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Ever have those days when you just feel undesirable and just want to curl up into a little ball? Or don't like the way that you look? Well, Yesterday was the day for me....I have to stop weighing myself...it makes me depressed...I am now at 167 pounds...the most I have ever weighed in my life...I blame the weight on my laziness and the amount of food I ate on our honey moom (lots of fries lol). I feel very gross and unappealing...and I know people will say different, but this is how I feel. I have made a plan to lose 30 pounds in 30 days starting today. I will keep track of what I am eating and exercise twice a day for at least 30 minutes. This is going to be tough as I have to cut out a majority of the foods I love but in the end, I will hopefully achieve my goal (or close to). Wish me luck!

 

ps. I know I look small in other photos...it's just the way I have learned to cheat my body...i have a lot of extra weight on my legs, arms and now chin. I want to get back tot he 138 I was two years ago.

 

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Taken on April 3, 2012