It's been a long time since I've been with anyone and finally I try after years of not looking I allow myself to have something and then, just like that.. it's over. I understand why, and how. I can see how we got there. It hurts but the more I think about it, the more things make sense to me. I can step back and see and learn, understand. I'm a stronger person now from this rude awakening. It's sad you gave up on my so early. I know you were scared but who isn't scared when they have scars? I feel maybe you were just excited because of the hunt and things didn't go perfectly like you hoped so you gave up. I'm disappointed in you.
I can't wait anymore, I can't do that to myself again. Even if time heals these small wounds, I don't think I'll trust your feelings anymore.
And I'm sorry if you end up reading this, but it's how I feel. I tired of games.