In My Head
*Sigh....* I can't find the right song :(
Today I woke up feeling like shit! Can't help it, happens every single year about this time, in between my birthday and Santa coming. I think about things too much, things that matter and things that don't, I think about people I miss, people I love, people I have in my life and the people I don't. I think of all the mistakes I made, all the things I didn't do right, could have done better. I think about those who are no longer with me and those that always are.
I know tomorrow I'll wake up feeling better, it's christmas eve....kids are all home and so is Ahri....and most importantly I'll think about how lucky I am to be blessed with the people I love so much, some wonderful friends and precious home and health (mostly). Some don't have these luxuries I take for granted. But today I feel like shit :(
Anyhoos...this is my last for this year of 2010, may everyone be blessed in what they have and do....love yous <33