before the rain came
So what if it’s the middle of the night and you’re supposed to be fast asleep, when you can browse through old messages instead and remember all that you shared with an old friend. Be tired in the morning, be tired all day, if it makes you remember what she means to you. Embrace that feeling with all of your heart and try to never let go of it. It won’t work, you will forget about it again, at least for a while, so just get over how late it is and feel those things right now. Because these are the feelings that keep you alive, these are the feelings that make you you.
It feels so long ago that I wrote this, that I was living in Berlin. Looking back is one of my favourite things to do, and I've been wanting to upload this memory for a very long time. :)