When In Doubt
You ever have the feeling that you are just a cog in a big machine playing your part? Sometimes I feel like I am in control that I'm the shot caller. But some days.. I feel like I chained to some part I don't want to play. Which makes me question if we really are every charge of our lives or not, or is that freedom we think we have to make choices just an illusion we pull over our eyes like so much wool?
Sometimes when I get to feeling like I'm trapped I put on my angry music and rebel. I turn it up extremely loud to near eardrum snapping levels and I feel better. I sit in a quiet place and just watch life pass me by until I feel like I am ready to re-engage.. Or at least /flail/ through life looking like I have choices.
Ania's Angry Music List:
I'm in this video for 15-30 frames! (oh and it makes me wanna smash stuff)