can i be, was i there
it felt so crystal in the air
i still want to drown, whenever you leave
please teach me gently, how to breathe.
i'll be getting out of this place in a couple of days, to somewhere i probably won't feel any better at but i have to give it a shot. and when i'm there, i will never let those two faced people see me down. even it means i'll pretend like the happiest girl ever when all i want to do is sit there and cry, even it means i'll probably fake the smile on my face every day.
i can feel all of my bones are hurting. but i won't let them enjoy my sadness.