i'm in such a pessimistic/skeptical mood.
i feel like the world is against me, that everybody has something bad to say about me, that nobody wants to talk to me, that no one wants to hang out with me (let alone invite me anywhere).
maybe i just need a good cry?
even though i try to be genuinely nice, like out-of-my-way nice, it is looked over or shunned.
i am the sun, the earth, the sky and the moon.
i am the infinite abyss.
i am the foaming fervor spilling against the rocks.
i am the fetid words crashing from the mouths of sad and lonely people.
i am the thing that goes 'bump' in the night.
i am the taboo topic that lingers in everyone's minds.
i still have to study for my algebra exam, which is tomorrow.
and i need to do my laundry.