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im sorry for this wretched heart within me

sometimes i do things

selfish and hurtful things

im sorry

from my gut to my your ears i am sorry

please know this.

please know this.

im sorry for this wretched heart within me

sometimes it just becomes wild

and i try and take the reins myself

when the reins should only be in your hands

forgive me father, for the human heart is deceiving...

i need your grace

i need your strength

i need your voice

i need your love

i need your direction

 

ps. please dont think this spilling my guts out onto flickr is a calling for your comfort or pity. i dont want any of that.

i need you to know what i was and am feeling right now.

the truth behind this photograph.

i feel wretched and broken right now.

and these are my thoughts

and i wanted to expose them for some crazy reason.

i wanted you to know how imperfect i am

 

day 42

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Taken on September 27, 2009