i've been going mad

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i'm about to lose my mind, you've been gone for so long
i'm running out of time
i need a doctor, call me a doctor
i need a doctor, doctor, to bring me back to life

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i've realized a lot of things since i've been home. i know who i am and what i want and what i believe in and what i don't. at least i did know. now i'm not so sure. i'm questioning everything again. who i am, who i was, why things happen and who they happen to, where i'll go and where i want to go. and i can't seem to put my finger on it anymore. nothing makes sense, because everything i believed is literally turning out to be a lie. all a lie. people i didn't think were like that turned out to be like that. hopes i had were crushed, things i wanted i don't even know if i want them anymore.

this is what happens when you lose control, when you let go of your insecurities and just face it. you mess up. and you mess up bad. i don't know what my stance on humanity is, what is right and what is wrong. what is true and what isn't. in general, i'm just confused.

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  1. imaginarykidd 30 months ago | reply

    this is beautiful :)

  2. Kristina Wagner [deleted] 29 months ago | reply

    Amazing. Absolutely amazing.

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  3. p0tn00dles 28 months ago | reply

    This is a beautiful photo.

  4. Owen_Mo 28 months ago | reply

    好心情~惊叹!

  5. holly cromer 27 months ago | reply

    i'm mad about the photo you posted in the comments section!

  6. londonscene 25 months ago | reply

    thank you ALL. <3

  7. josefontheroad 25 months ago | reply

    Your work was seen in
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    Through Our Eyes (P1/A3)

  8. Diana Thorold. 25 months ago | reply

    Your work was seen in
    Through Our Eyes group


    Through Our Eyes (P1/A3)

  9. ~~Heavenxxx89 Art & Photography~~ 25 months ago | reply

    This amazing work deserves an Award
    in Unique Creations (P1/C2) Group


    Unique Creations (P1/C2)

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  11. kab240 24 months ago | reply

    You deal with colors so well. I've just been looking at all your photos, and they're yeah your colors are fantastic.

  12. Konny D. 18 months ago | reply

    Great shot, Cathline!
    ...full of emotion!
    ♪♫♫ Konny's pics ♫♫♪

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