"I'm not really blue, I'm just stuck in between black and white.."
Feeling a bit lost and frustrated I guess. So many ideas, but I cant do any of them because nothing works out technical. Sorry about my expression here but I was angry, frustrated (it was freezing also..) because the camera didn't want to focus.
I just need to find a way back. My only enemy is myself, and I am the only one putting myself down all the time.