely popular manifestation of a displacement of seeking the healthy nurturing gratifying behaviors. I say there are no true diseases of addiction. Addictions are inherently necessary for a progressive society. Addictions to drugs, acting out child abuses, acting out adult rape, or any other predatory behaviors, sexual or otherwise are simply manifestations of Stockholm Syndrome or trauma bonding.

 

This is an epidemic in our American Capitalist Economy. Rachel Skrall, probably her friends at Edible Arrangements, and I'm guessing Ruth O'Neil. Another manifestation of the abuses Rachel claims she has survived, is her practice of very unqualified and bad medicine without a license.

 

The very hateful, discriminating, prejudiced, and bigoted Rachel thinks because she has a TEEN BOY the teachers are calling 'gifted', (I saw no evidence of that) that she's qualified to deliberately lie her ass off about this TRULY GIFTED AUTISTIC FEMALE PRODIGIOUS SAVANT because she's jealous of my friendship (understanding) with MO CASA child advocate attorney Ruth O'Neill. That very day that Rachel said I was behaving badly Ruth was visiting very pleasantly with me and inviting me to dog shows. We spent a great deal of the morning discussing my lifes work. So, when I arrived back home, and it was very much a wonderful home to me rat turds, dog sweat funk, and all... and Ruth was visibly upset I knew that Rachel had made her move. She had been angling & posturing for quite some time. Namely after I told her I recorded her beloved Green Meadows Clinics Dr. Hanna Gov-ari's criminal malpractices. And I told her how I so enjoyed the look of horror on Dr. Gov-ari's face when I picked up my blank screened phone, activated the screen and let her see the bouncing mock needle from my audio recorder. The silence was deafening.

 

I believe that this was when Rachel launched her propaganda campaign to starve me out of Columbia by making sure I didn't get the medical care the law provides for. Asst. Clinical Director Rona snitched Rachel out in saying "There's a shelter, here, you can go to..."

 

How'd she know? I signed no releases for them to speak with anyone at any shelter. I told Beth O. expressly that the paralysis and pain made those steps too dangerous for me. I had already fallen from the partial paralysis, and experienced incontinence from it. I told Rachel immediately of the fall, and of my symptoms. She knew about the out-of-control bleeding, searing pelvic, rectal, back and groin pain that shoots down my legs. i was in tears the morning Jeff took me to the hospital.

 

If Rachel were a qualified diagnostician she'd have guessed I had uterine tumors even without the ultrasound the way Beth Sweeney F.N.P. did before she saw the July ultrasound that showed the tumors that all the hospitals & clinics refused to tell me about. Rachel Skrall has a biology degree that probably over 20 years old. Teaches part-time and meddles and snitches on the homeless people FULL-TIME. And it's 'snitching' because it's all BULLSHIT she's made up, or misdiagnosed.

 

For the record: no 'addict' can go day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, of vetted extremely conservative use of pain meds. That's why I insist on my caregivers doing pill counts. It's called 'vetting'. They authenticate my assertions. Addicts have no self-control when it comes to intoxicants, and if they do manage to control themselves, it's very short-lived. I know this because I've been studying the male & female alcoholic & drug addicted child molesters/traffickers for DECADES Most of them are not child sexual abusers. They do let me know who the 'Chester's are, though.

 

"But, Heather, your so S.M.A.R.T.!!!" I've been told.

 

Exactly. As are most R.E.A.L. addicts. Their intelligence is compromised by their addiction D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R.S. True addicts cannot control themselves no matter how smart they are... S.M.A.R.T. is as smart does. Active predatory A.D.D.I.C.T.S. are as active predatory addicts do... They tend to possess linear perceptions that tend to make them believe everyone is as sick, and idiotic as them. I have many educated predatory addicts, like doctors, lawyers, social workers, homeless shelter staff - most of whom claim to be 'recovering' addicts, asserting this logic on audio recordings. Truly recovering addicts & alcoholics KNOW that 'Perception' is not 'reality' and worry about what's going on with themselves... If the addict is still projecting their own sickness into others they are NOT 'recovering'. They are in active addiction, themselves, even if they are not 'imbibing' and are therefore completely out of touch with reality. They are still acting 'insanely' by doing stupid shit, expecting no consequences from doing the stupid shit. Or, trying to hustle their way out of the consequences... I've observed them doing this for decades, as well. They know that they do it...

 

"I can't breathe!" to Boone Hospital Center's Dr. Heredia & Dr. Scott for refusing to tell me about the tumors that were on an emergency ultrasound, ordered for continued severe bleeding, back, rectal, genital, pelvic, & leg pain, and for refusing to refer me to proper gyn specialists, refusing proper treatment, telling me to go back to AZ for treatment, yet, refuse to keep me working so I could afford medical care.

 

They just wanted me gone. Most likely because Kristy, at Edible Arrangements, was apparently worried about getting 'wet' for me when she was about to get married to another bitch. A skinny bitch, I'm a fat bitch, now...

 

"I can't breathe" to the Boone Hospital Center nurse who was just recorded rushing me to lay back, in ungodly pain, and let her shove a catheter in my crotch. She waited until my advocate, a former human rights investigator left the room, but forgot in her agitation that the phone on the floor was RECORDING everything. That's to say she was recorded violating a municipal criminal ordinance, Chapter 12, in a public accommodation that falls under Chapter 12 jurisdiction.

 

Great big "I can't breath!" to University of Missouri MSW LCSW Beth O., Kelly Isaacs R.N., Dr. Ithman, and the E.R. doctors that were unknowingly video recorded deliberately refusing to properly treat per wound care, and antibiotics, for an autistic female they know is colonized with M.R.S.A. because they ran the blood cultures back in 2001. I didn't go into the University of Missouri or Boone Hospital Centers to claim abuse. I went in for standard, minimal help with the autism. I talked to them calmly & respectfully. I went into the toilet to change out the law offices phone batteries (no place to charge it in private) and make sure the audio recording app was getting E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

 

;-D

 

That's what they get for doing an unnecessary 96 committal of an autistic prodigy who had unbearable pain from multiple tumors. I told them to send for Boone's records. If they didn't then that's another form of malpractice. When I told them I was an investigator for attorney's, and friends with a woman I believed was D.O.J. supervisor they wrote me up as psychotic... Now, once I saw a veteran provider, not the student/resident psych, and boldly told him he could listen to a few voicemails he looked a bit piqued, declined, and discharged me from the hospital without antibiotics for the raging cellulosis developed while in their hospital. Told me they'd get me a bus ticket to Kansas "They are good with autism in Kansas" says Dr. Ithman. Even though they have the Thompson Center, here. Not that it's any good...

 

They refused a ticket because Beth O. was recorded bragging about lying to admin, and tried, instead, to get me into a personal staff members car with 2 staff members who were going to drop me off way out of town at a truck stop where the Greyhound stopped, but the Clinical Director refused to document this in my discharge instructions. Instead they falsely wrote that a friend in AZ was sending me a bus ticket. Obviously to cover their asses in case I actually got into that car. The friend they wrote this about was Virginia, the human trafficking investigator, who knows damn well I did no such thing. Didn't even have her new number until I got out.

 

They didn't know I was making audio files with a phone UNDER my double DD's. I didn't tell Virginia that, either. I had to maintain a social firewall between us to be able to do my work. I didn't need her getting worried and intervening & thus blowing my cover. She taught U.S. Navy special forces. She probably ultimately taught me the basics via whomever taught my U.S. Navy father during Vietnam.

 

I just took it to a different level before i was a teenager... Prodigiously. Now, the feds have ALMOST caught up. They got the basics by sending in feds to hospitals, homeless shelters, and drug treatment clinics and present with what looks like a valid needs for services. Now, I need to teach them how to do multiple interviews and rapid mathematics applications. Virginia is smart enough to get it, and teach it.

 

Now, back to my "I can't breathe!"s...

 

That big M.U. Tigers "I can't breathe" also applies to Green Meadows Clinics Dr.'s Hanna Gov-ari & Alicia Ludden who were also recorded refusing to keep me working, examine, order tests, imaging, or previous medical records to find out about the tumors...

 

The doctors are going to blame Kristy L. Jacoby, or Rachel Skrall? at the rodent infested Lois Bryant House. Rachel eats Cheetos in bed while she plays on her iPad, and iPhone, and then bitches about the mice in her bed. The house is literally covered in mouse turds. And stinks like funky ass dog sweat. I had safer, more sanitary sleeping conditions on the church porch during my street investigation that got a missing 15 year old boy identified as a trafficking victim. I emailed a contact at CPD, and Ruth. He was. trafficked by St. Louis, and his junkie side-kick the bullshit 'rape' victim K2 Junkie 'Baby' (Barbara) who everyone refused to fuck because she refused to bathe. That pussy was cuttin' up, too. As was her breath.

 

Anyway, Kristy & Rachel will blame each other. After they've all snitched each other out, and they and the doctors have all confessed to malpractices via trying to blame me somehow (the audio is going to prove priceless, here) they'll all write me checks. They'll do like Rachel and say my autism affect made them feel threatened, or they saw 'aberrant behavior' which is all based on their prejudices & bigotry. The same way white folks felt threatened by 'negro's' back in the day, saying stupid shit about how they smelled, and sweated profusely, as a reason to make them drink from different water fountains, use different bathrooms, and set at the back of the bus. Again, Podunk perceptions are not reality. I hope Adam Kruse, the investigator at the City of Columbia Mayors office educates himself before he takes emotional sides with this popular perception against protected persons with autism & savant syndrome, makes excuses for the offenders, again, and has to recuse himself as the investigator of my complaints of discrimination against Harbor Freight Tools, Boone Hospital Center, and unlicensed landlord Katy Young (107 Anderson St) who thinks that she is entitled to a $186. accidental over-payment because I'm autistic.

 

If I were a white male, they'd be placing a Nobel Prize around my neck. But, I'm a homosexual female...

 

Kristy had a responsibility to actually examine ME. Like Dr. Gov-ari , Dr. Alicia Ludden, and Dr. Megan Cates, Kristy refused. I tried to tell her the truth and save face. She refused to pick up the phone. So, "I didn't know" isn't a valid excuse. Willful ignorance is a deliberate choice. Apparently she was afraid she'd smile, beam, giggle, and bite her bottom lip at me, and get wet like she used to 16 1/2 years ago. I don't care how Podunk or how old her degree is, Kristy is smart enough to know that 16 1/2 years, and love letters from a prodigious social activist isn't enough to make a sound clinical decision.

 

Kristy L. Jacoby was about to get married into a 'Keeping up with the Jones' LGBT wedding with a baby head shrink with the ass the size of a 13 year old who tweets stupid shit.

 

If Kristy shot her mouth off, she also violated H.I.P.A.A., since she chose a 'clinical' approach. But, not... No exam, no claim of a clinical evaluation. However, she chose to maintain a clinical approach so she chose to violate H.I.P.A.A.

 

Regardless of her possible colossal fuck-ups, and Rachel's for-sure fuck-ups per recorded statements from attorney Ruth O'Neill, these physicians had an obligation to do a thorough evaluation, examination, and make a proper diagnosis based on current MEDICAL EVIDENCE. They charged me for having done this, yet the audio, and LACK of tests, ultrasounds, etc. prove they fraudulently charged me. Then they stuck a stamp on it and dropped it into the U.S.P.S. postal service. That made it federal criminal offenses. Besides the Chapter 12 criminal A.D.A. Violations.

 

Kristy's indiscretions were in the interest of preserving the integrity of her marriage. Therefore her fuck-ups are forgiven. I'd certainly defend my marriage to her, or any future female, passionately, regardless of who got pissed. It's not forgotten because I'm setting on multiple unbiopsied tumors many months later because of their mouths, malpractices, discrimination's, and Podunk understandings & projections. Kristy never could 'hold her nuts' when it came to me... Here, she would argue "That was 16 1/2 years ago! I was only 28 and you were a super-cute prodigy!"

 

Exactly my point.

 

Kristy likely based her 'evaluations' on bogus Intel she was fed over a DECADE AND A HALF ago. Plus, from '98-2005 I was forced to take the now famous criminally marketed (they plead guilty) suicide drug Neurontin, now called gabapentin. Kristy knows this. I wrote to her about it, and discussed it on the phone with her BEFORE Temple Grandin lectured about it on YouTube.

 

Even WITH the bullshit letters ( to maintain my cover) she was still obligated to do a thorough evaluation before making any clinical assertions. She acted on 16 1/2 year old BAD Intel from when we were young, dumb, and full of come... Or I was full of forced Neurontin by The Family Counseling Center doctors. Probably because their staff KNEW I was following 3 child sex trafficking drug addicted/trafficking mothers through the systems that they manipulate. Robin McCartney complained that I was lying to the junkies... "They don't deserve to be lied to..." Robin says.

 

"They lie to each other all fucking day long, lie to you & the rest of the staff all fucking day long, and let their dealers molest their kids, and lie about that, too! They don't deserve my respect, my trust, or for me to turn a blind eye to protect them.. Y.O.U. have to protect them. I do not. I have kids to protect..."

 

"Let's talk about that... Why you use your talents to protect children..."

 

And we did.

 

When these physicians/social workers roll on Kristy & Rachel, as I don't see them writing me personal checks to save Rachel & Kristy's asses. Even though she, and her wife Kristen Clark, has likely sat on most of these doctors faces. Possibly at the same time. I dubbed Kristy as the most beautiful, and sexiest woman on the planet. That was based on when she made smart decisions. She screwed the pooch on that. She climbed into her prejudices, ignorance, and climbed up Kristen Clark's teeny weeny teenager ass and thereby hogtied the entire medical community over a piece of pussy. I never dubbed Kristy to be the smartest woman on the planet.

 

COMO has a couple of other females that could qualify as 'Most Beautiful Woman on The Planet'. Or 'Sexiest Woman On The Planet'... But, one must be S.M.A.R.T. to qualify.

 

S.M.A.R.T. is as S.M.A.R.T. does.

 

S.MA.R.T. doesn't mean perfect. S.M.A.R.T. is making innocent mistakes and rapidly repairing the situation... Not perpetuating the same idiotic & obtuse behavior, repeating the same stupid shit, albeit different approaches, and expecting different results. Which sounds like addictive behavior, per the literature on it... Those who see addictive behaviors in everyone are usually linear thinkers with addiction disorders.

 

I see happy, healthy, smart, well-meaning, ethical people. In everyone. Like myself, and my best friends Darla, and Virginia. Whom I get along with perfectly.

 

It's only after individuals have repeatedly done S.T.U.P.I.D. shit, unapologetically, that the sum total of their actions & inaction's, add up to something sick, morbid, junkie-like, etc. At that point, depending on the amount of damage, collateral damages, and potentially irreparable harm that these fucking bozos cause (usually formally educated rednecks-lesbians included) I start low, and come high with my systems analysis. By the time I'm half-way up their begging me to stop. However, unlike them I do nothing half-assed. I complete the tasks they have pushed me into, despite their pleas for mercy, and dispense social justices as I damn well see fit.

 

Otherwise known as 'giving them a taste of their own medicine'.

 

'Revenge' isn't the motivator. Making the offenders recoil, motivating them to change their approach, and thus 'correcting' their destructive behaviors is the ultimate goal. I was trained to be a U.S. Navy Officer as a child. I was married to a corrections officer for about a decade. Whom I never 'cheated' on. Females have a tendency to periodically change the definition of 'cheating' for me... My prodigious passion brings a superhuman dynamic with it. Good times! So, when I'm told "Heather! Quit!" I just look pitiful and say, "Yes, Dear, now please set on my face..."

 

;-D

 

I'll own that piece of shit honeymoon cottage, decorated by Bed Bath & Beyond that Edible Arrangements 'Fruit Designer' (per Vox Magazine) Kristy L. Jacoby & Kristen Clark borrowed $130,000 from Flat Branch Mortgage to buy? Or flip? Kristy has been associated with several properties. Another with a Melissa K. Phelps. Anyway, I'll sell it, and build two much bigger custom homes. Plus have about $20K for decorating, which I'll do myself, via up-cycled art, & furniture, that I make. I'll then let her and her wifey-poo live in one.

 

If my new wife let's me. I am not remarried, however, I will be before I start building houses regardless of how much cash I have accumulated in an untouchable trust account from multiple settlements.

 

A huge chunk of which was going to go to the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition IF they cut all ties to Laura McHugh. However, they have two volunteers who don't seem to grasp the concept of boundaries, retaliate against whistleblowers when they get recorded doing criminal misrepresentations for the sake of personal glory, and ask for donations for fraudulent & personal purposes. That retaliation that I recorded counts as discrimination. One moved from Rescue Innocence, to CMSHTC. That had been planned by another dilettante volunteer, according to her. She was recorded stating as much. That 'manipulative' angling in organizations promising help to survivors really pisses me off. Yet, one CMSHTC advocate was recorded stating that we survivors "are so manipulative"

 

Oh! Really? That would be the pot calling the kettle black.

 

I damn sure won't hear that "We are all on the same team..." "We are all working towards the same goal..." manipulative horseshit. I've been creating exits for several decades longer than CMSHTC has been in existence. Longer than many of them have been born onto this planet. I've certainly made more in the way of personal sacrifices. I sacrificed personal relationships, lovers, friends, my civil liberties, housing, food, cold water, MY own personal safety to insure the safety of children and cops, not to mention a glorious career as a lecturer, mathematics prodigy, physician, attorney, musician, vocalist, and anything else I may have done had I NOT survived child sex trafficking. Teammates are as teammates DO. If you're doing stupid, criminal shit for personal rewards that compromises the integrity of a team that is responsible for the lives of children & adults who've had enough of that shit already then YOU are the selfish 'I' that doesn't exist in word T.E.A.M. At that point, I will assert the 'I' that exists in Team Captain and set your ass straight for the benefit of my 'kids'.

  

Oh! Yes! Let's not forget to say "I can't breathe!" to the 90% H.U.D. funded Salvation Army's Harbor House who was repeatedly recorded attempting to steal clients medications, actually stealing clients meds ON CAMERA in a locked room only staff had access to, ASS. Director Dele Williams, Director Brenda Stanek, Caseworkers Crackhead Tammy & M.S.W. Renita, and some pregnant idiot for retaliating ON RECORD against autistic clients for asserting A.D.A. violations & reporting successful criminal drug diversion by staff...

 

"I can't breathe!", again, to Kristy L. Jacoby (but you can still set on my face if I'm still single when you get froggy), your wife (the oral sex invitation does NOT extend to her as I am not a pederast,) and an "I can't breathe!" to Edible Arrangements drunken driving owner Krista M. Davis. A future head shrink at that who used the money made from you idiots purchasing disgustingly overpriced fruit to buy her way out of felony convictions & prison time.

 

Oh, yeah, "I can't breathe", too, Dr. Megan Cates, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P., and the suicide drug gabapentin pushing Dr. Parks at Family Health Center. Cates & Hartigan, both of whom refused to do proper GYN evaluations, on record, and know absolutely nothing about autism. They both PROUDLY subscribe to the rapist culture approaches, Nazi style propaganda campaigns, ISIS terrorist tactics, and K.K.K. attitudes perpetuated by University of Missouri. They both seem to believe everything, and NOTHING, the drug companies tell them.

 

I will let Chris do my breast exam. I won't have to worry about ejaculating in my shorts when he puts his hands on my boobs... He's too fucking ugly to make my G-spot swell up, and collapse around my Skene's gland... Not that it would matter, he's probably never seen female ejaculate as he most likely has no idea how to get a woman relaxed enough to get aroused enough to get an erect G-spot. He's too fucking stoned on gabapentin...

 

These police and doctors do get lot's of sensitivity training, and standard operating procedures & policies do demand that safety is first. A proper approach would have been:

 

"Hi! Mr. Garner. How are you, today? I see you're in distress, do you need any medical attention? Can we get some paramedics here for you? Can we do, or not do anything, to assist your breathing discomfort in any way?"

 

I know there are those who fake symptoms, however, those of us with real medical issues don't have to pay for the stupid crap that others do! Protocol advises that you err on the side of caution.

 

As a very skilled interviewer/investigator I know that if you err on the side of caution they eventually stop the faking of the symptoms, calm down, and cooperate with proper, respectful approaches. That's one of the many reasons I was immunized, and made an agent of the Law Offices of Chad Cronon J.D., amongst other juris doctorates he introduced me to. They picked up where he left off due to 'personal' issues. Chad's a gifted legal scholar, and specialist in A.D.A. and the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action. Chad got his masters in Birmingham...

   

Amongst a myriad of other special achievements, Virginia taught Special Warfare. I believe she must have taught my father. She said he may have just read a lot of books... There were no publications for the general public on Naval Special Warfare until 1982. It wasn't a comprehensive publication.

 

I was born in 1970. I was using the special intelligence concepts to out maneuver my abusive environment before that book was published. I doubt that such a book was even available at our Podunk Marshall MO public library. My father's reading habits went no further than gunsmith instruction manuals. He didn't really read much of of anything.

