Day 224: Learn To Shut Your Mouth.
Believe it or not, I'm a really nice person. I'm easy to get along with and I try to find something in common with practically everyone I meet.
There are people in my daily life who are just completely fucking rude and I'm getting way too old to deal with their bullshit. So instead of just smiling and nodding and going about my day, I find myself being a complete bitch to these people. As each day passes I find myself wandering further away from the person who I thought I was. I'm starting to speak my mind and not really giving a shit about what other people think.
While these folks might deserve it, in the end I feel like shit cause really thats not who I am. I don't think I like the person I'm slowly becoming.
On the other hand, I will not be a doormat for these shitheads to walk all over. How many chances am I suppose to give? When is enough, enough?
I just don't know.