An examination of how I am feeling; my overall state of mind, emotional and mental.
I sit and write everything I can think of to describe my current state of mind. The hope is that eventually as I work through my grief some more positive words will start sneaking in. I have not had any will to live on, nor do I look forward to the future, the grief councelors say it is common when losing someone you loved so deeply, and when your worlds revolved around each other for so many years (26), in sudden traumatic circumstances. For my daughters, family, and friends sake I hope they are right, and I will continue to take it day by day until I find I am able to look forward and not see only pain.
Thanks everyone for your patience while I continue to work through this.