tag edited out by the lovely alison! thank you!
I’m looking for places I’ve never been to, looking for things I’ve never seen. I don’t understand. I have found intangible evidence of this life not being what we wanted, what we hoped for. I ask questions that contradict themselves, like a five year old looking at the world for the first time. The questions float up in the air unanswered. I choke on my words and wonder if the windex under the sink was wasted on windows that didn’t need cleaning. They always told me, “Honey, when you are older, you will understand,” and I always believed them. Well I’m older now, and I still don’t understand.