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Day 84:88 ‎"The camera captures light, our minds capture images." {EXPLORED} | by RachelLovesToLaugh
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Day 84:88 ‎"The camera captures light, our minds capture images." {EXPLORED}

This is sooc minus a very, very small crop. Another one of my fingers was sticking out just too much :P


Inspired by her words.


~After its been so long, and even though you don't want to admit the last time you saw each other, you know it. You know exactly what happened, what you wore, and what went on. But after its been so long, you miss what he did. Not him, what he did, am I right? You miss the way he played with your hair, and the way he calls you even though he doesn't like to talk on the phone, the way he's all shy around you, but its not terribly awkward. So you start to think that he's changed, that even though their were nights when you were drunk on love and said things you regretted and their were the nights you fought and screamed at each other your heart is acing for him and your head takes all the memories of him and replace them so you think that he's different and changed into a new, better person. You miss what he did and said, not him in actuality.

I don't even know what happened, honestly. Really, I tell people that he lied to me but I don't even know if that's true. Maybe I listen to this song too much, but is it so wrong that I just want to know what you're feeling? I just wish I could let go of this all, why can't I? I hate myself for feeling this way, really I do. And now as I put this onto the internet for the world to see, go for it world. To all my friends who stalk my Flickr, awesome. I don't care if you see this. To all my family and girls who go to the same high school as me, I could care less about you. I don't care. I miss him, I think about him, I'm afraid to tell you or anyone.

Deal with it.


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Taken on September 2, 2011