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19/365 - Toes ain't always cute.

September 29, 2009

 

This idea was much better in my head. Oh well. Feet aren't always cute... at least not mine. Anyway, it was too close to midnight to take anything else, and this was all I had for the day.

 

I realized today (really? just today?) that I have a lot going on in my life right now. A LOT. Not all bad things, not even all stressful things. Probably all normal things, for some people, parts of it...

 

School, of course, which most people deal with - but online, constantly, a research paper every 5 weeks, sometimes a short one in the middle...

Work, which luckily is only 15 hours a week, but I'm still making as much as I would be if I were working a full time job, but the job itself is new & going to take some getting used to.

Medical debt & Lawyers - Nearly $100K in debt, bill collectors calling, and waiting and seeing on a lawyer...

Pottery class! - Good thing in all the chaos!

Waiting for my first paycheck while the bills add up...

OH, not to mention that I have to apply for... (sigh) Medicaid.

 

So much more... wishing we had our own place... all of my clothes in storage, rotating the same 5 shirts week after week... missing my friends... scared to call anyone... wondering if some people are mad at me.. not knowing what's around the corner... trying to decide what to do about my future...

 

so many things. shut up, self.

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Taken on September 29, 2009