 

So, she inadvertently trained me. That's probably why my defense systems were worthless around her. I worshiped her immediately. I would love to write her biography. I think my passion for her special skills would make me perfect to immortalize her in a biography for women, and human in general, to learn from.

 

I am learning how to properly present my theory that human/child trafficking, discrimination, popular prejudices, some police practices, and other popular aspects of U.S. culture, as forms of terrorism. These produce mass genocides reminiscent of Hitler's Nazi Germany. The Nazi's learned from us... Per Hermann Goering who was Hitlers Second in Command.

 

IN CONGRESS, JULY 4, 1776

 

The Unanimous Declaration of the Thirteen United States of America

 

Our 'Declaration of Independence'

 

"When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation.

 

We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, — That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness. Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and accordingly all experience hath shewn that mankind are more disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed. But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security."

  

The fact that Eric proclaimed that the ongoing abuses of police profiling/discriminations/retaliations "ends today" means that Eric Garner bravely gave his life for the cause of equality. He was assassinated by the police officer who refused to reasonably accommodate his medical disabilities in retaliation for asserting discriminations/profiling by N.Y.P.D. Eric is right up there with Jesus Christ (fighting for freedoms), Abraham Lincoln, JFK, MLK, Bobby Kennedy, Medgar Evers, Malcolm X. Muhammad Ali, Rosa Parks, MLK, Elvis Presley, Maya Angelou, Angela B. Davis, Harriet Tubman, and so many others also chose to go against the police/unfair laws, and risk going to jail, in their fights for equality. .

 

I put off watching the video because I knew I would very much relate to it as an LGBT autistic F.E.M.A.L.E. of Irish & Native American descent. The 'Trail of Tears' is far from over for any of us... This article is dedicated in loving memory to Eric Garner, Michael Brown, Trayvon Martin, and Matthew A. Nestle all of whom died very recently as a direct result of discriminations and police profiling. Their deaths were very brutal & unnecessary. Since I too, have damn near died as a result of these same bigoted attitudes because I am an autistic savant, I extend my prodigious condolences to the surviving families of Eric Garner, Michael Brown, Matthew A Nestle, and Trayvon Martin.

 

I am too ill to go to the beautiful New York City wearing an I CAN'T BREATHE t-shirt to stand in peaceful protest. I am bedridden with excruciating pelvic, back and pain in places you'd shudder to know about because of multiple uterine tumors. I had medicated, and sat in my recliner, and said to myself "I hurt so bad I CAN'T BREATHE!" The autism makes the pain even more ungodly because it's another form of sensory overload. This causes rapid heart rate, or tachycardia. This makes breathing very uncomfortable. I have two inhalers that I have to use. With the savant syndrome, the pain triggers a satellite view of the memories of why I still have the tumors inside of me in the first place...

 

These tumors were deliberately untreated because of police, doctor, homeless shelter staff, and social workers profiling me. They decided that I didn't deserve treatment, to continue to be able to work and get an obamacare plan to be able to pay for the tests, a very necessary biopsy, or even to know about these tumors.

 

I am not attempting to trivialize the very unnecessary deaths of the aforementioned victims of police profiling. I am rewriting this article to authenticate that the suffocation of minorities via various forms of oppression & Hitlers Nazi Germany starvation tactics through network-centric warfare (social networking a.k.a. Sovereignty Commissions) is a serious epidemic that has amassed a holocaust via countless deaths adding up to mass genocide. I am a Neurontin/gabapentin Holocaust Survivor perpetuated by U.S. President George W. Bush, Pfizer Pharmaceuticals, and University of Missouri Hospital, Green Meadows Clinic, Family Counseling Center & Boone Hospital Center, and millions of other hospitals and prescribers WORLDWIDE (per the Washington Post, Wall Street Journal, Bloomberg Report, Huffington Post, Reuters) climbing in bed with Pfizer Pharmaceuticals for financial kickbacks. I'm sad to say that I have clients who are still being pushed this suicide drug responsible for millions of deaths by Dr. Parks, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P. at Family Health Center. I watched as 9 of my neighbors all tagged as 'Mentally Ill' died on this medication

 

That said I am autistic, Aspergers, with a savant syndrome. It's a 'syndrome' for many reasons. We suffer unimaginable reprisals for regurgitating truths no one cares to hear. I have a passion for humanitarian causes like abolitionism, the abolishment of police profiling, discrimination by anyone especially in any public or federally funded entity like hospitals, etc. All of these get adults & even worse, children killed. There is no bigger atrocity than the untimely death of a child via the hatred & prejudices of allegedly 'educated', licensed, and certified professionals. Here's some 'Autism Speaks' for you...

 

I have a tremendous success with my investigations, here, in Columbia, MO; Home of the University of Missouri Tigers which is The Capital Seat of the U.S.A.'s Racist & Rapist Culture based on misinterpretations of Christ's teachings. The same way the K.K.K. did. This is very much like Birmingham was to the racist rapist-minded Deep South back in Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.'s days of attempted peaceful protests to assert civil & basic human rights. This attitude is possessed by women, as well. I have lots of audio of it. Here, even the human right specialists haven't got a clue. I have that on record, several times.

 

These bigoted rapist racist attitudes falsely & deliberately 'perceived' these assertions as 'aggression' and the authorities that be got violent via 'unnecessary uses of force. They wanted an excuse to act like racist/prejudiced rednecks. The same way University Of Missouri Hospital's LCSW Beth O., R.N. Kelly Isaacs, their ASS. Clinical Director Rona, and the rest of the staff did when they put their hands on me for wanting to take 5 seconds to inventory my OTHER electronics after they had sat on the counter unattended for a very long time. "sure, Ms. Moore. Here's your bag... Everything there? Great. Be safe!" A few seconds of diplomacy would have made things easier for everyone. Instead, she stayed in her emotions, and bigotry and said "Get her out of here." The audio will reveal that I was not being unreasonable, disorderly, or disrespectful in any way.

 

That same obtuse attitude chosen by LCSW Beth O., Charge Nurse Kelly Isaacs R.N (Kristy's former coworker) was perpetuated by Rachel Skrall? of the Lois Bryant House whom MO C.A.S.A. Attorney Ruth O.Neill was recorded stating Rachel was 'well connected to the medical community'. Ruth stated, on record, that Rachel made phone calls with concerns about my well-being based on alleged 'aberrant behaviors' on a day that I hadn't even seen Rachel, as she was Jefferson City for her anniversary, and I spent the morning with Ruth and an actual LICENSED E.R. medical doctor. If these child molesting M.U. doctors truly believed that I was in distress they were obligated by law to intervene. They did not. They knew damn well I was fine, Ruth vigorously agreed in front of my friend Julien that I was getting 'Whistleblower Retaliation' for going public about the criminal malpractices & open admitted (on record) discriminations of many licensed 'caregivers' listed below.

 

If my use of the quote I CAN'T BREATHE spoken by Eric Garner offends you, then I challenge you to be billed for thousands of dollars worth of criminal medical malpractices, remain in uncontrollable bleeding, swelling, with throbbing pain in your back, rectum, genitals, partial paralysis in that you feel like your legs are made of Jello, periodic urinary & bowel incontinence all from nerve encroachment from tumors in your uterus. It's parallel to these doctors, nurses, and social workers repeatedly smashing me in the crotch & back with a baseball bat. You, too, would do some analysis to make sense of your pain if all you were autistic and all you had was a savant memory to help you cope...

 

For the record, 'nice' has nothing to do with being a hateful rapist/racist. Richard Beasley & Scott Rozear Mason were both exceptionally smart, nice, and liked by many. Smooth operators. Both of them. As were the Orange County States Attorney's Kim Mann & Karen Bankowitz who are guilty of the Brady Violations that gave him grounds for appeal on the 20 year prison sentence that I got for him. Beasley targeted drug addicted & alcoholic mothers of TODDLERS, got these women high, then when they made a drug run, or passed out on Xanax he molested their baby's and took Polaroids while he sexually molested them. Orange County gave this U.S. Navy trained sexual predator 30 years probation even though he caught 17 new similar charges in Polk Co. MO while he was R.O.R.'d on 2 counts of child molestation.

 

Scott Rozear Mason was trafficking an 11 year old child to him. When I found out-Mason got drunk and slipped up letting the cat out of the bag, I became the subordinate as an unpaid agent for Glen Harris, Beasley's U.S. Navy Officer & FL Dept. of Corrections Sex Offender Specialist. Within days they had threatened Harris's life, and I made him aware of it so he could do a safe capture when they were going to hide the child on Thanksgiving 2010. I took orders, and he made decisions, including that of a warrantless arrest of Beasley, based on my intel.

  

I CAN'T BREATHE to Laura McHugh! That's from an autistic prodigious savant child sex trafficking survivor (me) that's quite pissed that you raped another survivor of her story of repeated brutal rapes, getting her vagina sewn shut & child trafficking. You raped her of her own story because you're not talented enough to come up with YOUR OWN story.

 

On that note, I CAN'T BREATHE to your publishers Spiegel & Grau, and those major booksellers who sell that piece of shit 'The Weight of Blood' for you. Like amazon.com, Barnes & Noble, Books A Million, Kindle, etc.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to all the trafficking non-for-profits who are in bed with Laura McHugh. They promote her book, and she makes appearances at their fundraisers. That Makes them, i.e. the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition & Rescue Innocence (both of whom need serious overhauling and attitude adjustments), equally as guilty of exploiting that Lebanon MO trafficking victim as Laura McHugh, her publishers, and those booksellers profiting from the sale of her books. My E.M.D.R. therapist and I discussed the serious & possibly criminal shortcomings of advocates from both of these organizations.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE To the Orange County Florida Assistant State's Attorneys that gave child rapists Richard Edwin Beasley 30 years probation??? AFTER filing and winning all those motions that guaranteed him about 30 years in prison??? 1o years earlier they let him walk on 60+ R.I.C.O. Violations. but, he was 'white'. If Beasley had been black he'd have never walked on the R.I.C.O. charges and been serving 40 years just like his partners that he rolled on, and testified against, for the walk.

 

Beasley, a U.S. Navy trained (Vietnam) child rapist who liked his victims under the age of 5 and preferably in diapers is now doing 20 years because I was the 'U.S. Navy trained special operator' he couldn't outsmart, Scott Rozear Mason - doing 40 years for killing a teen boy because the U.S. Navy Officer probation officer whose life I saved, Pensacola Police department, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, the I.R.S. Criminal Investigations Division, the U.S. Department of Homeland Security, and Orange County Florida States Attorney's profiled their own key witness who infiltrated a criminal organization of pedophiles and made them look like the incompetent neuro-normal non-savants that they are, and decided to bury me and erase me vis Brady Violations as an unpaid autistic savant agent of the state who was immunized from prosecution.

 

Scott Mason's child pornographer & racketeering pedophile father John R. Mason of Pensacola Florida was the money man for that criminal organization. You can read a more formal 'lapdog publishing' Associated Press news account in Pensacola News Journal & Tallahassee Democrat articles. Everyone seems to like mine more, though. I do 'watchdog' publishing with vetted/recorded in this stream.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to Brandon O'Rourke, a Peoria (Phoenix) AZ & Colorado McDonald's Restaurant franchisee (O'Rourke Investment Group) who threatens false criminal sanctions VIA EMAIL for reporting Title VII & A.D.A. Violations to the E.E.O.C. He openly discriminated against an African American female member of management who was helping me. He also retaliates against under-age females who suffer through sexual harassment on the clock at his store. His GM Amber Mortenson hates the elderly, and anyone of Mexican, Hispanic, or any non-Caucasian nationalities. Amber throws food at their head (they barely spoke English) when they don't make Big Mac's right. That's according to others in the McDonald's at 91st Ave & Union Hills management! The E.E.O.C. didn't hesitate to file charges. A copy of the actual charge can be found in this stream. Just click on the 'Boycott McDonald's Restaurants' tag and you'll see it.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to Rachel Skrall? at Lois Bryant House, who lied her ass off to the medical community to insure that I didn't get proper treatment for my symptoms we now know were caused by these tumors. According to a recorded conversation with attorney Ruth O'Neill, Rachel didn't bother to tell Ruth the truth about my very conservative use of pain meds, and projecting her addiction disorders onto me even though all the evidence was to the contrary. Seeking behaviors and addictions are a necessity for upwardly mobile children & adults. It's what we seek & get addicted to that decides if it's a healthy drive (addiction) or an unhealthy drive (disorder). Read Robert Wright's book 'The Moral Animal', or Dean Ornish's 'Love & Survival'. People choose to be disorderly in seeking destructive/obstructive gratifications or constructive/progressive gratifications. Our choices are based on our formative years, and other variables such as autism, savant syndrome, male, female, race, ethnicity, and the varying cultures that go with religion. ethnicity, & nationality.

 

Personally, I am addicted to safety, freedom, affection, family-like environments, whether it be with a 'companion' or friends, art, music, learning, progress, and creating exits for abused children, or social justice for abused adults. Having a happy & healthy childhood with helpful nurturing adults imprints a seeking/addiction to happy, healthy, helpful, nurturing habits as an adult. I was an autistic female savant child prodigy who was subjected to severe abuses & trafficking by my parents. God (Love) made sure I had powerful interventions that exposed me to the safe, warm, loving environments that I passionately sought to create for other kids.

 

The seeking of any narcotic, intoxicating, or mood altering drug by disorderly addicts & alcoholics is one extremely popular manifestation of a displacement of seeking the healthy nurturing gratifying behaviors. I say there are no true 'diseases' of addiction. There are chemical dependencies that are easily remedied so long as there are no behavioral, or addiction disorders that are the cause or that are accompanying the medical condition.

 

Addictions are inherently necessary for a progressive society. Addictions to drugs, acting out child abuses, acting out adult rape, or any other predatory behaviors, sexual or otherwise are simply manifestations of Stockholm Syndrome or trauma bonding. This is an epidemic in our American Capitalist Economy. Rachel Skrall, probably her friends at Edible Arrangements, and I'm guessing Ruth O'Neil. Another manifestation of the abuses Rachel claims she has survived, is her practice of very unqualified and bad medicine without a license.

 

The very hateful, discriminating, prejudiced, and bigoted Rachel thinks because she has a TEEN BOY the teachers are calling 'gifted', (I saw no evidence of that) that she's qualified to deliberately lie her ass off about this TRULY GIFTED AUTISTIC FEMALE PRODIGIOUS SAVANT because she's jealous of my friendship (understanding) with MO CASA child advocate attorney Ruth O'Neill. That very day that Rachel said I was behaving badly Ruth was visiting very pleasantly with me and inviting me to dog shows. We spent a great deal of the morning discussing my lifes work. So, when I arrived back home, and it was very much a wonderful home to me rat turds, dog sweat funk, and all... and Ruth was visibly upset I knew that Rachel had made her move. She had been angling & posturing for quite some time. Namely after I told her I recorded her beloved Green Meadows Clinics Dr. Hanna Gov-ari's criminal malpractices. And I told her how I so enjoyed the look of horror on Dr. Gov-ari's face when I picked up my blank screened phone, activated the screen and let her see the bouncing mock needle from my audio recorder. The silence was deafening. To see that look on her hateful face was priceless. When I get the settlement check, then I'll rest. Probably in a bed with a cute chick (my age) with big green eyes, and a great behind...

 

I believe that Rachel launched her propaganda campaign to starve me out of Columbia, by making sure I didn't get the medical care the law provides for, in retaliation for making this recording. Asst. Clinical Director Rona snitched Rachel out in saying "There's a shelter, here, you can go to..."

 

How'd she know? I signed no releases for them to speak with anyone at any shelter. I told Beth O. expressly that the paralysis and pain made those steps too dangerous for me. I had already fallen from the partial paralysis, and experienced incontinence from it. I told Rachel immediately of the fall, and of my symptoms. She knew about the out-of-control bleeding, searing pelvic, rectal, back and groin pain that shoots down my legs. i was in tears the morning Jeff took me to the hospital.

 

If Rachel were a qualified diagnostician she'd have guessed I had uterine tumors even without the ultrasound the way Beth Sweeney F.N.P. did before she saw the July ultrasound that showed the tumors that all the hospitals & clinics refused to tell me about. Rachel Skrall has a biology degree that probably over 20 years old. Teaches part-time and meddles and snitches on the homeless people FULL-TIME. And it's 'snitching' because it's all BULLSHIT she's made up, or misdiagnosed.

 

For the record: no 'addict' can go day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, of vetted extremely conservative use of pain meds despite medically evident crippling pain. I just spoke with a friend in Orlando. She remembers me being taken to the hospital by ambulance because of paralysis from these tumors back in November 2012. That's when I was given tramadol for the crippling pain by Florida Hospital. No ultrasound, no proper GYN work-up. I was 'homeless'. I took half a 50mg tablet of tramadol twice a day. At Chad's I had to take more because he kept me running this way and that, as his other investigator said he does, and had he known about the tumors, and that the Orange County A.S.A.'s sent me to prison as an autistic prodigy with crippling uterine tumors, heads would have fucking rolled. BCSO sent me for a CT scan because of these same symptoms that caused me to fall 3 times. Beth Sweeney FNP is sending for that CT scan results. It may prove that I went to prison with tumors.

 

Chad's my crazy brave little brother. This is why I insist on my caregivers doing pill counts. It's called 'vetting'. They authenticate my assertions. Addicts have no self-control when it comes to intoxicants, and if they do manage to control themselves, it's very short-lived. I know this because I've been studying the male & female alcoholic & drug addicted child molesters/traffickers for DECADES Most of them are not child sexual abusers. They do let me know who the 'Chester's' are, though.

 

"But, Heather, you're so S.M.A.R.T.!!!" I've been told.

 

Exactly. As are almost all individuals with R.E.A.L. addiction disorders. Their intelligence is compromised by their addiction D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R.S. True addicts cannot control themselves no matter how smart they are... S.M.A.R.T. is as smart does. Active disorderly predatory A.D.D.I.C.T.S. are as active disorderly predatory addicts do... They tend to possess linear perceptions that tend to make them believe everyone is as sick, and idiotic as them. I have many educated predatory addicts, like doctors, lawyers, social workers, homeless shelter staff - most of whom claim to be 'recovering' addicts, asserting this logic on audio recordings. Truly recovering addicts & alcoholics KNOW that 'Perception' is not 'reality' and worry about what's going on with themselves... If the addict is still projecting their own sickness into others they are NOT 'recovering'. They are in active addiction, themselves, even if they are not 'imbibing' and are therefore completely out of touch with reality. They are still acting 'insanely' by doing stupid shit, expecting no consequences from doing the stupid shit. Or, trying to hustle their way out of the consequences... I've observed them doing this for decades, as well. They know that they do it...

 

Also, for the record, the sweetest, smartest, most passionate & warm people I know are recovered (A.A. Big Book specialists highlight the word 'recovered') from chemical addictions. They are my most avid supporters and do not hesitate to stick their necks out to assist me. All of my attorney's are 'recovered' from alcoholic/addiction disorders. They are all survivors of child sex trafficking.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to Boone Hospital Center's Dr. Heredia & Dr. Scott for refusing to tell me about the tumors that were on an emergency ultrasound, ordered for continued severe bleeding, back, rectal, genital, pelvic, & leg pain, and for refusing to refer me to proper gyn specialists, refusing proper treatment, telling me to go back to AZ for treatment, yet, refuse to keep me working so I could afford medical care.

 

They just wanted me gone. Most likely because Kristy, at Edible Arrangements, was apparently worried about giggling, cooing, beaming, biting her bottom lip longingly & getting 'wet' for me when she was about to get married to another bitch. A skinny bitch, I'm a fat bitch, now... And they're all probably pissed that I have gone public about their passive role in my investigation into 3 drug addicted women that were trafficking their children and who were exploiting the programs at McCambridge Center for Women.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to the Boone Hospital Center nurse who was just recorded rushing me to lay back, in ungodly pain, and let her shove a catheter in my crotch. She waited until my advocate, a former human rights investigator left the room, but forgot in her agitation that the phone on the floor was RECORDING everything. That's to say she was recorded violating a municipal criminal ordinance, Chapter 12, in a public accommodation that falls under Chapter 12 jurisdiction.

 

Great big I CAN'T BREATHE to University of Missouri MSW LCSW Beth O., Kelly Isaacs R.N., Dr. Ithman, and the E.R. doctors that were unknowingly video recorded deliberately refusing to properly treat per wound care, and antibiotics, for an autistic female they know is colonized with M.R.S.A. because they ran the blood cultures back in 2001. I didn't go into the University of Missouri or Boone Hospital Centers to claim abuse. I went in for standard, minimal help with the autism. I talked to them calmly & respectfully. I went into the toilet to change out the law offices phone batteries (no place to charge it in private) and make sure the audio recording app was getting E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

 

;-D

 

That's what they get for doing an unnecessary 96 committal of an autistic prodigy who had unbearable pain from multiple tumors. I told them to send for Boone's records. If they didn't then that's another form of malpractice. When I told them I was an investigator for attorney's, and friends with a woman I believed was D.O.J. supervisor they wrote me up as psychotic... Now, once I saw a veteran provider, not the student/resident psych, and boldly told him he could listen to a few voicemails he looked a bit piqued, declined, and discharged me from the hospital without antibiotics for the raging cellulosis developed while in their hospital. Told me they'd get me a bus ticket to Kansas "They are good with autism in Kansas" says Dr. Ithman. Even though they have the Thompson Center, here. Not that it's any good...

