Happy Lunar new year everyone!!xx.
It's been a quite hard year for me with sadness and tears so now let's take a rest and start a new 2011 with full of joy and happiness. Wish you guys all the best with luck, health and love. As I grow older, I start to realize how amazing life is and the reasons to live better and always be happy. Just live, laugh, love as much as you can becus life's no waiting so enjoy it! 2010 brought me a lot of happiness too and memories I can never forget. If I had one more chance to go back into time, I'd never do such stupid things like that but now that thought changed and I don't wanna change anything. I guess what will be will be and all we have to do is try. He's hers forever and so is she, there's no reason for me to take him away from her except that I liked him very much and that was never spoken out. Things changed now and I gave up, it's nice to see someone you loved happy with another, somehow. I used to cry when I saw that, I used to cry when you was happy with her, I used to cry when you lied to me, I used to laugh when you're mad at her or when you guys broke up, yea I used to be a very mean girl but I also used to smile when I was with you so thanks for everything you've done last year. But now it's over and I don't wanna play this game anymore. Just a few months ago I was telling myself that this game is so not over and blah blah but nah, she won and the award is you and my pain here. The truth is, at this time when I saw those sweet messages, I smile happily, that's pretty good, rite? Love is just something that can kill you alive or can keep you smiling without reasons all the time. Since then I keep telling myself that I'm alright and I can get thru whatever hurts me and now I can confidently say it out loud, yea nothing beats my power. Okay now I'm happy to say gbye with 2010, see you in memory babe. 2011, be niceeeeeeeeeeee, bring me luck, bring my joy, bring me love. <3 ROCK IT ONNN!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!XOXOXO.