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Falling in deeper and deeper

Sometimes i start questioning myself if there's even a God,

Cause no matter how much i pray for things to change it remains still. And i get more and more frustrated and angry and start to question even more.

Is it me?? Am i doing things the wrong way?? Am i with the wrong crowd or at the wrong place?? Was it all meant to be this way??

 

Is there ever a thing called a 'miracle' ??

i doubt.

the only miracles i have seen so far are the ones on t.v and yes i have read of it in the Bible. But i haven't come across or seen one and i am not going to believe it until and unless i actually see it with my own eyes. Even a small sign would do.

I guess im drifting more and more away with each passing day..

More questions .. more doubt.

I just wish this would all end soon.

That one day when it will all be over..

That one day when i'll finally wake up looking forward to how my day would go.

i sound like a maniac now. i know and i understand if you think im one.

but all of us go though a phase every now and then and i am going to the toughest one ever!

 

And i am going to end this note with this song from Lighthouse Family - Free

It makes me happy!

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Taken on October 9, 2009