 

They refused a ticket because Beth O. was recorded bragging about lying to admin, and tried, instead, to get me into a personal staff members car with 2 staff members who were going to drop me off way out of town at a truck stop where the Greyhound stopped, but the Clinical Director refused to document this in my discharge instructions. Instead they falsely wrote that a friend in AZ was sending me a bus ticket. Obviously to cover their asses in case I actually got into that car. The friend they wrote this about was Virginia, the human trafficking investigator, who knows damn well I did no such thing. Didn't even have her new number until I got out.

 

They didn't know I was making audio files with a phone UNDER my double DD's. I didn't tell Virginia that, either. I had to maintain a social firewall between us to be able to do my work. I didn't need her getting worried and intervening & thus blowing my cover. She taught U.S. Navy special forces. She probably ultimately taught me the basics via whomever taught my U.S. Navy father during Vietnam.

 

I just took it to a different level before I was a teenager... Prodigiously. Now, the feds have ALMOST caught up. They got the basics by sending in feds to hospitals, homeless shelters, and drug treatment clinics and present with what looks like a valid needs for services. Now, I need to teach them how to do multiple interviews and rapid mathematics applications. Virginia is smart enough to get it, and teach it.

 

Now, back to my I CAN'T BREATHE's

 

That big M.U. Tigers also applies to I CAN'T BREATHE Green Meadows Clinics Dr.'s Hanna Gov-ari & Alicia Ludden who were also recorded refusing to keep me working, examine, order tests, imaging, or previous medical records to find out about the tumors...

 

The doctors are going to blame Kristy L. Jacoby, or Rachel Skrall? at the rodent infested Lois Bryant House. Rachel eats Cheetos in bed while she plays on her iPad, and iPhone, and then bitches about the mice in her bed. The house is literally covered in mouse T.U.R.D.S. And stinks like funky ass dog sweat. I had safer, more sanitary sleeping conditions on the church porch during my street investigation that got a missing 15 year old boy identified as a trafficking victim. I emailed a contact at CPD, and Ruth. He was. trafficked by St. Louis, and his junkie side-kick the bullshit 'rape' victim K2 Junkie 'Baby' (Barbara) who everyone refused to fuck because she refused to bathe. That pussy was cuttin' up, too. As was her breath.

 

Anyway, Kristy & Rachel will blame each other. After they've all snitched each other out, and they and the doctors have all confessed to malpractices via trying to blame me somehow (the audio is going to prove priceless, here) they'll all write me checks. They'll do like Rachel and say my autism affect made them feel threatened, or they saw 'aberrant behavior' which is all based on their prejudices & bigotry. The same way white folks felt threatened by 'negro's' back in the day, saying stupid shit about how they smelled, and sweated profusely, as a reason to make them drink from different water fountains, use different bathrooms, and set at the back of the bus. Again, Podunk perceptions are not reality. I hope Adam Kruse, the investigator at the City of Columbia Mayor's office educates himself before he takes emotional sides with this popular perception against protected persons with autism & savant syndrome.

 

If he makes excuses for the offenders on record, again, and has to recuse himself as the investigator of my complaints of discrimination against Harbor Freight Tools, Boone Hospital Center, and unlicensed landlord Katy Young (107 Anderson St) who thinks that she is entitled to a $186. accidental over-payment because I'm autistic.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to Harbor Freight Tools. They called me retard, falsely wrote me up for drawe shortages when they refused to allow me to count my drawer before I took responsibility for it, or when I ended my shift. They sell ITC, Inside Track Club memberships for $30 bucks a pop, telling you that you save more money than with their standard coupons. That's HORSHESHIT. I am a prodigy & mathematician who got their standard free coupon books, and read their ITC catalogs. Eventually, everyone gets that same ITC price on big ticket items, and regular items, whether it be from the FREE coupons or from sidewalk sales which go on at least 2 X's a month!!! Their extended service plans are only necessary on big ticket tools that you are going to use the shit out of.

 

If I were a white male, they'd be placing a Nobel Prize around my neck. But, I'm a homosexual female...

 

Kristy had a responsibility to actually examine ME. Like Dr. Gov-ari , Dr. Alicia Ludden, and Dr. Megan Cates, Kristy refused. I tried to tell her the truth and save face. She refused to pick up the phone. So, "I didn't know" isn't a valid excuse. Willful ignorance is a deliberate choice. Apparently she was afraid she'd smile, beam, giggle, and bite her bottom lip at me, and get wet like she used to 16 1/2 years ago. I don't care how Podunk or how old her degree is, Kristy is smart enough to know that 16 1/2 years, and love letters from a R.A.D.I.C.A.L. prodigious social activist isn't enough to make a sound clinical decision. The recent medical evidence over the past 5 years did not support her unfounded accusations.

 

Kristy L. Jacoby was about to get married into a 'Keeping up with the Jones' LGBT wedding with a baby head shrink with the ass the size of a 13 year old who tweets stupid shit. If Kristy shot her mouth off, she also violated H.I.P.A.A., since she chose a 'clinical' approach. But, not... No exam, no claim of a clinical evaluation. However, she chose to maintain a clinical approach so she chose to violate H.I.P.A.A.

 

Regardless of her possible colossal fuck-ups, and Rachel's for-sure fuck-ups per recorded statements from attorney Ruth O'Neill, these physicians had an obligation to do a thorough evaluation, examination, and make a proper diagnosis based on current MEDICAL EVIDENCE. They charged me for having done this, yet the audio, and LACK of tests, ultrasounds, etc. prove they fraudulently charged me. Then they stuck a stamp on it and dropped it into the U.S.P.S. postal service. That made it federal criminal offenses. Besides the Chapter 12 criminal A.D.A. Violations.

 

Kristy's indiscretions were in the interest of preserving the integrity of her marriage. Therefore her fuck-ups are forgiven. I'd certainly defend my marriage to her, or any future female, passionately, regardless of who got pissed. It's not forgotten because I'm setting on multiple unbiopsied tumors many months later because of their mouths, malpractices, discrimination's, and Podunk understandings & projections. Kristy never could 'hold her nuts' when it came to me... Here, she would argue "That was 16 1/2 years ago! I was only 28 and you were a super-cute prodigy!"

 

Exactly my point.

 

Kristy likely based her 'evaluations' on bogus Intel she was fed over a DECADE AND A HALF ago. 16 year old intel. Plus, from '98-2005 I was forced to take the now famous criminally marketed (they plead guilty) suicide drug Neurontin, now called gabapentin. Kristy knows this. I wrote to her about it, and discussed it on the phone with her BEFORE Temple Grandin lectured about it on YouTube.

 

Social Worker Kristy was obligated to do a thorough evaluation before making any clinical assertions. She acted on 16 1/2 year old BAD Intel from when we were young, dumb, and full of come... Or I was full of forced Neurontin by The Family Counseling Center doctors. Probably because their staff KNEW I was following 3 child sex trafficking drug addicted/trafficking mothers through the systems that they manipulate. Robin McCartney complained that I was lying to the junkies... "They don't deserve to be lied to..." Robin says.

 

"They lie to each other all fucking day long, lie to you & the rest of the staff all fucking day long, and let their dealers molest their kids, and lie about that, too! They don't deserve my respect, my trust, or for me to turn a blind eye to protect them.. Y.O.U. have to protect them. I do not. I have kids to protect..."

 

"Let's talk about that... Why you use your talents to protect children..."

 

And we did.

 

When these physicians/social workers roll on Kristy & Rachel, as I don't see them writing me personal checks to save Rachel & Kristy's asses. Even though she, and her wife Kristen Clark, has likely sat on most of these doctors faces. Possibly at the same time. I dubbed Kristy as the most beautiful, and sexiest woman on the planet. That was based on when she made smart decisions. She screwed the pooch on that. She climbed into her prejudices, ignorance, and climbed up Kristen Clark's teeny weeny teenager ass and thereby hogtied the entire medical community over a piece of pussy. I never dubbed Kristy to be the smartest woman on the planet.

 

S.M.A.R.T. is as S.M.A.R.T. does.

 

S.MA.R.T. doesn't mean perfect. S.M.A.R.T. is making innocent mistakes and rapidly repairing the situation... Not perpetuating the same idiotic & obtuse behavior, repeating the same stupid shit, albeit different approaches, and expecting different results. Which sounds like addictive behavior, per the literature on it... Those who see addictive behaviors in everyone are usually linear thinkers with addiction disorders.

 

I see happy, healthy, smart, well-meaning, ethical people. In everyone. Like myself, and my best friends Darla, and Virginia. Whom I get along with perfectly.

 

It's only after individuals have repeatedly done S.T.U.P.I.D. shit, unapologetically, that the sum total of their actions & inaction's, add up to something sick, morbid, junkie-like, etc. At that point, depending on the amount of damage, collateral damages, and potentially irreparable harm that these fucking bozos cause (usually formally educated rednecks-lesbians included) I start low, and come high with my systems analysis. By the time I'm half-way up their begging me to stop. However, unlike them I do nothing half-assed. I complete the tasks they have pushed me into, despite their pleas for mercy, and dispense social justices as I damn well see fit.

 

Otherwise known as 'giving them a taste of their own medicine'.

 

'Revenge' isn't the motivator. Making the offenders recoil, motivating them to change their approach, and thus 'correcting' their destructive behaviors is the ultimate goal. I was trained to be a U.S. Navy Officer as a child. I was married to a corrections officer for about a decade. Whom I never 'cheated' on. Females have a tendency to periodically change the definition of 'cheating' for me... My prodigious passion brings a superhuman dynamic with it. Good times! So, when I'm told "Heather! Quit!" I just look pitiful and say, "Yes, Dear, now please set on my face..."

 

Let's not forget to say I CAN'T BREATHE to the 90% H.U.D. funded abusive and exploitative Salvation Army's Harbor House who was repeatedly recorded attempting to steal clients medications, actually stealing clients meds ON CAMERA in a locked room only staff had access to, ASS. Director Dele Williams, Director Brenda Stanek, Caseworkers Tammy & M.S.W. Renita, and some pregnant idiot for retaliating ON RECORD against autistic clients for asserting A.D.A. violations & reporting successful criminal drug diversion by staff... Even though their handbook requires that such violations be reported. It also states that if the harbor House becomes unsafe they HAVE to provide you with another safe form of lodging. I told them that their retaliation had become unsafe and that I was going to request that I be moved to SAFE housing via recorded abuses by their staff. They then stole my meds that needed to be able to work as a political fundraiser and exited me.

 

Police, and doctors, do get lot's of sensitivity training, and standard operating procedures & policies do demand that safety is first. A proper approach would have been:

 

"Hi! Mr. Garner. How are you, today? I see you're in distress, do you need any medical attention? Can we get some paramedics here for you? Can we do, or not do anything, to assist your breathing discomfort in any way?"

 

I know there are those who fake symptoms, however, those of us with real medical issues don't have to pay for the stupid crap that others do! Protocol advises that you err on the side of caution.

 

As a very skilled interviewer/investigator I know that if you err on the side of caution they eventually stop the faking of the symptoms, calm down, and cooperate with proper, respectful approaches. That's one of the many reasons I was immunized, and made an agent of the Law Offices of Chad Cronon J.D., amongst other juris doctorates he introduced me to. They picked up where he left off due to 'personal' issues that arose because of whistleblower retaliations from his former coworkers at the Orange County States Attorney's office.Chad's a gifted legal scholar, and specialist in A.D.A. and the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action.

I love Morgan Freeman. I've written a screenplay's for 'Fugitive Savant' & 'Lost Prodigy' If these LGBT Aspie hating Columbia Missouri Podunk physicians would stop practicing with discrimination I might get the damned things written... But since they are responsible for the 'Lost Prodigy' and the inspiration for 'Social Justice is A Meal Best Served Cold' that's exactly what they don't want. They can't sue me because these criminal malpractices will be a matter of 'public record' with multiple governing agencies. I wrote Glen Harris's character around Morgan's affect... Glen Harris was Beasley's Sex Offender Supervisor. Convicted murderer Scott Rozear Mason & Beasley were going to hide a child, and swore to 'take as many mother fuckers down with me' if they were caught. I notified Harris as soon as I learned Beasley had been around a kid, and of their escalating behavior.

 

Women's Health Associates OB/GYN Dr. Elizabeth Wilson was just recorded at a Family Health Center exam, AGAIN, making sexually humiliating remarks regarding my childhood sexual abuses, and my LGBT Aspergers sexuality. That's likely her reasoning for her new self-serving diagnosis especially since she was previously recorded blaming my childhood sexual abuses for the bleeding. If Dr. Wilson did the hysterectomy and all of my non-bleeding issues with pelvic pain, fever, paralysis, incontinence, LOW back swelling, and bleeding from sexual arousal go away, that new medical evidence will make me very wealthy at the expenses of Green Meadows Clinics, Boone Hospital Center, University of Missouri Hospital, M.U.P.C., and Family Health Center. Basically, every major hospital in Boone County, plus Orlando Regional Medical Center, and the Florida Hospital that's funded by Walt Disney Co, and the Orlando Magic. Not to mention some other federally funded entities that Chad said he wanted to 'shut down' like he did the abusive & famous Chattahoochee Mental Hospital in Florida. It's now privately owned and does not accept medicaid. Unless the medicaid recipient has a felony assault related to their mental illness. Chattahoochee, Floridas equivalent to Fulton, or the ungodly & tortuous Missouri State School (Marshall MO) where person with autism get thrown due to lazy, hateful family members... Chattahoochee is most famous for the characters played by Burt Reynolds & Dom Deluise, as well as Adam Sandler in the remake of 'The Longest Yard'

 

Pay attention because this is the really fun part, that my wife used to watch me do for about a decade. I'd make a rapid mathematical/logical deduction based on behaviors from multiple abusive entities, write it down, mail it back to us and leave it unopened for months as the postmark is a poor mans 'copyright' date. Then everything would fall into place as the months went by, and she'd eventually open it and just shake her head... i am not talking about self-fulfilling prophecies. I am talking about predicting the behaviors in multiple social systems based on behavioral patterns... My predictions were vague, but so unique that they were based on the individuals, their nuclear systems, governing dynamics of said systems, and various logical deductions.

 

See, I have emails, texts, and recorded phone calls from way back in October? of 2014 of me stating: "Watch! They'll [Family Health Center] will somehow try to tell me that I can't record my exams, or call my legal counsel while the provider's are doing their exams..." because of all the deliberate abuses I recorded at Family Health Center. But, most importantly, the recorded evaluations, phone calls, and emails with their outstanding Veteran provider Beth Sweeney F.N.P. who took my case because my advocate Kathryn Hart had a talk with her. These emails of my predictions regarding retaliation by Family Health Center were to my human trafficking advocates, from Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition, as I am a survivor of the Central Missouri child sex trade from 1975-1987. My traffickers were my parents & my Boone Hospital center R.N. aunt & her alcoholic husband son of former Phoenix House counselor & self-proclaimed Alcoholics Anonymous 'matriarch' Willie Grey Doyle. Even though my cousins stated that Gray was in fact imbibing. Willie Gray knew damn well her 2 alcoholic sons were child molesters, and career criminals. Bill Green, her oldest, was disbarred from the MO Bar Association. He referred lawyers, doctors, politicos to Bob & Mary who then made arrangements for some of us (my cousins & I) to 'service' these bastards. 'Gray' wasn't about to report it because she didn't want them to roll on her and what she did to them as kids. plus, the family would 'look' bad... Lose their 'social status'.

 

I made my predictions about a possible attempt by Family Health Center to prevent me from recording my exams after I recorded my initial discrimination claim to Rebecca Leach. Beth refused to return a call I made to her on that same morning. I waited about a week, and called Beth again. She finally called me back, and that's when she said that they had gotten the ultrasound that verified her original evaluations regarding her suspicions of possible fibroid's a.k.a tumors... Now they all looked like assholes. Hateful, condescending, discriminating, audio recorded assholes... Except Beth. Beth Sweeney was recorded out-diagnosing, out-performing, and providing outstanding Veteran care where 9 previous 'medical doctors' had arrogantly refused to provide me with proper, safe, care. Yet these bigoted bastards billed me as if they had... Once i saw the escalating behavior I immediately began building my social 'firewalls' between myself, Nanette Ward, and Kathryn Hart so no litigation attorney could maintain that I was guided, or persuaded, by them. Nor could anyone accuse them of lying on my behalf so the Coalition could benefit from any malpractice settlements. My social firewalls are to keep my witness's honest, and their testimony completely independent of mine... I did it with my wife, Chad, and Virginia Holiday.

 

I just watched the Eric Garner 'I can't breathe' video. I am sure that his friends & family are devastated. However, the fact that Eric proclaimed that the ongoing police profiling/discrimination/retaliations "ends today" means that Eric Bravely gave his life for the cause of equality. He was assassinated by the police officer who refused to reasonably accommodate his medical disabilities in retaliation for asserting discrimination/profiling by N.Y.P.D. Eric is right up there with Jesus Christ (fighting for freedoms), Abraham Lincoln, JFK, MLK, Bobby Kennedy, Medgar Evers, Malcolm X. Muhammad Ali, Rosa Parks, MLK, and so many others also chose to go against the police, and go to jail, in their fights for equality. .

 

I put off watching the video because I knew I would very much relate to it, even as an autistic F.E.M.A.L.E. of Irish & Native American descent. The 'Trail of Tears' is far from over for any of us... This article is dedicated in loving memory to Eric Garner, Micheal Brown, Trayvon Martin, and Matthew A. Nestle all of whom died very recently as a direct result of discrimination and police profiling. Their deaths were very brutal & unnecessary.

 

Since I too, have damn near died as a result of these same bigoted attitudes because I am an autistic savant, I extend my prodigious condolences to the surviving families of Eric Garner, Michael Brown, Matthew A Nestle, and Trayvon Martin.

 

I am bedridden with excruciating pelvic, back and pain in places you'd shudder to know about because of multiple uterine tumors. I had medicated, and sat in my recliner, and said to myself "I hurt so bad I CAN'T BREATHE!" The autism makes the pain even more ungodly because it's another form of sensory overload. This causes rapid heart rate, or tachycardia. This makes breathing very uncomfortable. I have two inhalers that I have to use. With the savant syndrome, the pain triggers a satellite view of the memories of why I still have the tumors inside of me in the first place...

 

These tumors were deliberately untreated because of police, doctor, homeless shelter staff, and social workers profiling me. They decided that I didn't deserve treatment, to continue to be able to work and get an Obamacare/ Health Care Marketplace plan to be able to pay for the tests, a very necessary biopsy, or even to know about these tumors.

 

I am not attempting to trivialize the very unnecessary deaths of the aforementioned victims of police profiling. I am rewriting this article to authenticate that the suffocation of minorities via various forms of oppression & Hitlers Nazi Germany starvation tactics through network-centric warfare (social networking a.k.a. Sovereignty Commissions) is a serious epidemic that has amassed a holocaust via countless deaths adding up to mass genocide. I am a Neurontin/gabapentin Holocaust Survivor perpetuated by U.S. President George W. Bush & University of Missouri Hospital, Green Meadows Clinic, Family Counseling Center & Boone Hospital Center, and millions of other hospitals and prescribers WORLDWIDE (per the Washington Post, Wall Street Journal, Bloomberg Report, Huffington Post, Reuters) climbing in bed with Pfizer Pharmaceuticals for financial kickbacks. I'm sad to say that I have clients who are still being pushed this suicide drug responsible for millions of deaths by Dr. Parks, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P. at Family Health Center. I watched as 9 of my neighbors all tagged as 'Mentally Ill' died on this medication

 

That said I am autistic, with a savant syndrome. It's a 'syndrome' for many reasons. We suffer unimaginable reprisals for regurgitating truths no one cares to hear. I have a passion for humanitarian causes like abolitionism, the abolishment of police profiling, discrimination by anyone especially in any public or federally funded entity like hospitals, etc. All of these get adults & even worse, children killed. There is no bigger atrocity than the untimely death of a child via the hatred & prejudices of allegedly 'educated', licensed, and certified professionals. I have a tremendous success with my investigations, here, in Columbia, MO; Home of the University of Missouri Tigers which is The Capital Seat of the U.S.A.'s Racist & Rapist Culture based on misinterpretations of Christ's teachings. The same way the K.K.K. did. This is very much like Birmingham was to the racist rapist-minded Deep South back in Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.'s days of attempted peaceful protests to assert civil & basic human rights. This attitude is possessed by women, as well. I have lots of audio of it. The audio will reveal that I was not being unreasonable, disorderly, or disrespectful in any way.

