I haven't been this angry, this antsy, this restless since I was seven and my mom was hospitalized with neumonia. I used to get that, not her. Would you believe me if I told you she walked into the emergency room? Would you believe me if I told you the nurses were all sort've shocked and appalled because of that. Because her finger nails were blue she wasn't getting enough oxygen. And she had to stay and that was the first time in years that I could remember being away from her for more than a few hours.
But she was fine. Everything was fine after that.
I haven't been this angry, this antsy, this restless since then.
So I guess I'm due.