"Lying awake, on my own again
I can finally steal the entire bed
And yet I curl into this ball of flesh
Protected from the chill that starts
Inside my bones and spreads to parts
Of me that I'd forgotten could feel the pain of cold
But they'll numb themselves soon enough or so I'm told"
Maybe its just because of a change of climate, but since I left Aaron I feel so cold all the time. Today's 365 is inspired by the words of Halie Loren's song, "Alone". Its one of the prettiest, saddest songs I've ever heard.
Today I am going to write some more essays and I have a ton of drawing to do for art. At 7pm I'm going for a walk with an old friend which should be nice. So many people have died this year, its so sad.