 

MoCasa.org attorney Ruth O'Neill vigorously agreed, in front of my friend Julien, that I was getting 'Whistleblower Retaliation' for going public about the criminal malpractices & open admitted (on record) discriminations of many licensed 'caregivers' listed below.

 

If my use of the quote I CAN'T BREATHE spoken by Eric Garner offends you, then I challenge you to be billed for thousands of dollars worth of criminal medical malpractices, remain in uncontrollable bleeding, swelling, with throbbing pain in your back, rectum, genitals, partial paralysis in that you feel like your legs are made of Jello, periodic urinary & bowel incontinence all from nerve encroachment from tumors in your uterus. It's parallel to these doctors, nurses, and social workers repeatedly smashing me in the crotch & back with a baseball bat. You, too, would do some analysis to make sense of your pain if all you were autistic and all you had was a savant memory to help you cope...

 

So, let the "I Can't Breathe"s' begin. For the record, 'nice' has nothing to do with being a hateful rapist/racist. Richard Beasley & Scott Rozear Mason were both exceptionally smart, nice, and liked by many. Smooth operators. Both of them. As were the Orange County States Attorney's Kim Mann & Karen Bankowitz who are guilty of the Brady Violations that gave him grounds for appeal on the 20 year prison sentence that I got for him. Beasley targeted drug addicted & alcoholic mothers of TODDLERS, got these women high, then when they made a drug run, or passed out on Xanax he molested their baby's and took Polaroids while he sexually molested them. Orange County gave this U.S. Navy trained UNregistered & UNconvicted (on sex offenses anyway) sexual predator 30 years probation even though he caught 17 new similar charges in Polk Co. MO while he was R.O.R.'d on 2 counts of child molestation.

 

Scott Rozear Mason was trafficking an 11 year old child to him. When I found out-Mason got drunk and slipped up letting the cat out of the bag, I became U.S. Navy Officer & Beasley's FL Dept. of Corrections Sex Offender Specialist. Within days they had threatened his life, and i made him aware of it so he could do a safe capture when they were going to hide the child on Thanksgiving 2010.

  

I CAN'T BREATHE to Laura McHugh! That's from an autistic prodigious savant child sex trafficking survivor (me) that's quite pissed that you raped another survivor of her story of repeated brutal rapes, getting her vagina sewn shut & child trafficking. You raped her of her own story because you're not talented enough to come up with YOUR OWN story.

 

On that note, I CAN'T BREATHE to your publishers Spiegel & Grau, and those major booksellers who sell that piece of shit 'The Weight of Blood' for you. Like amazon.com, Barnes & Noble, Books A Million, Kindle, etc.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to all the trafficking non-for-profits who are in bed with Laura McHugh. They promote her book, and she makes appearances at their fundraisers. That Makes them, i.e. the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition & Rescue Innocence (both of whom need serious overhauling and attitude adjustments), equally as guilty of exploiting that Lebanon MO trafficking victim as Laura McHugh, her publishers, and those booksellers profiting from the sale of her books. .

 

I CAN'T BREATHE To the Orange County Florida Assistant State's Attorneys that gave child rapists Richard Edwin Beasley 30 years probation??? AFTER filing and winning all those motions that guaranteed him about 30 years in prison??? 1o years earlier they let him walk on 60+ R.I.C.O. Violations. but, he was 'white'. If Beasley had been black he'd have never walked on the R.I.C.O. charges and been serving 40 years just like his partners that he rolled, and testified against, for the walk.

 

Beasley, a U.S. Navy trained (Vietnam) child rapist who liked his victims under the age of 5 and preferably in diapers is now doing 20 years because I was the 'U.S. Navy trained special operator' he couldn't outsmart, Scott Rozear Mason - doing 40 years for killing a teen boy because the U.S. Navy Officer probation officer whose life I saved, Pensacola Police department, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, the I.R.S. Criminal Investigations Division, the U.S. Department of Homeland Security, and Orange County Florida States Attorney's profiled their own key witness who infiltrated a criminal organization of pedophiles and made them look like the incompetent neuro-normal non-savants that they are, and decided to bury me and erase me vis Brady Violations as an unpaid autistic savant agent of the state who was immunized from prosecution. Scott Mason's child pornographer & racketeering pedophile father John R. Mason of Pensacola Florida was the money man for that criminal organization. You can read a more formal 'lapdog publishing' Associated Press news account in Pensacola News Journal & Tallahassee Democrat articles. Everyone seems to like mine more, though. I do 'watchdog' publishing with vetted/recorded in this stream.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to Brandon O'Rourke, a Peoria (Phoenix) AZ & Colorado McDonald's Restaurant franchisee (O'Rourke Investment Group) who threatens false criminal sanctions VIA EMAIL for reporting Title VII & A.D.A. Violations to the E.E.O.C. He openly discriminated against an African American female member of management who was helping me. He also retaliates against under-age females who suffer through sexual harassment on the clock at his store. His GM Amber Mortenson hates the elderly, and anyone of Mexican, Hispanic, or any non-Caucasian nationalities. Amber throws food at their head (they barely spoke English) when they don't make Big Mac's right. That's according to others in the McDonald's at 91st Ave & Union Hills management! The E.E.O.C. didn't hesitate to file charges. A copy of the actual charge can be found in this stream. Just click on the 'Boycott McDonald's Restaurants' tag and you'll see it.

 

A real addicts intelligence is compromised by their addiction D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R.S. True addicts cannot control themselves no matter how smart they are... S.M.A.R.T. is as smart does. Active predatory A.D.D.I.C.T.S. are as active predatory addicts do... They tend to possess linear perceptions that tend to make them believe everyone is as sick, and idiotic as them. I have many educated predatory addicts, like doctors, lawyers, social workers, homeless shelter staff - most of whom claim to be 'recovering' addicts, asserting this logic on audio recordings. Truly recovering addicts & alcoholics KNOW that 'Perception' is not 'reality' and worry about what's going on with themselves... If the addict is still projecting their own sickness into others they are NOT 'recovering'. They are in active addiction, themselves, even if they are not 'imbibing' and are therefore completely out of touch with reality. They are still acting 'insanely' by doing stupid shit, expecting no consequences from doing the stupid shit. Or, trying to hustle their way out of the consequences... I've observed them doing this for decades, as well. They know that they do it...

 

Also, for the record, the sweetest, smartest, most passionate & warm people I know are recovered (A.A. Big Book specialists highlight the word 'recovered') from chemical addictions. They are my most avid supporters and do not hesitate to stick their necks out to assist me.

 

Kristy, at Edible Arrangements, was apparently worried about giggling, cooing, beaming, biting her bottom lip longingly & getting 'wet' for me when she was about to get married to another bitch. A skinny bitch, I'm a fat bitch, now... And they're all probably pissed that I have gone public about their passive role in my investigation into 3 drug addicted women that were trafficking their children and who were exploiting the programs at McCambridge Center for Women. They didn't know I was making audio files with a phone UNDER my double DD's. I didn't tell Virginia that, either. I had to maintain a social firewall between us to be able to do my work. I didn't need her getting worried and intervening & thus blowing my cover. She taught U.S. Navy special forces. She probably ultimately taught me the basics via whomever taught my U.S. Navy father during Vietnam. I just took it to a different level before I was a teenager... Prodigiously. Now, the feds have ALMOST caught up. They got the basics by sending in feds to hospitals, homeless shelters, and drug treatment clinics and present with what looks like a valid needs for services. Now, I need to teach them how to do multiple interviews and rapid mathematics applications. Virginia is smart enough to get it, and teach it.

 

That big M.U. Tigers also applies to I CAN'T BREATHE Green Meadows Clinics Dr.'s Hanna Gov-ari & Alicia Ludden who were also recorded refusing to keep me working, examine, order tests, imaging, or previous medical records to find out about the tumors...

 

The doctors are going to blame Kristy L. Jacoby, or Rachel Skrall? at the rodent infested Lois Bryant House. Rachel eats Cheetos in bed while she plays on her iPad, and iPhone, and then bitches about the mice in her bed. The house is literally covered in mouse T.U.R.D.S. And stinks like funky ass dog sweat. I had safer, more sanitary sleeping conditions on the church porch during my street investigation that got a missing 15 year old boy identified as a trafficking victim. I emailed a contact at CPD, and Ruth. Anyway, Kristy & Rachel will blame each other. After they've all snitched each other out, and they and the doctors have all confessed to malpractices via trying to blame me somehow (the audio is going to prove priceless, here) they'll all write me checks. They'll do like Rachel and say my autism affect made them feel threatened, or they saw 'aberrant behavior' which is all based on their prejudices & bigotry. The same way white folks felt threatened by 'negro's' back in the day, saying stupid shit about how they smelled, and sweated profusely, as a reason to make them drink from different water fountains, use different bathrooms, and set at the back of the bus. Again, Podunk perceptions are not reality.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to Harbor Freight Tools. They called me retard, falsely wrote me up for drawe shortages when they refused to allow me to count my drawer before I took responsibility for it, or when I ended my shift. They sell ITC, Inside Track Club memberships for $30 bucks a pop, telling you that you save more money than with their standard coupons. That's HORSHESHIT. I am a prodigy & mathematician who got their standard free coupon books, and read their ITC catalogs. Eventually, everyone gets that same ITC price on big ticket items, and regular items, whether it be from the FREE coupons or from sidewalk sales which go on at least 2 X's a month!!! Their extended service plans are only necessary on big ticket tools that you are going to use the shit out of.

 

Kristy had a responsibility to actually examine ME. Like Dr. Gov-ari , Dr. Alicia Ludden, and Dr. Megan Cates, Kristy refused. I tried to tell her the truth and save face. She refused to pick up the phone. So, "I didn't know" isn't a valid excuse. Willful ignorance is a deliberate choice. Apparently she was afraid she'd smile, beam, giggle, and bite her bottom lip at me, and get wet like she used to 16 1/2 years ago. I don't care how Podunk or how old her degree is, Kristy is smart enough to know that 16 1/2 years, and love letters from a R.A.D.I.C.A.L. prodigious social activist isn't enough to make a sound clinical decision. The recent medical evidence over the past 5 years did not support her unfounded accusations. Kristy L. Jacoby was about to get married into a 'Keeping up with the Jones' LGBT wedding with a baby head shrink with the ass the size of a 13 year old who tweets stupid shit. If Kristy shot her mouth off, she also violated H.I.P.A.A., since she chose a 'clinical' approach. But, not... No exam, no claim of a clinical evaluation. However, she chose to maintain a clinical approach so she chose to violate H.I.P.A.A.

 

Regardless of her possible colossal fuck-ups, and Rachel's for-sure fuck-ups per recorded statements from attorney Ruth O'Neill, these physicians had an obligation to do a thorough evaluation, examination, and make a proper diagnosis based on current MEDICAL EVIDENCE. They charged me for having done this, yet the audio, and LACK of tests, ultrasounds, etc. prove they fraudulently charged me. Then they stuck a stamp on it and dropped it into the U.S.P.S. postal service. That made it federal criminal offenses. Besides the Chapter 12 criminal A.D.A. Violations.

 

Kristy's indiscretions were in the interest of preserving the integrity of her marriage. Therefore her fuck-ups are forgiven. I'd certainly defend my marriage to her, or any future female, passionately, regardless of who got pissed. It's not forgotten because I'm setting on multiple unbiopsied tumors many months later because of their mouths, malpractices, discrimination's, and Podunk understandings & projections. Kristy never could 'hold her nuts' when it came to me... Here, she would argue "That was 16 1/2 years ago! I was only 28 and you were a super-cute prodigy!"

 

Exactly my point.

 

Kristy likely based her 'evaluations' on bogus Intel she was fed over a DECADE AND A HALF ago. Plus, from '98-2005 I was forced to take the now famous criminally marketed (they plead guilty) suicide drug Neurontin, now called gabapentin. Kristy knows this. I wrote to her about it, and discussed it on the phone with her BEFORE Temple Grandin lectured about it on YouTube.

 

Even WITH the bullshit letters ( to maintain my cover) she was still obligated to do a thorough evaluation before making any clinical assertions. She acted on 16 1/2 year old BAD Intel from when we were young, dumb, and full of come... Or I was full of forced Neurontin by The Family Counseling Center doctors. Probably because their staff KNEW I was following 3 child sex trafficking drug addicted/trafficking mothers through the systems that they manipulate. "Let's talk about that... Why you use your talents to protect children..."

 

And we did.

 

When these physicians/social workers roll on Kristy & Rachel, as I don't see them writing me personal checks to save Rachel & Kristy's asses. Even though she, and her wife Kristen Clark, has likely sat on most of these doctors faces. Possibly at the same time. I dubbed Kristy as the most beautiful, and sexiest woman on the planet. That was based on when she made smart decisions. She screwed the pooch on that. She climbed into her prejudices, ignorance, and climbed up Kristen Clark's teeny weeny teenager ass and thereby hogtied the entire medical community over a piece of pussy. I never dubbed Kristy to be the smartest woman on the planet.

 

S.MA.R.T. doesn't mean perfect. S.M.A.R.T. is making innocent mistakes and rapidly repairing the situation... Not perpetuating the same idiotic & obtuse behavior, repeating the same stupid shit, albeit different approaches, and expecting different results. Which sounds like addictive behavior, per the literature on it... Those who see addictive behaviors in everyone are usually linear thinkers with addiction disorders.

 

I see happy, healthy, smart, well-meaning, ethical people. In everyone. Like myself, and my best friends Darla, and Virginia. Whom I get along with perfectly.

 

It's only after individuals have repeatedly done S.T.U.P.I.D. shit, unapologetically, that the sum total of their actions & inaction's, add up to something sick, morbid, junkie-like, etc. At that point, depending on the amount of damage, collateral damages, and potentially irreparable harm that these fucking bozos cause (usually formally educated rednecks-lesbians included) I start low, and come high with my systems analysis. By the time I'm half-way up their begging me to stop. However, unlike them I do nothing half-assed. I complete the tasks they have pushed me into, despite their pleas for mercy, and dispense social justices as I damn well see fit.

 

'Revenge' isn't the motivator. Making the offenders recoil, motivating them to change their approach, and thus 'correcting' their destructive behaviors is the ultimate goal. I was trained to be a U.S. Navy Officer as a child. I was married to a corrections officer for about a decade. Whom I never 'cheated' on. Females have a tendency to periodically change the definition of 'cheating' for me... My prodigious passion brings a superhuman dynamic with it. Good times! So, when I'm told "Heather! Quit!" I just look pitiful and say, "Yes, Dear, now please set on my face..."

 

I'll own that piece of shit honeymoon cottage, decorated by Bed Bath & Beyond that Edible Arrangements 'Fruit Designer' (per Vox Magazine) Kristy L. Jacoby & Kristen Clark borrowed $130,000 from Flat Branch Mortgage to buy? Or flip? Kristy has been associated with several properties. Another with a Melissa K. Phelps. Anyway, I'll sell it, and build two much bigger custom homes. Plus have about $20K for decorating, which I'll do myself, via upcycled art, & furniture, that I make. I'll then let her and her wifey-poo live in one.

 

If my new wife let's me. I am not remarried, however, I will be before I start building houses regardless of how much cash I have accumulated in an untouchable trust account from multiple settlements.

 

A huge chunk of which was going to go to the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition IF they cut all ties to Laura McHugh.

 

Oh! Yes! Let's not forget to say I CAN'T BREATHE to the 90% H.U.D. funded abusive and exploitative Salvation Army's Harbor House who was repeatedly recorded attempting to steal clients medications, actually stealing clients meds ON CAMERA in a locked room only staff had access to, ASS. Director Dele Williams, Director Brenda Stanek, Caseworkers former Crackhead Tammy & M.S.W. Renita, and some pregnant idiot for retaliating ON RECORD against autistic clients for asserting A.D.A. violations & reporting successful criminal drug diversion by staff... Even though their handbook requires that such violations be reported. It also states that if the harbor House becomes unsafe they HAVE to provide you with another safe form of lodging. I told them that their retaliation had become unsafe and that I was going to request that I be moved to SAFE housing via recorded abuses by their staff. They then stole my meds that needed to be able to work as a political fundraiser and exited me.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to Edible Arrangements drunken driving owner Krista M. Davis. A future head shrink at that who used the money made from you idiots purchasing disgustingly overpriced fruit to buy her way out of felony convictions & prison time. Had she been black her ass would STILL be in prison. but, she's a white business owner who's probably blown half the States Attorney's who dropped the charges. The males and the females, on drunken back-seat romps at tailgate parties.

 

Oh! My! I am I making assumptions?

 

Really?

 

I CAN'T BREATHE Dr. Megan Cates, GYN Dr. Wilson and Chris Hartigan R.N.P., and the suicide drug gabapentin pushing Dr. Parks at Family Health Center. Cates & Hartigan, all of whom refused to do proper GYN evaluations, on record, and know absolutely nothing about autism. They all PROUDLY subscribe to the rapist culture approaches, Nazi style propaganda campaigns, ISIS terrorist tactics, and K.K.K. attitudes perpetuated by University of Missouri. They both seem to believe everything, and NOTHING, the drug companies tell them.

  

These police and doctors do get lot's of sensitivity training, and standard operating procedures & policies do demand that safety is first. A proper approach would have been:

 

"Hi! Mr. Garner. How are you, today? I see you're in distress, do you need any medical attention? Can we get some paramedics here for you? Can we do, or not do anything, to assist your breathing discomfort in any way?"

 

I know there are those who fake symptoms, however, those of us with real medical issues don't have to pay for the stupid crap that others do! Protocol advises that you err on the side of caution.

 

As a very skilled interviewer/investigator I know that if you err on the side of caution they eventually stop the faking of the symptoms, calm down, and cooperate with proper, respectful approaches. That's one of the many reasons I was immunized, and made an agent of the Law Offices of Chad Cronon J.D., amongst other juris doctorates he introduced me to. They picked up where he left off due to 'personal' issues. Chad's a gifted legal scholar, and specialist in A.D.A. and the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action. Chad got his masters in Birmingham...

 

My friend Virginia said "D.O.J. always wins. Always..."

 

Unfortunately, after my visit with the high-on-gabapentin Nazi Registered Nurse Practitioner Chris Hardigan, at Family Health Center in Columbia Mo, I know D.O.J. does NOT always win. he couldn't even grasp basic mathematics. I made sure that my legal counsel was connected, on a phone they donated to me for this express purpose, so they could record the visit. that's how they are all recorded. I never use my phone. Their identities are privileged, and protected. So are any phones in their names. That way the feds have no idea who they are so that they will not suffer retaliation the way Chad did for helping me blow the whistle on local shit. one such attorney suffered from the gabapentin, as well. She too was forced to take it, or nothing from her pain. She has a bleeding disorder so NSAIDS were out of the question. I have a bleeding disorder, stomach problems from 30 years of IBU use, congestive heart failure, and burnt up veins from years of IV Vancomycin as a result of the tib/fib compound fracture as a result of the forceful prescription of Neurontin. Yet even Boone Hospital Center & University of Missouri will say take IBU, or suffer...

  

I know 2 women who are being forced to take gabapentin even though they complain of suicidal depression, and tendencies. C.A.S.S. serves as the Maricopa County health department in Phoenix. The refuse to prescribe it because of the abuse, withdrawal, and suicidal side effects.

 

Millions, upon millions, of individuals have died long, slow, physically and mentally torturous deaths because of the Nazi-like passion of practitioners such as Chris Hardigan R.N.P., Megan Cates M.D., and Dr. Parks who practice at the Boone County Health Department.

 

I said the same thing about tramadol back in 1998-2002.

 

They called me crazy. Millions died from that drug, too. Now, last month I was vindicated when tramadol was made a scheduled narcotic.

 

My point is that they are all poisons. Everyone responds to them differently, much to NURSE Hartigan's disagreement, and the drug companies, and doctors, always plead guilty to the inevitable criminal charges for reckless endangerment of human life. They never get prison time. They write a $500,000,000 check. However, they have still profited by about 59.5 Billion dollars.

 

This is called a cost benefits analyses. It's very profitable to murder millions via mass genocide with the help of idiots (not idiot savant... just plain IDIOTS) like the Family Health Center, and University of Missouri practitioners than to spare these already suffering individuals their lives.

 

That Adolf Hitler style approaches to the human dilemma of crippling pain.

 

At we all know that hydrocodone, codeine, and now tramadol, are dangerous. We know to monitor them carefully and how to treat the problems should they arise.

 

They are wolves in wolves clothing. They are openly and notoriously medications that must be used with caution.

 

Bextra, Durant, Ultram, Vioxx, Darvocet, Depakote, Celebrex, Motrin, Neurontin/gabapentin caused me problems.

 

4 have finally been yanked off the market.

 

As a holocaust survivor, who almost lost both legs, spent years in a wheelchair, fought the chronic M.R.S.A. in my bloodstream via Vancomycin and PIC lines, I will choose the poison that has benefits which outweigh it's poisonous side effects.

 

I've earned the fucking right.

