boys with cigarette smoke and holes in their ears,
From a client shoot the other day - Mackenzie
I'm at that magical point of 3rd Level Education where the end is tantalisingly close, and my mind is racing with dreams of jetting off anywhere and living in some kind of foreign squalor, just to be somewhere new. That naive (and blissfully so) fantasy that moving to a strange city will make me some kind of better person. Like I'm waiting for the upgrade that will instantaneously occur the first time I have to pay rent and buy my own butter. Hmmm.
This magical time also happens to coincide with college being.... hard. Yes. Maybe this should have happened continuously for the last 3 years, but suddenly I'm having nervous breakdowns and mental implosions on a daily basis as everything seems insurmountable and largely failing due to some kind of inner mistake in my personality.
I know I owe anyone who is putting up with me plenty of future favours. Theres nothing more insufferable than someone constantly talking about how insufferable theyre being. Just look at how irritating this very paragraph is. See, I just did it there.