sky day 314

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    today i saw something i knew you would have loved
    without a doubt, you would have stood in front of it
    and just smiled softly with your pretty mouth closed
    and not said a lot of words
    but said a lot to me in what you would say
    but i know your head would have felt like someone was holding it a little, maybe
    i think, if i could show you that painting if you were here
    i know you are busy and i know i am busy
    but talking to you is the highlight of my day
    it was just a painting but it was the perfect color, it was your color, to me
    it was blue and green but not in the aquatic way
    in the sky way, sorta
    transient, like a noun
    mixing into either one or the other and then falling out again
    perpetually good lighting, perfect lighting
    how the hell can i protect the people that i care for
    i know i can't do anything
    i just want to be around you
    there is a dream that i want to have very much
    instead of the dreams that i actually do have
    and in the dream i want it to be snowing
    and it would be night time before we would go to sleep
    we would walk out of a building we were just in
    and i also would like it to be quiet and no one else would be around
    and we would maybe be in a parking lot for the simple reason that the street light would be nice on the snow
    and we would not say anything
    i don't want to say anything, because from far away i can still say lots of things to you
    and it would not be like a movie
    it would be like real life
    and it would be pretty and so would you because you always are
    some sort of understanding would happen, in the dream
    i would know your name, very well
    so much that when i would say it
    you would know how i felt
    and then i would wake up, and i would not tell anyone about it
    in words, at least

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