 

George W. Bush climbed in bed with Pfizer Pharmaceuticals to win his Presidential elections. That's why the genocidal pharmaceutical reps don't go to prison... Despite their 1000's of criminal convictions.

 

I just watched the Eric Garner 'I can't breathe' video. I put it off because I knew I would very much relate to it, even as a F.E.M.A.L.E. of Irish & Native American descent. The 'Trail of Tears' is far from over for any of us... This article is dedicated in loving memory to Eric Garner, Micheal Brown, Trayvon Martin, and Matthew A. Nestle all of whom died very unnecessary & brutal deaths due to profiling based on prejudices & bigotry.

 

Since I too, have damn near died as a result of these same bigoted attitudes because I am an autistic savant, I extend my prodigious condolences to the surviving families of Eric Garner, Michael Brown, Matthew A Nestle, and Trayvon Martin.

 

I am too ill to go to the beautiful New York City wearing an "I Can't Breathe!" t-shirt to stand in peaceful protest. I am about to handprint some of my own t-shirts with fabric dye.

 

Today, I am bedridden with excruciating pelvic, back and pain in places you'd shudder to know about because of multiple uterine tumors. I had medicated, and sat in my recliner, and said to myself "I hurt so bad I CAN'T BREATHE!" The autism makes the pain even more ungodly because it's another form of sensory overload. This causes rapid heart rate, or tachycardia. This makes breathing very uncomfortable. I have two inhalers that I have to use. With the savant syndrome, the pain triggers a satellite view of the memories of why I still have the tumors inside of me in the first place...

 

These tumors were deliberately untreated because of police, doctor, homeless shelter staff, and social workers profiling me. They decided that I didn't deserve treatment, to continue to be able to work and get an obamacare plan to be able to pay for the tests, a very necessary biopsy, or even to know about these tumors.

 

I am not attempting to trivialize the very unnecessary deaths of the aforementioned victims of police profiling. I am rewriting this article to authenticate that the suffocation of minorities via various forms of oppression & Hitlers Nazi Germany starvation tactics through network-centric warfare (social networking a.k.a. Sovereignty Commissions) is a serious epidemic that has amassed a holocaust via countless deaths adding up to mass genocide. I am a Neurontin/gabapentin Holocaust Survivor perpetuated by U.S. President George W. Bush & University of Missouri Hospital, Green Meadows Clinic, Family Counseling Center & Boone Hospital Center, and millions of other hospitals and prescribers WORLDWIDE (per the Washington Post, Wall Street Journal, Bloomberg Report, Huffington Post, Reuters) climbing in bed with Pfizer Pharmaceuticals for financial kickbacks. I'm sad to say that I have clients who are still being pushed this suicide drug responsible for millions of deaths by Dr. Parks, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P. at Family Health Center. I watched as 9 of my neighbors all tagged as 'Mentally Ill' died on this medication

 

That said I am autistic, with a savant syndrome. It's a 'syndrome' for many reasons. We suffer unimaginable reprisals for regurgitating truths no one cares to hear. I have a passion for humanitarian causes like abolitionism, the abolishment of police profiling, discrimination by anyone especially in any public or federally funded entity like hospitals, etc. All of these get adults & even worse, children killed. There is no bigger atrocity than the untimely death of a child via the hatred & prejudices of allegedly 'educated', licensed, and certified professionals.

  

Here's some 'Autism Speaks' for you...

 

First, I have a very big attitude of gratitude. I have a tremendous success with my investigations, here, in Columbia, MO; Home of the University of Missouri Tigers which is The Capital Seat of the U.S.A.'s Rapist Culture. Very much like Birmingham was to the racist rapist-minded south back in Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.'s days of attempted peaceful protests to assert civil & basic human rights. Even the human right specialists haven't got a clue. I have that on record, several times, with 2. One still works for the local Human Rights Commission. The other had to resign. It's becoming quite obvious as to why.

 

These bigoted rapist racist attitudes falsely & deliberately 'perceived' these assertions as 'aggression' and the authorities that be got violent via 'unnecessary uses of force. They wanted an excuse to act like racist/prejudiced assholes. The same way University Of Missouri Hospital's LCSW Beth O., R.N. Kelly Isaacs, their ASS. Clinical Director Rona, and the rest of the staff did when they put their hands on me for wanting to take 5 seconds to inventory my OTHER electronics after they had sat on the counter unattended for a very long time. "sure, Ms. Moore. Here's your bag... Everything there? Great. Be safe!" A few seconds of diplomacy would have avoided my wrist injury that is still swollen!

 

That same obtuse attitude chosen by LCSW Beth O., Charge Nurse Kelly Isaacs R.N was perpetuated by Rachel Skrall? of the Lois Bryant House whom MO C.A.S.A. Attorney Ruth O.Neill was recorded stating Rachel was 'well connected to the medical community'. Ruth stated, on record, that Rachel made phone calls with concerns about my well-being based on alleged 'aberrant behaviors' on a day that I hadn't even seen Rachel, as she was Jefferson City for her anniversary, and I spent the morning with Ruth and an actual LICENSED E.R. medical doctor. If these child molesting M.U. doctors truly believed that I was in distress they were obligated by law to intervene. They did not. They knew damn well I was fine, Ruth vigorously agreed in front of my friend Julien that I was getting 'Whistleblower Retaliation' for going public about the criminal malpractices & open admitted (on record) discriminations of many licensed 'caregivers' listed below.

 

If my use of the quote "I Can't Breathe" spoken by Eric Garner offends you, then I challenge you to be billed for thousands of dollars worth of criminal medical malpractices, remain in uncontrollable bleeding, swelling, with throbbing pain in your back, rectum, genitals, partial paralysis in that you feel like your legs are made of Jello, periodic urinary & bowel incontinence all from nerve encroachment from tumors in your uterus. It's parallel to these doctors, nurses, and social workers repeatedly smashing me in the crotch & back with a baseball bat. You, too, would do some analysis to make sense of your pain if all you were autistic and all you had was a savant memory to help you cope...

 

So, let the "I Can't Breathe"s' begin.

  

'I can't breathe' to Laura McHugh! That's from an autistic prodigious savant child sex trafficking survivor (me) that's quite pissed that you raped another survivor of her story of repeated brutal rapes, getting her vagina sewn shut & child trafficking. You raped her of her own story because you're not talented enough to come up with YOUR OWN story.

 

On that note, "I can't breathe"! to your publishers Spiegel & Grau, and those major booksellers who sell that piece of shit 'The Weight of Blood' for you. Like amazon.com, Barnes & Noble, Books A Million, Kindle, etc.

 

"I Can't Breathe!" to all the trafficking non-for-profits who are in bed with Laura McHugh. They promote her book, and she makes appearances at their fundraisers. That Makes them, i.e. the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition & Rescue Innocence (both of whom need serious overhauling and attitude adjustments), equally as guilty of exploiting that Lebanon MO trafficking victim as Laura McHugh, her publishers, and those booksellers profiting from the sale of her books. My E.M.D.R. therapist and I discussed the serious & possibly criminal shortcomings of advocates from both of these organizations.

 

"I can't breathe"! To the Orange County Florida Assistant State's Attorneys that gave child rapists Richard Edwin Beasley 30 years probation??? AFTER filing and winning all those motions that guaranteed about 30 years in prison???

 

Beasley, a U.S. Navy trained (Vietnam) child rapist who liked his victims under the age of 5 and preferably in diapers is now doing 20 years because I was the 'U.S. Navy trained special operator' he couldn't outsmart, Scott Rozear Mason - doing 40 years for killing a teen boy because the U.S. Navy Officer probation officer whose life I saved, Pensacola Police department, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, the I.R.S. Criminal Investigations Division, the U.S. Department of Homeland Security, and Orange County Florida States Attorney's profiled their own key witness who infiltrated a criminal organization of pedophiles and made them look like the incompetent neuro-normal non-savants that they are, and decided to bury me and erase me vis Brady Violations as an unpaid autistic savant agent of the state who was immunized from prosecution.

 

Scott Mason's child pornographer & racketeering pedophile father John R. Mason of Pensacola Florida was the money man for that criminal organization. You can read a more formal 'lapdog publishing' Associated Press news account in Pensacola News Journal & Tallahassee Democrat articles. Everyone seems to like mine more, though. I do 'watchdog' publishing with vetted/recorded info.

 

"I Can't Breathe!' to Brandon O'Rourke, a Peoria (Phoenix) AZ & Colorado McDonald's Restaurant franchisee (O'Rourke Investment Group) who threatens false criminal sanctions VIA EMAIL for reporting Title VII & A.D.A. Violations to the E.E.O.C. He openly discriminated against an African American female member of management who was helping me. He also retaliates against under-age females who suffer through sexual harassment on the clock at his store. His GM Amber Mortenson hates the elderly, and anyone of Mexican, Hispanic, or any non-Caucasian nationalities. Amber throws food at their head (they barely spoke English) when they don't make Big Mac's right. That's according to others in the McDonald's at 91st Ave & Union Hills management! The E.E.O.C. didn't hesitate to file charges. A copy of the actual charge can be found in this stream. Just click on the 'Boycott McDonald's Restaurants' tag and you'll see it.

 

"I can't breathe" to Rachel @ Lois Bryant House, who lied her ass off to the medical community to insure that I didn't get proper treatment for my symptoms we now know was caused by these tumors. According to a recorded conversation with attorney Ruth O'Neill, Rachel didn't bother to tell Ruth the truth about my very conservative use of pain meds, and projecting her addiction disorders onto me even though all the evidence was to the contrary.

 

Seeking behaviors and addictions are a necessity for upwardly mobile children & adults. It's what we seek & get addicted to that decides if it's a healthy drive (addiction) or an unhealthy drive (disorder). Read Robert Wright's book 'The Moral Animal'. We choose to be disorderly in seeking destructive/obstructive gratifications or constructive/progressive gratifications. Our choices are based on our formative years.

 

Having a happy & healthy childhood with helpful nurturing adults imprints a seeking/addiction to happy, healthy, helpful, nurturing habits as an adult.

 

The seeking of any narcotic, intoxicating, or mood altering drug by addicts & alcoholics is one extremely popular manifestation of a displacement of seeking the healthy nurturing gratifying behaviors. I say there are no true diseases of addiction. Addictions are inherently necessary for a progressive society. Addictions to drugs, acting out child abuses, acting out adult rape, or any other predatory behaviors, sexual or otherwise are simply manifestations of Stockholm Syndrome or trauma bonding.

 

This is an epidemic in our American Capitalist Economy. Rachel Skrall, probably her friends at Edible Arrangements, and I'm guessing Ruth O'Neil. Another manifestation of the abuses Rachel claims she has survived, is her practice of very unqualified and bad medicine without a license.

 

The very hateful, discriminating, prejudiced, and bigoted Rachel thinks because she has a TEEN BOY the teachers are calling 'gifted', (I saw no evidence of that) that she's qualified to deliberately lie her ass off about this TRULY GIFTED AUTISTIC FEMALE PRODIGIOUS SAVANT because she's jealous of my friendship (understanding) with MO CASA child advocate attorney Ruth O'Neill. That very day that Rachel said I was behaving badly Ruth was visiting very pleasantly with me and inviting me to dog shows. We spent a great deal of the morning discussing my lifes work. So, when I arrived back home, and it was very much a wonderful home to me rat turds, dog sweat funk, and all... and Ruth was visibly upset I knew that Rachel had made her move. She had been angling & posturing for quite some time. Namely after I told her I recorded her beloved Green Meadows Clinics Dr. Hanna Gov-ari's criminal malpractices. And I told her how I so enjoyed the look of horror on Dr. Gov-ari's face when I picked up my blank screened phone, activated the screen and let her see the bouncing mock needle from my audio recorder. The silence was deafening.

 

I believe that this was when Rachel launched her propaganda campaign to starve me out of Columbia by making sure I didn't get the medical care the law provides for. Asst. Clinical Director Rona snitched Rachel out in saying "There's a shelter, here, you can go to..."

 

How'd she know? I signed no releases for them to speak with anyone at any shelter. I told Beth O. expressly that the paralysis and pain made those steps too dangerous for me. I had already fallen from the partial paralysis, and experienced incontinence from it. I told Rachel immediately of the fall, and of my symptoms. She knew about the out-of-control bleeding, searing pelvic, rectal, back and groin pain that shoots down my legs. i was in tears the morning Jeff took me to the hospital.

 

If Rachel were a qualified diagnostician she'd have guessed I had uterine tumors even without the ultrasound the way Beth Sweeney F.N.P. did before she saw the July ultrasound that showed the tumors that all the hospitals & clinics refused to tell me about. Rachel Skrall has a biology degree that probably over 20 years old. Teaches part-time and meddles and snitches on the homeless people FULL-TIME. And it's 'snitching' because it's all BULLSHIT she's made up, or misdiagnosed.

 

For the record: no 'addict' can go day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, of vetted extremely conservative use of pain meds. That's why I insist on my caregivers doing pill counts. It's called 'vetting'. They authenticate my assertions. Addicts have no self-control when it comes to intoxicants, and if they do manage to control themselves, it's very short-lived. I know this because I've been studying the male & female alcoholic & drug addicted child molesters/traffickers for DECADES Most of them are not child sexual abusers. They do let me know who the 'Chester's are, though.

 

"But, Heather, your so S.M.A.R.T.!!!" I've been told.

 

Exactly. As are most R.E.A.L. addicts. Their intelligence is compromised by their addiction D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R.S. True addicts cannot control themselves no matter how smart they are... S.M.A.R.T. is as smart does. Active predatory A.D.D.I.C.T.S. are as active predatory addicts do... They tend to possess linear perceptions that tend to make them believe everyone is as sick, and idiotic as them. I have many educated predatory addicts, like doctors, lawyers, social workers, homeless shelter staff - most of whom claim to be 'recovering' addicts, asserting this logic on audio recordings. Truly recovering addicts & alcoholics KNOW that 'Perception' is not 'reality' and worry about what's going on with themselves... If the addict is still projecting their own sickness into others they are NOT 'recovering'. They are in active addiction, themselves, even if they are not 'imbibing' and are therefore completely out of touch with reality. They are still acting 'insanely' by doing stupid shit, expecting no consequences from doing the stupid shit. Or, trying to hustle their way out of the consequences... I've observed them doing this for decades, as well. They know that they do it...

 

"I can't breathe!" to Boone Hospital Center's Dr. Heredia & Dr. Scott for refusing to tell me about the tumors that were on an emergency ultrasound, ordered for continued severe bleeding, back, rectal, genital, pelvic, & leg pain, and for refusing to refer me to proper gyn specialists, refusing proper treatment, telling me to go back to AZ for treatment, yet, refuse to keep me working so I could afford medical care.

 

They just wanted me gone. Most likely because Kristy, at Edible Arrangements, was apparently worried about getting 'wet' for me when she was about to get married to another bitch. A skinny bitch, I'm a fat bitch, now...

 

"I can't breathe" to the Boone Hospital Center nurse who was just recorded rushing me to lay back, in ungodly pain, and let her shove a catheter in my crotch. She waited until my advocate, a former human rights investigator left the room, but forgot in her agitation that the phone on the floor was RECORDING everything. That's to say she was recorded violating a municipal criminal ordinance, Chapter 12, in a public accommodation that falls under Chapter 12 jurisdiction.

 

Great big "I can't breath!" to University of Missouri MSW LCSW Beth O., Kelly Isaacs R.N., Dr. Ithman, and the E.R. doctors that were unknowingly video recorded deliberately refusing to properly treat per wound care, and antibiotics, for an autistic female they know is colonized with M.R.S.A. because they ran the blood cultures back in 2001. I didn't go into the University of Missouri or Boone Hospital Centers to claim abuse. I went in for standard, minimal help with the autism. I talked to them calmly & respectfully. I went into the toilet to change out the law offices phone batteries (no place to charge it in private) and make sure the audio recording app was getting E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

 

;-D

 

That's what they get for doing an unnecessary 96 committal of an autistic prodigy who had unbearable pain from multiple tumors. I told them to send for Boone's records. If they didn't then that's another form of malpractice. When I told them I was an investigator for attorney's, and friends with a woman I believed was D.O.J. supervisor they wrote me up as psychotic... Now, once I saw a veteran provider, not the student/resident psych, and boldly told him he could listen to a few voicemails he looked a bit piqued, declined, and discharged me from the hospital without antibiotics for the raging cellulosis developed while in their hospital. Told me they'd get me a bus ticket to Kansas "They are good with autism in Kansas" says Dr. Ithman. Even though they have the Thompson Center, here. Not that it's any good...

 

They refused a ticket because Beth O. was recorded bragging about lying to admin, and tried, instead, to get me into a personal staff members car with 2 staff members who were going to drop me off way out of town at a truck stop where the Greyhound stopped, but the Clinical Director refused to document this in my discharge instructions. Instead they falsely wrote that a friend in AZ was sending me a bus ticket. Obviously to cover their asses in case I actually got into that car. The friend they wrote this about was Virginia, the human trafficking investigator, who knows damn well I did no such thing. Didn't even have her new number until I got out.

 

They didn't know I was making audio files with a phone UNDER my double DD's. I didn't tell Virginia that, either. I had to maintain a social firewall between us to be able to do my work. I didn't need her getting worried and intervening & thus blowing my cover. She taught U.S. Navy special forces. She probably ultimately taught me the basics via whomever taught my U.S. Navy father during Vietnam.

 

I just took it to a different level before i was a teenager... Prodigiously. Now, the feds have ALMOST caught up. They got the basics by sending in feds to hospitals, homeless shelters, and drug treatment clinics and present with what looks like a valid needs for services. Now, I need to teach them how to do multiple interviews and rapid mathematics applications. Virginia is smart enough to get it, and teach it.

 

Now, back to my "I can't breathe!"s...

 

That big M.U. Tigers "I can't breathe" also applies to Green Meadows Clinics Dr.'s Hanna Gov-ari & Alicia Ludden who were also recorded refusing to keep me working, examine, order tests, imaging, or previous medical records to find out about the tumors...

 

The doctors are going to blame Kristy L. Jacoby, or Rachel Skrall? at the rodent infested Lois Bryant House. Rachel eats Cheetos in bed while she plays on her iPad, and iPhone, and then bitches about the mice in her bed. The house is literally covered in mouse turds. And stinks like funky ass dog sweat. I had safer, more sanitary sleeping conditions on the church porch during my street investigation that got a missing 15 year old boy identified as a trafficking victim. I emailed a contact at CPD, and Ruth. He was. trafficked by St. Louis, and his junkie side-kick the bullshit 'rape' victim K2 Junkie 'Baby' (Barbara) who everyone refused to fuck because she refused to bathe. That pussy was cuttin' up, too. As was her breath.

 

Anyway, Kristy & Rachel will blame each other. After they've all snitched each other out, and they and the doctors have all confessed to malpractices via trying to blame me somehow (the audio is going to prove priceless, here) they'll all write me checks. They'll do like Rachel and say my autism affect made them feel threatened, or they saw 'aberrant behavior' which is all based on their prejudices & bigotry. The same way white folks felt threatened by 'negro's' back in the day, saying stupid shit about how they smelled, and sweated profusely, as a reason to make them drink from different water fountains, use different bathrooms, and set at the back of the bus. Again, Podunk perceptions are not reality. I hope Adam Kruse, the investigator at the City of Columbia Mayors office educates himself before he takes emotional sides with this popular perception against protected persons with autism & savant syndrome, makes excuses for the offenders, again, and has to recuse himself as the investigator of my complaints of discrimination against Harbor Freight Tools, Boone Hospital Center, and unlicensed landlord Katy Young (107 Anderson St) who thinks that she is entitled to a $186. accidental over-payment because I'm autistic.

 

If I were a white male, they'd be placing a Nobel Prize around my neck. But, I'm a homosexual female...

 

Kristy had a responsibility to actually examine ME. Like Dr. Gov-ari , Dr. Alicia Ludden, and Dr. Megan Cates, Kristy refused. I tried to tell her the truth and save face. She refused to pick up the phone. So, "I didn't know" isn't a valid excuse. Willful ignorance is a deliberate choice. Apparently she was afraid she'd smile, beam, giggle, and bite her bottom lip at me, and get wet like she used to 16 1/2 years ago. I don't care how Podunk or how old her degree is, Kristy is smart enough to know that 16 1/2 years, and love letters from a prodigious social activist isn't enough to make a sound clinical decision.

 

Kristy L. Jacoby was about to get married into a 'Keeping up with the Jones' LGBT wedding with a baby head shrink with the ass the size of a 13 year old who tweets stupid shit.

 

If Kristy shot her mouth off, she also violated H.I.P.A.A., since she chose a 'clinical' approach. But, not... No exam, no claim of a clinical evaluation. However, she chose to maintain a clinical approach so she chose to violate H.I.P.A.A.

