3d pan white


i don't remember if i made any noise or not, but it would have been terribly satisfying if i had. roaring at no one in my tiny little flat. my neighbour tends to play her awful music far too loud anyhow, so i wouldn't have felt all that bad in startling her. then again, that doesn't really seem like me. i muffle my screams and direct them in to the silence of a pillow or a fist. maybe because i'm frightened by just how very loud it can be - sometimes you just need the feeling of loudness and not the loudness itself.

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Taken on March 14, 2006