Feb 13 - Drowning in Fever
Day 40 - My temperature was 104.2 today. It puts you in this strange state of mind - half between sleep and the real world.
With Valentine's Day approaching, I suppose I was in a dreamstate about Boris - someone I never stopped loving. At times it is frustrating and I think myself to be insane but sometimes... I think to myself, "If that is the way your heart works, then just embrace it and leave it at that." Right?