 

Regardless of her possible colossal fuck-ups, and Rachel's for-sure fuck-ups per recorded statements from attorney Ruth O'Neill, these physicians had an obligation to do a thorough evaluation, examination, and make a proper diagnosis based on current MEDICAL EVIDENCE. They charged me for having done this, yet the audio, and LACK of tests, ultrasounds, etc. prove they fraudulently charged me. Then they stuck a stamp on it and dropped it into the U.S.P.S. postal service. That made it federal criminal offenses. Besides the Chapter 12 criminal A.D.A. Violations.

 

Kristy's indiscretions were in the interest of preserving the integrity of her marriage. Therefore her fuck-ups are forgiven. I'd certainly defend my marriage to her, or any future female, passionately, regardless of who got pissed. It's not forgotten because I'm setting on multiple unbiopsied tumors many months later because of their mouths, malpractices, discrimination's, and Podunk understandings & projections. Kristy never could 'hold her nuts' when it came to me... Here, she would argue "That was 16 1/2 years ago! I was only 28 and you were a super-cute prodigy!"

 

Exactly my point.

 

Kristy likely based her 'evaluations' on bogus Intel she was fed over a DECADE AND A HALF ago. Plus, from '98-2005 I was forced to take the now famous criminally marketed (they plead guilty) suicide drug Neurontin, now called gabapentin. Kristy knows this. I wrote to her about it, and discussed it on the phone with her BEFORE Temple Grandin lectured about it on YouTube.

 

Even WITH the bullshit letters ( to maintain my cover) she was still obligated to do a thorough evaluation before making any clinical assertions. She acted on 16 1/2 year old BAD Intel from when we were young, dumb, and full of come... Or I was full of forced Neurontin by The Family Counseling Center doctors. Probably because their staff KNEW I was following 3 child sex trafficking drug addicted/trafficking mothers through the systems that they manipulate. Robin McCartney complained that I was lying to the junkies... "They don't deserve to be lied to..." Robin says.

 

"They lie to each other all fucking day long, lie to you & the rest of the staff all fucking day long, and let their dealers molest their kids, and lie about that, too! They don't deserve my respect, my trust, or for me to turn a blind eye to protect them.. Y.O.U. have to protect them. I do not. I have kids to protect..."

 

"Let's talk about that... Why you use your talents to protect children..."

 

And we did.

 

When these physicians/social workers roll on Kristy & Rachel, as I don't see them writing me personal checks to save Rachel & Kristy's asses. Even though she, and her wife Kristen Clark, has likely sat on most of these doctors faces. Possibly at the same time. I dubbed Kristy as the most beautiful, and sexiest woman on the planet. That was based on when she made smart decisions. She screwed the pooch on that. She climbed into her prejudices, ignorance, and climbed up Kristen Clark's teeny weeny teenager ass and thereby hogtied the entire medical community over a piece of pussy. I never dubbed Kristy to be the smartest woman on the planet.

 

COMO has a couple of other females that could qualify as 'Most Beautiful Woman on The Planet'. Or 'Sexiest Woman On The Planet'... But, one must be S.M.A.R.T. to qualify.

 

S.M.A.R.T. is as S.M.A.R.T. does.

 

S.MA.R.T. doesn't mean perfect. S.M.A.R.T. is making innocent mistakes and rapidly repairing the situation... Not perpetuating the same idiotic & obtuse behavior, repeating the same stupid shit, albeit different approaches, and expecting different results. Which sounds like addictive behavior, per the literature on it... Those who see addictive behaviors in everyone are usually linear thinkers with addiction disorders.

 

I see happy, healthy, smart, well-meaning, ethical people. In everyone. Like myself, and my best friends Darla, and Virginia. Whom I get along with perfectly.

 

It's only after individuals have repeatedly done S.T.U.P.I.D. shit, unapologetically, that the sum total of their actions & inaction's, add up to something sick, morbid, junkie-like, etc. At that point, depending on the amount of damage, collateral damages, and potentially irreparable harm that these fucking bozos cause (usually formally educated rednecks-lesbians included) I start low, and come high with my systems analysis. By the time I'm half-way up their begging me to stop. However, unlike them I do nothing half-assed. I complete the tasks they have pushed me into, despite their pleas for mercy, and dispense social justices as I damn well see fit.

 

Otherwise known as 'giving them a taste of their own medicine'.

 

'Revenge' isn't the motivator. Making the offenders recoil, motivating them to change their approach, and thus 'correcting' their destructive behaviors is the ultimate goal. I was trained to be a U.S. Navy Officer as a child. I was married to a corrections officer for about a decade. Whom I never 'cheated' on. Females have a tendency to periodically change the definition of 'cheating' for me... My prodigious passion brings a superhuman dynamic with it. Good times! So, when I'm told "Heather! Quit!" I just look pitiful and say, "Yes, Dear, now please set on my face..."

 

;-D

 

I'll own that piece of shit honeymoon cottage, decorated by Bed Bath & Beyond that Edible Arrangements 'Fruit Designer' (per Vox Magazine) Kristy L. Jacoby & Kristen Clark borrowed $130,000 from Flat Branch Mortgage to buy? Or flip? Kristy has been associated with several properties. Another with a Melissa K. Phelps. Anyway, I'll sell it, and build two much bigger custom homes. Plus have about $20K for decorating, which I'll do myself, via up-cycled art, & furniture, that I make. I'll then let her and her wifey-poo live in one.

 

If my new wife let's me. I am not remarried, however, I will be before I start building houses regardless of how much cash I have accumulated in an untouchable trust account from multiple settlements.

 

A huge chunk of which was going to go to the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition IF they cut all ties to Laura McHugh. However, they have two volunteers who don't seem to grasp the concept of boundaries, retaliate against whistleblowers when they get recorded doing criminal misrepresentations for the sake of personal glory, and ask for donations for fraudulent & personal purposes. That retaliation that I recorded counts as discrimination. One moved from Rescue Innocence, to CMSHTC. That had been planned by another dilettante volunteer, according to her. She was recorded stating as much. That 'manipulative' angling in organizations promising help to survivors really pisses me off. Yet, one CMSHTC advocate was recorded stating that we survivors "are so manipulative"

 

Oh! Really? That would be the pot calling the kettle black.

 

I damn sure won't hear that "We are all on the same team..." "We are all working towards the same goal..." manipulative horseshit. I've been creating exits for several decades longer than CMSHTC has been in existence. Longer than many of them have been born onto this planet. I've certainly made more in the way of personal sacrifices. I sacrificed personal relationships, lovers, friends, my civil liberties, housing, food, cold water, MY own personal safety to insure the safety of children and cops, not to mention a glorious career as a lecturer, mathematics prodigy, physician, attorney, musician, vocalist, and anything else I may have done had I NOT survived child sex trafficking. Teammates are as teammates DO. If you're doing stupid, criminal shit for personal rewards that compromises the integrity of a team that is responsible for the lives of children & adults who've had enough of that shit already then YOU are the selfish 'I' that doesn't exist in word T.E.A.M. At that point, I will assert the 'I' that exists in Team Captain and set your ass straight for the benefit of my 'kids'.

  

Oh! Yes! Let's not forget to say "I can't breathe!" to the 90% H.U.D. funded Salvation Army's Harbor House who was repeatedly recorded attempting to steal clients medications, actually stealing clients meds ON CAMERA in a locked room only staff had access to, ASS. Director Dele Williams, Director Brenda Stanek, Caseworkers Crackhead Tammy & M.S.W. Renita, and some pregnant idiot for retaliating ON RECORD against autistic clients for asserting A.D.A. violations & reporting successful criminal drug diversion by staff...

 

"I can't breathe!", again, to Kristy L. Jacoby (but you can still set on my face if I'm still single when you get froggy), your wife (the oral sex invitation does NOT extend to her as I am not a pederast,) and an "I can't breathe!" to Edible Arrangements drunken driving owner Krista M. Davis. A future head shrink at that who used the money made from you idiots purchasing disgustingly overpriced fruit to buy her way out of felony convictions & prison time.

 

Oh, yeah, "I can't breathe", too, Dr. Megan Cates, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P., and the suicide drug gabapentin pushing Dr. Parks at Family Health Center. Cates & Hartigan, both of whom refused to do proper GYN evaluations, on record, and know absolutely nothing about autism. They both PROUDLY subscribe to the rapist culture approaches, Nazi style propaganda campaigns, ISIS terrorist tactics, and K.K.K. attitudes perpetuated by University of Missouri. They both seem to believe everything, and NOTHING, the drug companies tell them.

 

I will let Chris do my breast exam. I won't have to worry about ejaculating in my shorts when he puts his hands on my boobs... He's too fucking ugly to make my G-spot swell up, and collapse around my Skene's gland... Not that it would matter, he's probably never seen female ejaculate as he most likely has no idea how to get a woman relaxed enough to get aroused enough to get an erect G-spot. He's too fucking stoned on gabapentin...

 

These police and doctors do get lot's of sensitivity training, and standard operating procedures & policies do demand that safety is first. A proper approach would have been:

 

"Hi! Mr. Garner. How are you, today? I see you're in distress, do you need any medical attention? Can we get some paramedics here for you? Can we do, or not do anything, to assist your breathing discomfort in any way?"

 

I know there are those who fake symptoms, however, those of us with real medical issues don't have to pay for the stupid crap that others do! Protocol advises that you err on the side of caution.

 

As a very skilled interviewer/investigator I know that if you err on the side of caution they eventually stop the faking of the symptoms, calm down, and cooperate with proper, respectful approaches. That's one of the many reasons I was immunized, and made an agent of the Law Offices of Chad Cronon J.D., amongst other juris doctorates he introduced me to. They picked up where he left off due to 'personal' issues. Chad's a gifted legal scholar, and specialist in A.D.A. and the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action. Chad got his masters in Birmingham...

I had just watched the Eric Garner 'I CAN'T BREATHE' video right before I wrote this article. I am sure that his friends & family are devastated. However, the fact that Eric proclaimed that the ongoing abuses of police profiling/discriminations/retaliations "ends today" means that Eric Garner bravely gave his life for the cause of equality. He was assassinated by the police officer who refused to reasonably accommodate his medical disabilities in retaliation for asserting discriminations/profiling by N.Y.P.D. Eric is right up there with Jesus Christ (fighting for freedoms), Abraham Lincoln, JFK, MLK, Bobby Kennedy, Medgar Evers, Malcolm X. Muhammad Ali, Rosa Parks, MLK, Elvis Presley, Maya Angelou, Angela B. Davis, Harriet Tubman, and so many others also chose to go against the police/unfair laws, and risk going to jail, in their fights for equality. .

 

I put off watching the video because I knew I would very much relate to it, even as an autistic F.E.M.A.L.E. of Irish & Native American descent. The 'Trail of Tears' is far from over for any of us... This article is dedicated in loving memory to Eric Garner, Micheal Brown, Trayvon Martin, and Matthew A. Nestle all of whom died very recently as a direct result of discriminations and police profiling. Their deaths were very brutal & unnecessary.

 

Since I too, have damn near died as a result of these same bigoted attitudes because I am an autistic savant, I extend my prodigious condolences to the surviving families of Eric Garner, Michael Brown, Matthew A Nestle, and Trayvon Martin.

 

I am too ill to go to the beautiful New York City wearing an "I Can't Breathe!" t-shirt to stand in peaceful protest. I am about to handprint some of my own t-shirts with fabric dye.

 

Today, I am bedridden with excruciating pelvic, back and pain in places you'd shudder to know about because of multiple uterine tumors. I had medicated, and sat in my recliner, and said to myself "I hurt so bad I CAN'T BREATHE!" The autism makes the pain even more ungodly because it's another form of sensory overload. This causes rapid heart rate, or tachycardia. This makes breathing very uncomfortable. I have two inhalers that I have to use. With the savant syndrome, the pain triggers a satellite view of the memories of why I still have the tumors inside of me in the first place...

 

These tumors were deliberately untreated because of police, doctor, homeless shelter staff, and social workers profiling me. They decided that I didn't deserve treatment, to continue to be able to work and get an obamacare plan to be able to pay for the tests, a very necessary biopsy, or even to know about these tumors.

 

I am not attempting to trivialize the very unnecessary deaths of the aforementioned victims of police profiling. I am rewriting this article to authenticate that the suffocation of minorities via various forms of oppression & Hitlers Nazi Germany starvation tactics through network-centric warfare (social networking a.k.a. Sovereignty Commissions) is a serious epidemic that has amassed a holocaust via countless deaths adding up to mass genocide. I am a Neurontin/gabapentin Holocaust Survivor perpetuated by U.S. President George W. Bush & University of Missouri Hospital, Green Meadows Clinic, Family Counseling Center & Boone Hospital Center, and millions of other hospitals and prescribers WORLDWIDE (per the Washington Post, Wall Street Journal, Bloomberg Report, Huffington Post, Reuters) climbing in bed with Pfizer Pharmaceuticals for financial kickbacks. I'm sad to say that I have clients who are still being pushed this suicide drug responsible for millions of deaths by Dr. Parks, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P. at Family Health Center. I watched as 9 of my neighbors all tagged as 'Mentally Ill' died on this medication

 

That said I am autistic, with a savant syndrome. It's a 'syndrome' for many reasons. We suffer unimaginable reprisals for regurgitating truths no one cares to hear. I have a passion for humanitarian causes like abolitionism, the abolishment of police profiling, discrimination by anyone especially in any public or federally funded entity like hospitals, etc. All of these get adults & even worse, children killed. There is no bigger atrocity than the untimely death of a child via the hatred & prejudices of allegedly 'educated', licensed, and certified professionals.

  

Here's some 'Autism Speaks' for you...

 

First, I have a very big attitude of gratitude. I have a tremendous success with my investigations, here, in Columbia, MO; Home of the University of Missouri Tigers which is The Capital Seat of the U.S.A.'s Racist & Rapist Culture based on misinterpretations of Christ's teachings. The same way the K.K.K. did. This is very much like Birmingham was to the racist rapist-minded Deep South back in Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.'s days of attempted peaceful protests to assert civil & basic human rights. This attitude is possessed by women, as well. I have lots of audio of it. Here, even the human right specialists haven't got a clue. I have that on record, several times, with 2. One still works for the local Human Rights Commission. The other had to resign. It's becoming quite obvious as to why.

 

These bigoted rapist racist attitudes falsely & deliberately 'perceived' these assertions as 'aggression' and the authorities that be got violent via 'unnecessary uses of force. They wanted an excuse to act like racist/prejudiced assholes. The same way University Of Missouri Hospital's LCSW Beth O., R.N. Kelly Isaacs, their ASS. Clinical Director Rona, and the rest of the staff did when they put their hands on me for wanting to take 5 seconds to inventory my OTHER electronics after they had sat on the counter unattended for a very long time. "sure, Ms. Moore. Here's your bag... Everything there? Great. Be safe!" A few seconds of diplomacy would have made things easier for everyone. Instead, she stayed in her emotions, and bigotry and said "Get her out of here."

 

The audio will reveal that I was not being unreasonable, disorderly, or disrespectful in any way.

 

That same obtuse attitude chosen by LCSW Beth O., Charge Nurse Kelly Isaacs R.N (Kristy's former coworker) was perpetuated by Rachel Skrall? of the Lois Bryant House whom MO C.A.S.A. Attorney Ruth O.Neill was recorded stating Rachel was 'well connected to the medical community'. Ruth stated, on record, that Rachel made phone calls with concerns about my well-being based on alleged 'aberrant behaviors' on a day that I hadn't even seen Rachel, as she was Jefferson City for her anniversary, and I spent the morning with Ruth and an actual LICENSED E.R. medical doctor. If these child molesting M.U. doctors truly believed that I was in distress they were obligated by law to intervene. They did not. They knew damn well I was fine, Ruth vigorously agreed in front of my friend Julien that I was getting 'Whistleblower Retaliation' for going public about the criminal malpractices & open admitted (on record) discriminations of many licensed 'caregivers' listed below.

 

If my use of the quote "I Can't Breathe" spoken by Eric Garner offends you, then I challenge you to be billed for thousands of dollars worth of criminal medical malpractices, remain in uncontrollable bleeding, swelling, with throbbing pain in your back, rectum, genitals, partial paralysis in that you feel like your legs are made of Jello, periodic urinary & bowel incontinence all from nerve encroachment from tumors in your uterus. It's parallel to these doctors, nurses, and social workers repeatedly smashing me in the crotch & back with a baseball bat. You, too, would do some analysis to make sense of your pain if all you were autistic and all you had was a savant memory to help you cope...

 

So, let the "I Can't Breathe"s' begin. For the record, 'nice' has nothing to do with being a hateful rapist/racist. Richard Beasley & Scott Rozear Mason were both exceptionally smart, nice, and liked by many. Smooth operators. Both of them. As were the Orange County States Attorney's Kim Mann & Karen Bankowitz who are guilty of the Brady Violations that gave him grounds for appeal on the 20 year prison sentence that I got for him. Beasley targeted drug addicted & alcoholic mothers of TODDLERS, got these women high, then when they made a drug run, or passed out on Xanax he molested their baby's and took Polaroids while he sexually molested them. Orange County gave this U.S. Navy trained UNregistered & UNconvicted (on sex offenses anyway) sexual predator 30 years probation even though he caught 17 new similar charges in Polk Co. MO while he was R.O.R.'d on 2 counts of child molestation.

 

Scott Rozear Mason was trafficking an 11 year old child to him. When I found out-Mason got drunk and slipped up letting the cat out of the bag, I became U.S. Navy Officer & Beasley's FL Dept. of Corrections Sex Offender Specialist. Within days they had threatened his life, and i made him aware of it so he could do a safe capture when they were going to hide the child on Thanksgiving 2010.

  

I CAN'T BREATHE to Laura McHugh! That's from an autistic prodigious savant child sex trafficking survivor (me) that's quite pissed that you raped another survivor of her story of repeated brutal rapes, getting her vagina sewn shut & child trafficking. You raped her of her own story because you're not talented enough to come up with YOUR OWN story.

 

On that note, I CAN'T BREATHE to your publishers Spiegel & Grau, and those major booksellers who sell that piece of shit 'The Weight of Blood' for you. Like amazon.com, Barnes & Noble, Books A Million, Kindle, etc.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to all the trafficking non-for-profits who are in bed with Laura McHugh. They promote her book, and she makes appearances at their fundraisers. That Makes them, i.e. the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition & Rescue Innocence (both of whom need serious overhauling and attitude adjustments), equally as guilty of exploiting that Lebanon MO trafficking victim as Laura McHugh, her publishers, and those booksellers profiting from the sale of her books. My E.M.D.R. therapist and I discussed the serious & possibly criminal shortcomings of advocates from both of these organizations.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE To the Orange County Florida Assistant State's Attorneys that gave child rapists Richard Edwin Beasley 30 years probation??? AFTER filing and winning all those motions that guaranteed him about 30 years in prison??? 1o years earlier they let him walk on 60+ R.I.C.O. Violations. but, he was 'white'. If Beasley had been black he'd have never walked on the R.I.C.O. charges and been serving 40 years just like his partners that he rolled, and testified against, for the walk.

 

Beasley, a U.S. Navy trained (Vietnam) child rapist who liked his victims under the age of 5 and preferably in diapers is now doing 20 years because I was the 'U.S. Navy trained special operator' he couldn't outsmart, Scott Rozear Mason - doing 40 years for killing a teen boy because the U.S. Navy Officer probation officer whose life I saved, Pensacola Police department, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, the I.R.S. Criminal Investigations Division, the U.S. Department of Homeland Security, and Orange County Florida States Attorney's profiled their own key witness who infiltrated a criminal organization of pedophiles and made them look like the incompetent neuro-normal non-savants that they are, and decided to bury me and erase me vis Brady Violations as an unpaid autistic savant agent of the state who was immunized from prosecution.

 

Scott Mason's child pornographer & racketeering pedophile father John R. Mason of Pensacola Florida was the money man for that criminal organization. You can read a more formal 'lapdog publishing' Associated Press news account in Pensacola News Journal & Tallahassee Democrat articles. Everyone seems to like mine more, though. I do 'watchdog' publishing with vetted/recorded in this stream.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to Brandon O'Rourke, a Peoria (Phoenix) AZ & Colorado McDonald's Restaurant franchisee (O'Rourke Investment Group) who threatens false criminal sanctions VIA EMAIL for reporting Title VII & A.D.A. Violations to the E.E.O.C. He openly discriminated against an African American female member of management who was helping me. He also retaliates against under-age females who suffer through sexual harassment on the clock at his store. His GM Amber Mortenson hates the elderly, and anyone of Mexican, Hispanic, or any non-Caucasian nationalities. Amber throws food at their head (they barely spoke English) when they don't make Big Mac's right. That's according to others in the McDonald's at 91st Ave & Union Hills management! The E.E.O.C. didn't hesitate to file charges. A copy of the actual charge can be found in this stream. Just click on the 'Boycott McDonald's Restaurants' tag and you'll see it.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to rachel Skrall? at Lois Bryant House, who lied her ass off to the medical community to insure that I didn't get proper treatment for my symptoms we now know was caused by these tumors. According to a recorded conversation with attorney Ruth O'Neill, Rachel didn't bother to tell Ruth the truth about my very conservative use of pain meds, and projecting her addiction disorders onto me even though all the evidence was to the contrary. Seeking behaviors and addictions are a necessity for upwardly mobile children & adults. It's what we seek & get addicted to that decides if it's a healthy drive (addiction) or an unhealthy drive (disorder). Read Robert Wright's book 'The Moral Animal', or Dean Ornish's 'Love & Survival'. People choose to be disorderly in seeking destructive/obstructive gratifications or constructive/progressive gratifications. Our choices are based on our formative years, and other variables such as autism, savant syndrome, male, female, race, ethnicity, and the varying cultures that go with religion. ethnicity, & nationality.

