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Ever have those days when you just feel undesirable and just want to curl up into a little ball? Or don't like the way that you look? Well, Yesterday was the day for me....I have to stop weighing makes me depressed...I am now at 167 pounds...the most I have ever weighed in my life...I blame the weight on my laziness and the amount of food I ate on our honey moom (lots of fries lol). I feel very gross and unappealing...and I know people will say different, but this is how I feel. I have made a plan to lose 30 pounds in 30 days starting today. I will keep track of what I am eating and exercise twice a day for at least 30 minutes. This is going to be tough as I have to cut out a majority of the foods I love but in the end, I will hopefully achieve my goal (or close to). Wish me luck!


ps. I know I look small in other's just the way I have learned to cheat my body...i have a lot of extra weight on my legs, arms and now chin. I want to get back tot he 138 I was two years ago.


Explore #34!!! Highest Ranking yet!! Thanks Everyone!!! :)

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Taken on April 3, 2012