Trying to make sense out of all of this;
I fear I'm loosing all my friends.
But not because of me, For they've all lost themselves.
It's pretty sad that everyone forms and conforms to the point where you don't even know who to trust.
Everyone places the blame on me yet I've not made one difference in my life.
I haven't changed myself because of the relationship I'm in and I don't take out my anger on everyone else because of what goes on in my house, Or how stressed out I am with whatever is going on in my life.
I simply keep to myself.
I bite my tongue for the things that I say sometimes but I learn more and more every time.
I'll grow in my own ways, On my own time.
I don't need anyone to force or re-enforce my thoughts and attitudes.
Free minded, Open thinking.
Don't sweat the small stuff, It's all small stuff.
Taking a step back, Breathing and letting thoughts run through and out of my mind.
I'm over it.