 

Personally, I am addicted to safety, freedom, affection, family-like environments, whether it be with a 'companion' or friends, art, music, learning, progress, and creating exits for abused children, or social justice for abused adults.

 

Having a happy & healthy childhood with helpful nurturing adults imprints a seeking/addiction to happy, healthy, helpful, nurturing habits as an adult. I was an autistic female savant child prodigy who was subjected to severe abuses & trafficking by my parents. God (Love) made sure I had powerful interventions that exposed me to the safe, warm, loving environments that I passionately sought to create for other kids.

 

The seeking of any narcotic, intoxicating, or mood altering drug by disorderly addicts & alcoholics is one extremely popular manifestation of a displacement of seeking the healthy nurturing gratifying behaviors. I say there are no true 'diseases' of addiction. there are chemical dependencies that are easily remedied so long as there are no behavioral disorders that are the cause or that are accompanying the medical condition.

 

Addictions are inherently necessary for a progressive society. Addictions to drugs, acting out child abuses, acting out adult rape, or any other predatory behaviors, sexual or otherwise are simply manifestations of Stockholm Syndrome or trauma bonding.

 

This is an epidemic in our American Capitalist Economy. Rachel Skrall, probably her friends at Edible Arrangements, and I'm guessing Ruth O'Neil. Another manifestation of the abuses Rachel claims she has survived, is her practice of very unqualified and bad medicine without a license.

 

The very hateful, discriminating, prejudiced, and bigoted Rachel thinks because she has a TEEN BOY the teachers are calling 'gifted', (I saw no evidence of that) that she's qualified to deliberately lie her ass off about this TRULY GIFTED AUTISTIC FEMALE PRODIGIOUS SAVANT because she's jealous of my friendship (understanding) with MO CASA child advocate attorney Ruth O'Neill. That very day that Rachel said I was behaving badly Ruth was visiting very pleasantly with me and inviting me to dog shows. We spent a great deal of the morning discussing my lifes work. So, when I arrived back home, and it was very much a wonderful home to me rat turds, dog sweat funk, and all... and Ruth was visibly upset I knew that Rachel had made her move. She had been angling & posturing for quite some time. Namely after I told her I recorded her beloved Green Meadows Clinics Dr. Hanna Gov-ari's criminal malpractices. And I told her how I so enjoyed the look of horror on Dr. Gov-ari's face when I picked up my blank screened phone, activated the screen and let her see the bouncing mock needle from my audio recorder. The silence was deafening.

 

I believe that this was when Rachel launched her propaganda campaign to starve me out of Columbia by making sure I didn't get the medical care the law provides for. Asst. Clinical Director Rona snitched Rachel out in saying "There's a shelter, here, you can go to..."

 

How'd she know? I signed no releases for them to speak with anyone at any shelter. I told Beth O. expressly that the paralysis and pain made those steps too dangerous for me. I had already fallen from the partial paralysis, and experienced incontinence from it. I told Rachel immediately of the fall, and of my symptoms. She knew about the out-of-control bleeding, searing pelvic, rectal, back and groin pain that shoots down my legs. i was in tears the morning Jeff took me to the hospital.

 

If Rachel were a qualified diagnostician she'd have guessed I had uterine tumors even without the ultrasound the way Beth Sweeney F.N.P. did before she saw the July ultrasound that showed the tumors that all the hospitals & clinics refused to tell me about. Rachel Skrall has a biology degree that probably over 20 years old. Teaches part-time and meddles and snitches on the homeless people FULL-TIME. And it's 'snitching' because it's all BULLSHIT she's made up, or misdiagnosed.

 

For the record: no 'addict' can go day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, of vetted extremely conservative use of pain meds despite medically evident crippling pain. I just spoke with a friend in Orlando. She remembers me being taken to the hospital b y ambulance because of paralysis from these tumors back in November 2012. That's when I was given tramadol for the crippling pain by Florida Hospital. No ultrasound, no proper GYN work-up. I was 'homeless'. I took half a 50mg tablet of tramadol twice a day. At Chad's I had to take more because he kept me running this way and that, as his other investigator said he does, and had he known about the tumors, and that the Orange County A.S.A.'s sent me to prison as an autistic prodigy with crippling uterine tumors, heads would have fucking rolled. He's my crazy brave little brother. This is why I insist on my caregivers doing pill counts. It's called 'vetting'. They authenticate my assertions. Addicts have no self-control when it comes to intoxicants, and if they do manage to control themselves, it's very short-lived. I know this because I've been studying the male & female alcoholic & drug addicted child molesters/traffickers for DECADES Most of them are not child sexual abusers. They do let me know who the 'Chester's are, though.

 

"But, Heather, your so S.M.A.R.T.!!!" I've been told.

 

Exactly. As are almost all individuals with R.E.A.L. addiction disorders. Their intelligence is compromised by their addiction D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R.S. True addicts cannot control themselves no matter how smart they are... S.M.A.R.T. is as smart does. Active predatory A.D.D.I.C.T.S. are as active predatory addicts do... They tend to possess linear perceptions that tend to make them believe everyone is as sick, and idiotic as them. I have many educated predatory addicts, like doctors, lawyers, social workers, homeless shelter staff - most of whom claim to be 'recovering' addicts, asserting this logic on audio recordings. Truly recovering addicts & alcoholics KNOW that 'Perception' is not 'reality' and worry about what's going on with themselves... If the addict is still projecting their own sickness into others they are NOT 'recovering'. They are in active addiction, themselves, even if they are not 'imbibing' and are therefore completely out of touch with reality. They are still acting 'insanely' by doing stupid shit, expecting no consequences from doing the stupid shit. Or, trying to hustle their way out of the consequences... I've observed them doing this for decades, as well. They know that they do it...

 

Also, for the record, the sweetest, smartest, most passionate & warm people I know are recovered (A.A. Big Book specialists highlight the word 'recovered') from chemical addictions. They are my most avid supporters and do not hesitate to stick their necks out to assist me.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to Boone Hospital Center's Dr. Heredia & Dr. Scott for refusing to tell me about the tumors that were on an emergency ultrasound, ordered for continued severe bleeding, back, rectal, genital, pelvic, & leg pain, and for refusing to refer me to proper gyn specialists, refusing proper treatment, telling me to go back to AZ for treatment, yet, refuse to keep me working so I could afford medical care.

 

They just wanted me gone. Most likely because Kristy, at Edible Arrangements, was apparently worried about giggling, cooing, beaming, biting her bottom lip longingly & getting 'wet' for me when she was about to get married to another bitch. A skinny bitch, I'm a fat bitch, now... And they're all probably pissed that I have gone public about their passive role in my investigation into 3 drug addicted women that were trafficking their children and who were exploiting the programs at McCambridge Center for Women.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to the Boone Hospital Center nurse who was just recorded rushing me to lay back, in ungodly pain, and let her shove a catheter in my crotch. She waited until my advocate, a former human rights investigator left the room, but forgot in her agitation that the phone on the floor was RECORDING everything. That's to say she was recorded violating a municipal criminal ordinance, Chapter 12, in a public accommodation that falls under Chapter 12 jurisdiction.

 

Great big I CAN'T BREATHE to University of Missouri MSW LCSW Beth O., Kelly Isaacs R.N., Dr. Ithman, and the E.R. doctors that were unknowingly video recorded deliberately refusing to properly treat per wound care, and antibiotics, for an autistic female they know is colonized with M.R.S.A. because they ran the blood cultures back in 2001. I didn't go into the University of Missouri or Boone Hospital Centers to claim abuse. I went in for standard, minimal help with the autism. I talked to them calmly & respectfully. I went into the toilet to change out the law offices phone batteries (no place to charge it in private) and make sure the audio recording app was getting E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

 

;-D

 

That's what they get for doing an unnecessary 96 committal of an autistic prodigy who had unbearable pain from multiple tumors. I told them to send for Boone's records. If they didn't then that's another form of malpractice. When I told them I was an investigator for attorney's, and friends with a woman I believed was D.O.J. supervisor they wrote me up as psychotic... Now, once I saw a veteran provider, not the student/resident psych, and boldly told him he could listen to a few voicemails he looked a bit piqued, declined, and discharged me from the hospital without antibiotics for the raging cellulosis developed while in their hospital. Told me they'd get me a bus ticket to Kansas "They are good with autism in Kansas" says Dr. Ithman. Even though they have the Thompson Center, here. Not that it's any good...

 

They refused a ticket because Beth O. was recorded bragging about lying to admin, and tried, instead, to get me into a personal staff members car with 2 staff members who were going to drop me off way out of town at a truck stop where the Greyhound stopped, but the Clinical Director refused to document this in my discharge instructions. Instead they falsely wrote that a friend in AZ was sending me a bus ticket. Obviously to cover their asses in case I actually got into that car. The friend they wrote this about was Virginia, the human trafficking investigator, who knows damn well I did no such thing. Didn't even have her new number until I got out.

 

They didn't know I was making audio files with a phone UNDER my double DD's. I didn't tell Virginia that, either. I had to maintain a social firewall between us to be able to do my work. I didn't need her getting worried and intervening & thus blowing my cover. She taught U.S. Navy special forces. She probably ultimately taught me the basics via whomever taught my U.S. Navy father during Vietnam.

 

I just took it to a different level before I was a teenager... Prodigiously. Now, the feds have ALMOST caught up. They got the basics by sending in feds to hospitals, homeless shelters, and drug treatment clinics and present with what looks like a valid needs for services. Now, I need to teach them how to do multiple interviews and rapid mathematics applications. Virginia is smart enough to get it, and teach it.

 

Now, back to my I CAN'T BREATHE's

 

That big M.U. Tigers also applies to I CAN'T BREATHE Green Meadows Clinics Dr.'s Hanna Gov-ari & Alicia Ludden who were also recorded refusing to keep me working, examine, order tests, imaging, or previous medical records to find out about the tumors...

 

The doctors are going to blame Kristy L. Jacoby, or Rachel Skrall? at the rodent infested Lois Bryant House. Rachel eats Cheetos in bed while she plays on her iPad, and iPhone, and then bitches about the mice in her bed. The house is literally covered in mouse T.U.R.D.S. And stinks like funky ass dog sweat. I had safer, more sanitary sleeping conditions on the church porch during my street investigation that got a missing 15 year old boy identified as a trafficking victim. I emailed a contact at CPD, and Ruth. He was. trafficked by St. Louis, and his junkie side-kick the bullshit 'rape' victim K2 Junkie 'Baby' (Barbara) who everyone refused to fuck because she refused to bathe. That pussy was cuttin' up, too. As was her breath.

 

Anyway, Kristy & Rachel will blame each other. After they've all snitched each other out, and they and the doctors have all confessed to malpractices via trying to blame me somehow (the audio is going to prove priceless, here) they'll all write me checks. They'll do like Rachel and say my autism affect made them feel threatened, or they saw 'aberrant behavior' which is all based on their prejudices & bigotry. The same way white folks felt threatened by 'negro's' back in the day, saying stupid shit about how they smelled, and sweated profusely, as a reason to make them drink from different water fountains, use different bathrooms, and set at the back of the bus. Again, Podunk perceptions are not reality. I hope Adam Kruse, the investigator at the City of Columbia Mayor's office educates himself before he takes emotional sides with this popular perception against protected persons with autism & savant syndrome.

 

If he makes excuses for the offenders on record, again, and has to recuse himself as the investigator of my complaints of discrimination against Harbor Freight Tools, Boone Hospital Center, and unlicensed landlord Katy Young (107 Anderson St) who thinks that she is entitled to a $186. accidental over-payment because I'm autistic.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to Harbor Freight Tools. They called me retard, falsely wrote me up for drawe shortages when they refused to allow me to count my drawer before I took responsibility for it, or when I ended my shift. They sell ITC, Inside Track Club memberships for $30 bucks a pop, telling you that you save more money than with their standard coupons. That's HORSHESHIT. I am a prodigy & mathematician who got their standard free coupon books, and read their ITC catalogs. Eventually, everyone gets that same ITC price on big ticket items, and regular items, whether it be from the FREE coupons or from sidewalk sales which go on at least 2 X's a month!!! Their extended service plans are only necessary on big ticket tools that you are going to use the shit out of.

 

If I were a white male, they'd be placing a Nobel Prize around my neck. But, I'm a homosexual female...

 

Kristy had a responsibility to actually examine ME. Like Dr. Gov-ari , Dr. Alicia Ludden, and Dr. Megan Cates, Kristy refused. I tried to tell her the truth and save face. She refused to pick up the phone. So, "I didn't know" isn't a valid excuse. Willful ignorance is a deliberate choice. Apparently she was afraid she'd smile, beam, giggle, and bite her bottom lip at me, and get wet like she used to 16 1/2 years ago. I don't care how Podunk or how old her degree is, Kristy is smart enough to know that 16 1/2 years, and love letters from a R.A.D.I.C.A.L. prodigious social activist isn't enough to make a sound clinical decision. The recent medical evidence over the past 5 years did not support her unfounded accusations.

 

Kristy L. Jacoby was about to get married into a 'Keeping up with the Jones' LGBT wedding with a baby head shrink with the ass the size of a 13 year old who tweets stupid shit.

 

If Kristy shot her mouth off, she also violated H.I.P.A.A., since she chose a 'clinical' approach. But, not... No exam, no claim of a clinical evaluation. However, she chose to maintain a clinical approach so she chose to violate H.I.P.A.A.

 

Regardless of her possible colossal fuck-ups, and Rachel's for-sure fuck-ups per recorded statements from attorney Ruth O'Neill, these physicians had an obligation to do a thorough evaluation, examination, and make a proper diagnosis based on current MEDICAL EVIDENCE. They charged me for having done this, yet the audio, and LACK of tests, ultrasounds, etc. prove they fraudulently charged me. Then they stuck a stamp on it and dropped it into the U.S.P.S. postal service. That made it federal criminal offenses. Besides the Chapter 12 criminal A.D.A. Violations.

 

Kristy's indiscretions were in the interest of preserving the integrity of her marriage. Therefore her fuck-ups are forgiven. I'd certainly defend my marriage to her, or any future female, passionately, regardless of who got pissed. It's not forgotten because I'm setting on multiple unbiopsied tumors many months later because of their mouths, malpractices, discrimination's, and Podunk understandings & projections. Kristy never could 'hold her nuts' when it came to me... Here, she would argue "That was 16 1/2 years ago! I was only 28 and you were a super-cute prodigy!"

 

Exactly my point.

 

Kristy likely based her 'evaluations' on bogus Intel she was fed over a DECADE AND A HALF ago. Plus, from '98-2005 I was forced to take the now famous criminally marketed (they plead guilty) suicide drug Neurontin, now called gabapentin. Kristy knows this. I wrote to her about it, and discussed it on the phone with her BEFORE Temple Grandin lectured about it on YouTube.

 

Even WITH the bullshit letters ( to maintain my cover) she was still obligated to do a thorough evaluation before making any clinical assertions. She acted on 16 1/2 year old BAD Intel from when we were young, dumb, and full of come... Or I was full of forced Neurontin by The Family Counseling Center doctors. Probably because their staff KNEW I was following 3 child sex trafficking drug addicted/trafficking mothers through the systems that they manipulate. Robin McCartney complained that I was lying to the junkies... "They don't deserve to be lied to..." Robin says.

 

"They lie to each other all fucking day long, lie to you & the rest of the staff all fucking day long, and let their dealers molest their kids, and lie about that, too! They don't deserve my respect, my trust, or for me to turn a blind eye to protect them.. Y.O.U. have to protect them. I do not. I have kids to protect..."

 

"Let's talk about that... Why you use your talents to protect children..."

 

And we did.

 

When these physicians/social workers roll on Kristy & Rachel, as I don't see them writing me personal checks to save Rachel & Kristy's asses. Even though she, and her wife Kristen Clark, has likely sat on most of these doctors faces. Possibly at the same time. I dubbed Kristy as the most beautiful, and sexiest woman on the planet. That was based on when she made smart decisions. She screwed the pooch on that. She climbed into her prejudices, ignorance, and climbed up Kristen Clark's teeny weeny teenager ass and thereby hogtied the entire medical community over a piece of pussy. I never dubbed Kristy to be the smartest woman on the planet.

 

COMO has a couple of other females that could qualify as 'Most Beautiful Woman on The Planet'. Or 'Sexiest Woman On The Planet'... But, one must be S.M.A.R.T. to qualify.

 

S.M.A.R.T. is as S.M.A.R.T. does.

 

S.MA.R.T. doesn't mean perfect. S.M.A.R.T. is making innocent mistakes and rapidly repairing the situation... Not perpetuating the same idiotic & obtuse behavior, repeating the same stupid shit, albeit different approaches, and expecting different results. Which sounds like addictive behavior, per the literature on it... Those who see addictive behaviors in everyone are usually linear thinkers with addiction disorders.

 

I see happy, healthy, smart, well-meaning, ethical people. In everyone. Like myself, and my best friends Darla, and Virginia. Whom I get along with perfectly.

 

It's only after individuals have repeatedly done S.T.U.P.I.D. shit, unapologetically, that the sum total of their actions & inaction's, add up to something sick, morbid, junkie-like, etc. At that point, depending on the amount of damage, collateral damages, and potentially irreparable harm that these fucking bozos cause (usually formally educated rednecks-lesbians included) I start low, and come high with my systems analysis. By the time I'm half-way up their begging me to stop. However, unlike them I do nothing half-assed. I complete the tasks they have pushed me into, despite their pleas for mercy, and dispense social justices as I damn well see fit.

 

Otherwise known as 'giving them a taste of their own medicine'.

 

'Revenge' isn't the motivator. Making the offenders recoil, motivating them to change their approach, and thus 'correcting' their destructive behaviors is the ultimate goal. I was trained to be a U.S. Navy Officer as a child. I was married to a corrections officer for about a decade. Whom I never 'cheated' on. Females have a tendency to periodically change the definition of 'cheating' for me... My prodigious passion brings a superhuman dynamic with it. Good times! So, when I'm told "Heather! Quit!" I just look pitiful and say, "Yes, Dear, now please set on my face..."

 

;-D

 

I'll own that piece of shit honeymoon cottage, decorated by Bed Bath & Beyond that Edible Arrangements 'Fruit Designer' (per Vox Magazine) Kristy L. Jacoby & Kristen Clark borrowed $130,000 from Flat Branch Mortgage to buy? Or flip? Kristy has been associated with several properties. Another with a Melissa K. Phelps. Anyway, I'll sell it, and build two much bigger custom homes. Plus have about $20K for decorating, which I'll do myself, via upcycled art, & furniture, that I make. I'll then let her and her wifey-poo live in one.

 

If my new wife let's me. I am not remarried, however, I will be before I start building houses regardless of how much cash I have accumulated in an untouchable trust account from multiple settlements.

 

A huge chunk of which was going to go to the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition IF they cut all ties to Laura McHugh. However, they have two volunteers who don't seem to grasp the concept of boundaries, retaliate against whistleblowers when they get recorded doing criminal misrepresentations for the sake of personal glory, and ask for donations for fraudulent & personal purposes. That retaliation that I recorded counts as discrimination. One moved from Rescue Innocence, to CMSHTC. That had been planned by another dilettante volunteer, according to her. She was recorded stating as much. That 'manipulative' angling in organizations promising help to survivors really pisses me off. Yet, one CMSHTC advocate was recorded stating that we survivors "are so manipulative"

 

Oh! Really? That would be the pot calling the kettle black.

 

I damn sure won't hear that "We are all on the same team..." "We are all working towards the same goal..." manipulative horseshit. I've been creating exits for several decades longer than CMSHTC has been in existence. Longer than many of them have been born onto this planet. I've certainly made more in the way of personal sacrifices. I sacrificed personal relationships, lovers, friends, my civil liberties, housing, food, cold water, MY own personal safety to insure the safety of children and cops, not to mention a glorious career as a lecturer, mathematics prodigy, physician, attorney, musician, vocalist, and anything else I may have done had I NOT survived child sex trafficking. Teammates are as teammates DO. If you're doing stupid, criminal shit for personal rewards that compromises the integrity of a team that is responsible for the lives of children & adults who've had enough of that shit already then YOU are the selfish 'I' that doesn't exist in word T.E.A.M. At that point, I will assert the 'I' that exists in Team Captain and set your ass straight for the benefit of my 'kids'.

