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The Bitter (and The Sweet) | by Jeanique
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The Bitter (and The Sweet)

I took this today, so I could give you an update. I know I'm a bit quiet, I'm sorry.

I needed to take a photo that tells a bit how I feel..

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My grandmother passed away 4 weeks ago. And even though we knew it was going to happen, now that's it's done, well....it hurts.

I did have my moment of saying goodbye just before she passed, and I'm happy with that. I'm hiding a bit behind a wall of daze..and that's good for now. Last night I had this beautiful warm dream about her, nothing clear, just me as a kid, she as my healthy Omi. It was beautiful.

 

I hope she's in peace now.

I'm sure she is.

  

To end this with some good things. Last weekend I was published in the magazine of a newspaper, volkskrant magazine.

And my love and I will have the Thailand trip I won in a couple of weeks. I so need that. WE so need that.

 

When it comes to photographing, if everything goes well I will be able to buy my new camera in a couple of months. I'm so looking forward to that! My camera is still broke and shooting selfies became a pain in the ass. Like this shot, I don't like the crop that much. But It's just to share a bit.

  

How are you sweet flickr friends? Thanks for the messages I got from you. I hope to reply asap.

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Taken on May 24, 2011