The New Chapter.
It's time for me to go to bed now and I guess symbolically too.
I feel as though it's time for me to completely erase all the negativity in my past. I constantly revisit it and this week I'm relieving myself of it.
I'm over the drama. I want to be positive... I don't want my life back. I want a new one.
I'm going to make new dreams come true and I'm going to stop kicking myself over things that I couldn't and cannot control.
I guess you'll be seeing some different stuff from me? I feel this is my time to move on to something happier.
I wish the people who love me would respect that. No one gives me space to breathe. I just want space so I can figure everything out.
I have a few days before I'm back at work and I need to know where to go from here.
I've thrown out old clothes and diaries. And now I'm going to throw away my old attitude and all of my insecurities to boot.
Goodnight, all. Goodnight, old me. xx