  

Oh! Yes! Let's not forget to say I CAN'T BREATHE to the 90% H.U.D. funded abusive and exploitative Salvation Army's Harbor House who was repeatedly recorded attempting to steal clients medications, actually stealing clients meds ON CAMERA in a locked room only staff had access to, ASS. Director Dele Williams, Director Brenda Stanek, Caseworkers former Crackhead Tammy & M.S.W. Renita, and some pregnant idiot for retaliating ON RECORD against autistic clients for asserting A.D.A. violations & reporting successful criminal drug diversion by staff... Even though their handbook requires that such violations be reported. It also states that if the harbor House becomes unsafe they HAVE to provide you with another safe form of lodging. I told them that their retaliation had become unsafe and that I was going to request that I be moved to SAFE housing via recorded abuses by their staff. They then stole my meds that needed to be able to work as a political fundraiser and exited me.

 

I CAN'T BREATHE to Edible Arrangements drunken driving owner Krista M. Davis. A future head shrink at that who used the money made from you idiots purchasing disgustingly overpriced fruit to buy her way out of felony convictions & prison time. Had she been black her ass would STILL be in prison. but, she's a white business owner who's probably blown half the States Attorney's who dropped the charges. The males and the females, on drunken back-seat romps at tailgate parties.

 

Oh! My! I am I making assumptions?

 

Really?

 

I CAN'T BREATHE Dr. Megan Cates, GYN Dr. Wilson and Chris Hartigan R.N.P., and the suicide drug gabapentin pushing Dr. Parks at Family Health Center. Cates & Hartigan, all of whom refused to do proper GYN evaluations, on record, and know absolutely nothing about autism. They all PROUDLY subscribe to the rapist culture approaches, Nazi style propaganda campaigns, ISIS terrorist tactics, and K.K.K. attitudes perpetuated by University of Missouri. They both seem to believe everything, and NOTHING, the drug companies tell them.

  

These police and doctors do get lot's of sensitivity training, and standard operating procedures & policies do demand that safety is first. A proper approach would have been:

 

"Hi! Mr. Garner. How are you, today? I see you're in distress, do you need any medical attention? Can we get some paramedics here for you? Can we do, or not do anything, to assist your breathing discomfort in any way?"

 

I know there are those who fake symptoms, however, those of us with real medical issues don't have to pay for the stupid crap that others do! Protocol advises that you err on the side of caution.

 

As a very skilled interviewer/investigator I know that if you err on the side of caution they eventually stop the faking of the symptoms, calm down, and cooperate with proper, respectful approaches. That's one of the many reasons I was immunized, and made an agent of the Law Offices of Chad Cronon J.D., amongst other juris doctorates he introduced me to. They picked up where he left off due to 'personal' issues. Chad's a gifted legal scholar, and specialist in A.D.A. and the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action. Chad got his masters in Birmingham...

Orchidaceae is the largest family of the flowering plants (Angiospermae).Its name is derived from the genus Orchis.

The Royal Botanical Gardens of Kew list 880 genera and nearly 22,000 accepted species, but the exact number is unknown (perhaps as many as 25,000) because of taxonomic disputes. The number of orchid species equals about four times the number of mammal species, or more than twice the number of bird species. It also encompasses about 6–11% of all seed plants. About 800 new orchid species are added each year. The largest genera are Bulbophyllum (2,000 species), Epidendrum (1,500 species), Dendrobium (1,400 species) and Pleurothallis (1,000 species). The family also includes the Vanilla (the genus of the vanilla plant), Orchis (type genus) and many commonly cultivated plants like some Phalaenopsis or Cattleya.

Moreover, since the introduction of tropical species in the 19th century, horticulturists have more than 100,000 hybrids and cultivars.

Orchidaceae are cosmopolitan, occurring in almost every habitat apart from deserts and glaciers. The great majority are to be found in the tropics, mostly Asia, South America and Central America. They are found above the Arctic Circle, in southern Patagonia and even on Macquarie Island, close to Antarctica.

The following list gives a rough overview of their distribution:

tropical America: 250 to 270 genera

tropical Asia: 260 to 300 genera

tropical Africa: 230 to 270 genera

Oceania: 50 to 70 genera

Europe and temperate Asia: 40 to 60 genera

North America: 20 to 25 genera

 

Vengono comunemente chiamate Orchidee alcune piante appartenenti alla famiglia delle Orchidacee, ed in particolare i loro fiori.

Parti del fiore di una Ophrys sp.Gli eleganti, delicati e variopinti fiori di orchidea possono assumere, in virtù del loro polimorfismo, innumerevoli forme: hanno una tipica struttura alata, con un perigonio di tre sepali superiori e tre petali inferiori; uno di questi, detto labello, si differenzia per formato dagli altri in modo da attirare gli insetti impollinatori. Le dimensioni e il colore del labello, unitamente alla forma dello sperone cavo in cui si prolunga la sua base, mutano a seconda delle diverse specie.

Ogni fiore possiede organi maschili (androceo) e femminili (gineceo), riuniti in un solo corpo colonnare detto ginostemio, talvolta prolungato in un rostello carnoso. Il polline è agglutinato in masse (pollinodi) a clava, che si attaccano mediante la base gelatinosa (retinacolo) alla testa degli insetti pronubi, permettendo così l'impollinazione dei fiori successivamente visitati.

 

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China is a likely winner of the information age supply chain through ecommerce

Peace and Ecommerce, A Global Systems View

 

By Linda Lane, MSIM, 2008

Policy, Law, and Ethics in Information Management, University of Washington

 

The Research Diary

Education justifies everything.

Attending a required Masters class “Policy, Law, and Ethics in Information Management” it was only ethical to admit that I worked three months drafting and publishing policy documents for Microsoft, which was now our current class assignment, to research Web based privacy policies and other related documents such as terms of use, conditions of use, code of conduct and learn more about them, with a diary of examples in the wild, and related materials. The educational idea is that we would then be able to contribute meaningfully to creating policy statements, and understand their underlying implications to end users and companies. But I had already done this work professionally, so it would be of questionable value for me to do the coursework on the same topic as if I had never done it before.

 

The instructor of the class, Glenn Von Tersch is that valuable-to-me teacher because he is a rare working professional in the field in which he instructs, he’s an intellectual property lawyer working in California, teaching in person in Seattle, and in my lingo, a local boy made good. Von Tersch assigned me to present information on freedom of speech, a topic I fell in love with, and wanted to research more. But for my final research I needed something else.

 

One of my favorite things to discuss in job interviews, or with anyone in earshot, is that I believe that the networked spread of ecommerce over the Web, filtering into even the poorest nations will aid in understanding through communication; that ecommerce leads to peace. In effect I believed that ecommerce contributes in a direct way to peace because it provides the fuel to grow and maintain the Internet. Also it seemed obvious that people and countries that are invested in and perform transactions with each other are less likely to go war against their own interests. Von Tersch said, “These topics you are interested in have more research value than freedom of speech, because 1st amendment rights have been heavily legislated, written about, and researched.” He mentioned something called “The McDonald’s Effect”, how having a McDonald’s outlet or franchise appears to contribute to peace between countries. So peace and ecommerce became my topic.

 

What I did not expect to discover is in human society war is considered the norm and peace the exception. I did not expect to learn about how ugly the 3rd world poverty creating monster of WTO became according to one economist, even though I live in Seattle where the initial protests were. I was surprised to know how Reganomics theory hangs on, like an old B-grade movie on late night TV, because someone somewhere in the supply chain makes money. I did not expect to find that privacy and intellectual rights are so tightly interwoven, or how they relate to conflict, security, potential world dominance and growth.

 

I had no way to guess that I would enjoy the study of economics – statistical, yes, nicely so, but dull no; as a global topic it is juicy-rotten, full of international spies, botched security, with rogue pirate computer chips, and unintended consequences.

 

Who can accurately predict how patterns of global economics relate to peace, privacy, property rights, policies and their outcome in the one breath away from today, the next 20-40 years? Who would think that China - the nation, McDonalds - the corporation, and Chicago crack dealers and their foot soldiers share so much in common when you view their information through these fascinating multi-dimensional facets?

 

One must be educated to search effectively for information. My knowing about the nature of search is not just intellectual knowledge; this is conditionalized through my own experience of failure to produce relevant search results within massive library databases.

 

My education began with a simple query on the Web “peace + ecommerce” which returned from Google “Theses on the Balkan War,” by Mike Haynes, from the International Socialism Journal, “Capitalism is inherently a competitively expansionist and therefore conflict ridden system” , effectively laying the blame for war on the US and Western capitalist nations and on any one claiming to be fighting a war with good intentions. I read it, thinking I would not see this relate to my project – also surprising very similar material was presented in the global economic books I read later .

 

As mentioned the pursuit of ‘education justifies anything’, like looking at any results, so I also clicked on an article entitled “Dinosaur Extinction linked to change in Dinosaur Culture” I read it, and it made sense that something like author Daniel Quinn’s theory of “The Law of Limited Competition” is an operant factor in global markets today, with war being genocide, and countries struggling to win economically laying waste to the very place they live. A notable example is Beijing, the air pollution capital of the world struggling to host the Olympic Games this year. I stored that URL for future reference. The theory and the reality imply that in the race to catch up and compete in global economics, the Chinese are killing themselves off before they arrive at their desired goal.

 

Then I queried in several of the University of Washington interconnected and extensive library databases on the same thing “peace + ecommerce” and found in all of them, zero returns, “0 Results”. My teacher was surprised and advised me to extrapolate and offer conjecture on what was likely, if few sources were available. I notified a friend studying economics who emailed related articles. Very frustrated I tried related queries and turned up articles on the economies of war . How perverse, I thought. I contacted a librarian through the online tool and chatted with her, explaining my quest. She suggested I query on “economics and public policy”. “How is public policy related to peace and ecommerce?” I asked. “Try Conflict Resolution” she replied.

 

Thus the reason I couldn't find 'peace' is because the term used, in educated facet writers’ metadata which is designed to expose information to search, is 'conflict resolution' or ‘conflict prevention’. Oddly the social implication is that war is the norm. Maybe peace doesn’t exist anywhere. A reason I used 'ecommerce' instead of 'global economics' is due to consulting in that field for technology firms. Searching again returned few meaningful results -- the user interface was strange, very slow, and clunky. I longed for Google .

 

Then I remembered the “McDonald's Effect” our teacher mentioned, and quickly I located a reference on the Web, but it was deeply nested in a staggering number of oddly worded articles. I stopped without uncovering where the concept originated. The next night I searched again, and found the author Thomas Friedman and his related books. I briefly scanned all the related Wikipedia articles. I realized quickly that to become educated enough on my two topics, I had to some understanding of economics. This is because even to scrape by enough to search among the many interrelated topics one needs to know the central facet . Very esoteric topics require specialized language and deep knowledge of the subject.

 

More searches turned up substantial evidence that China lags behind other nations in ecommerce.

 

For years I worked in ecommerce designing interfaces (for Microsoft 2003 and Amazon 2007-2008), and working with supply chain software (as a director of an ecommerce company). But because I didn't realize that one could understand it better, and that it is not as dull as computer science and its requisite cash register receipts , I never tried.

 

The "McDonald's Effect" is named after "The Golden Arches Theory of Conflict Prevention" created by the author Thomas Friedman's slightly in cheek comments and his book, “The Lexus and the Olive Tree” (the update now titled "The Lexus and the Olive Tree: Understanding Globalization").

 

Those books lead me to order Amazon ecommerce overnight book delivery, and I read, 'The World Is Flat?: A Critical Analysis of New York Times Bestseller by Thomas Friedman', 'Freakonomics: A Rogue Economist Explores the Hidden Side of Everything' , 'Making Globalization Work' which reports that there is hope in the world for peace. The Nobel Prize winning author helps the reader extrapolate based on significant knowledge of statistics and global economic analysis through his personal, professional, and academic connections.

 

Common Name Academic Name Book Title

McDonalds Effect Golden Arches Theory of Conflict Prevention,

aka democratic peace theory Lexus and the Olive Tree

 

Dell Theory The Dell Theory of Conflict Prevention The World is Flat, A Brief History of the Twenty-First Century

 

peace conflict prevention

ecommerce global economics

 

"In his book, The Lexus and the Olive Tree, Thomas L. Friedman proposed The Golden Arches Theory of Conflict Prevention, observing that no two countries with a McDonald's franchise had ever gone to war with one another, a version of the democratic peace theory."

 

"The Dell Theory stipulates: No two countries that are both part of a major global supply chain, like Dell's, will ever fight a war against each other as long as they are both part of the same global supply chain."

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Readings

The World Is Flat 3.0: A Brief History of the Twenty-first Century by Thomas Friedman

Larry Page, Google Co-Founder quoted by Thomas Friedman, p. 179, entire paragraph. “The more global Google’s user base becomes, the more powerful a flattener it becomes…”

 

From Friedman’s conversation with Google’s director of operations in China, Kai-Fu Lee, p. 181 entire paragraph ”In time individuals will have the power to find anything in the world at any time on all kinds of devices – and that will be enormously empowering.”

 

The Quiet Crisis, entire pages 368, 369, chapter on research in China, beating out American innovation in research. “The Chinese government gave Microsoft the right to grant post-docs.” “They work through their holidays because their dream is to get to Microsoft.”

“What are those?” She said the researchers get them from Microsoft every time they invent something that gets patented. How do you say Ferrari in Chinese.”

 

p. 370 “… whether we are going to implement or China is going to beat us to our own plan.” Council on Creativeness, regarding the Innovate America report, comment to Friedman by Deborah Wince-Smith.

 

Introduction p. X, Thomas Friedman, “Of course the world is not flat. But it isn’t round anymore either. I have been using the simple notion of flatness to describe how more people can plug, play, compete, connect, and collaborate with more equal power than ever before – which is what is happening in the world. … the essencial impact of all the technological changes coming together in the world today. … My use of the word flat doesn’t mean equal (as in ‘equal incomes’) and never did. It means equalizing.”

 

The Lexus and the Olive Tree: Understanding Globalization by Thomas Friedman

 

Forward to the Anchor Edition, Thomas Friedman, “… my Golden Arches Theory – that no two countries that both have McDonald’s have ever fought a war again each other since the each got their McDonald’s.”

 

p. 7 “When I say that globalization has replaced the Cold War as the defining international system, what exactly do I mean?”

 

p. 8 “The cold war system was symbolized by a single word, the wall … “You can’t handle the truth,” Says Nickleson. “Son we live in a world that has walls…”

 

p. 8 “This Globalization system is also characterized by a single word: the Web. … we have gone from a system built around divisions and walls to a system built around integration and webs.”

 

p. 19 “What is information arbitrage? Arbitrage is a market terms. Technically speaking, it refers to the simultaneous buying and selling of the same securities, commodities or foreign exchange in different markets to predict from unequal prices and unequal information. The successful arbitrageur is a trader that knows…”

 

Chapter 3, p. 29. The Lexus and the Olive Tree

Photo: Jerusalem, December 29, 1998: Simon Biton places his cellular phone up to the Western Wall so a relative in France can say a prayer at the holy site. (Photo: Menahem Kahana, Agence France-Presse) [caused my spontaneous tears]

 

p. 47 “advertising jingle “Let us put a bank in your home” … office … newspaper … bookstore … brokerage firm … factory … investment firm … school in our homes.”

 

The World Is Flat?: A Critical Analysis of New York Times Bestseller by Thomas Friedman by Ronald Aronica and Mtetwa Ramdoo

 

Freakonomics [Revised and Expanded]: A Rogue Economist Explores the Hidden Side of Everything by Steven D. Levitt and Stephen J. Dubner

 

Chapter 5 “Why do Drug Dealers Still Live with Their Moms?” p. 89 “So how did the gang work? An awful lot like most American businesses, actually, though perhaps none more so than McDonald’s. In fact, if you were to hold a McDonald’s organizational chart and a Black Disciples org chart side by side, you could hardly tell the difference.”

 

p. 46 “There is a tale, “The ring of Gygnes,” … could any man resist the temptation of evil if he knew his acts could not be witnessed?”

 

p. 58 “Attendance at Klan meetings began to fall … of all the ideas Kennedy thought up to fight bigotry, this campaign was clearly the cleverest. … He turned the Klan’s secrecy against itself by making its private information public: he converted heretofore precious knowledge into ammunition for mockery.”

 

Making Globalization Work by Joseph E. Stiglitz

My favorite – the entire book was used to write this paper.

 

Web Resources

Please view attached Appendix www.crito.uci.edu/pubs/2004/ChinaGECIII.pdf regarding the reasons one study concludes that hold China back in ecommerce.

 

[1] Waiting until the time is right, one is good at something, or has collected all the facts, without making any attempts isn’t effective. I had to begin someplace even if it is incomplete so I started with the World Wide Web. “If something is worth doing well, at all, it is also worth doing poorly.” I am not sure where that quote came from but I read it in an article where someone presented their reasoning.

 

[2] You never know where something will come from in free rights actions or what it will mean later. For example the person at the center of the Alaskan “Bong hits For Jesus” case, Frederick Morse, now teaches English to Chinese students in China. As an adult it appears he has his head on straight in his wish to help others communicate, more so that those he fought in court.

 

From the CNN news article, published June 26, 2007, “In dissent, Justice John Paul Stevens said, "This case began with a silly nonsensical banner, (and) ends with the court inventing out of whole cloth a special First Amendment rule permitting the censorship of any student speech that mentions drugs, so long as someone could perceive that speech to contain a latent pro-drug message." He was backed by Justices David Souter and Ruth Bader Ginsburg.” www.cnn.com/2007/LAW/06/25/free.speech/index.html/ downloaded March 13, 2008

 

[3] Pentagon attack last June stole an "amazing amount" of data” Joel Hruska Published: March 06, 2008 - 07:13PM CT arstechnica.com/news.ars/post/20080306-pentagon-attack-la... from “blueton tips us to a brief story about recent revelations from the Pentagon which indicate that the attack on their computer network in June 2007 was more serious than they originally claimed. A DoD official recently remarked that the hackers were able to obtain an "amazing amount" of data.

 

We previously discussed rumors that the Chinese People's Liberation Army was behind the attack. “CNN has an article about Chinese hackers who claim to have successfully stolen information from the Pentagon.” Quoting Ars Technica: "The intrusion was first detected during an IT restructuring that was underway at the time. By the time it was detected, malicious code had been in the system for at least two months, and was propagating via a known Windows exploit. The bug spread itself by e-mailing malicious payloads from one system on the network to another." Via email from Jeremy Hansen on slashdot.org/

 

[4] “Chinese backdoors "hidden in router firmware" Matthew Sparkes, News [Security], Tuesday 4th March 2008 3:17PM, Tuesday 4th March 2008 www.pcpro.co.uk/news/173883/chinese-backdoors-hidden-in-r... The UK's communication networks could be at risk from Chinese backdoors hidden in firmware, according to a security company.

 

SecureTest believes spyware could be easily built into Asian-manufactured devices such as switches and routers, providing a simple backdoor for companies or governments in the Far East to listen in on communications.

 

"Organisations should change their security policies and procedures immediately," says Ken Munro, managing director of SecureTest. "This is a very real loophole that needs closing. The government needs to act fast."

 

"Would they buy a missile from China, then deploy it untested into a Western missile silo and expect it to function when directed at the Far East? That's essentially what they're doing by installing network infrastructure produced in the Far East, such as switches and routers, untested into government and corporate networks."

 

Late last year MI5 sent a letter to 300 UK companies warning of the threat from Chinese hackers attempting to steal sensitive data. Reports at the time suggested that both Rolls Royce and Royal Dutch Shell had been subjected to "sustained spying assaults".

 

The issue has been debated by government for some time. In 2001, the then foreign secretary Robin Cook, warned that international computer espionage could pose a bigger threat to the UK than terrorism.

 

[5] Chip Piracy Might End With Public Key Cryptography. A Web Exclusive from Windows IT Pro Mark Joseph Edwards, Security News, InstantDoc #98491, Windows IT Pro “A group of researchers from two universities have proposed a way to prevent chip piracy. The technique uses public key cryptography to lock down circuitry.

 

In a whitepaper published this month, Jarrod A. Roy and Igor L. Markov (of the University of Michigan) and Farinaz Koushanfar (of Rice University) outline the problem and details of how their proposed technology will help solve it.

 

Chip designers sometimes outsource manufacturing and that opens the door to piracy, should someone copy the design plans. The copied plans are then used to created 'clone' chips for a wide range of devices, including computers, MP3 players, and more.

 

"Pirated chips are sometimes being sold for pennies, but they are exactly the same as normal chips," said Igor Markov, associate professor in the Department of Electrical Engineering and Computer Science at the University of Michigan. "They were designed in the United States and usually manufactured overseas, where intellectual property law is more lax. Someone copies the blueprints or manufactures the chips without authorization."

 

The groups propose the use of public key cryptography, which would be embedded into circuitry designs. Each chip would produce its own random identificati