i wish it all worked out differently.
Take a step back.
Look at yourself.
You are human.
You are beautiful, you are so beautiful.
You can be anything, you can be everything.
Do not hate everyone because someone broke your heart, or because your parents split up, or because your best friend betrayed you, your father hit you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless. Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. Cry when you need to then let go when it’s time. Don’t hang onto painful memories just because you’re afraid to forget. Let go of things that are in the past. Forget things that ARE'NT worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Stop taking life for granted. Live for something. Live for yourself. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Do this over and over until you know what it really is to love someone. Question things. Tell people how you really feel. Sleep under the stars. Create. Imagine. Inspire. Share something wonderful. Meet new people. Make someone’s day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to its full potential. Just live. Let go of all the horrible things in your life and live. And one day, when you’re old, look back with no regrets.
i'll always look back with no regrets, but i'll look back and miss all the people who are no longer there.
DEAR YOU: i worked my fucking ass off for you, i tried everything and the result was almost always nothing. i cared so FUCKING much about you and you just acted like i was nothing. i got ready, got all prettied up for you, woke up early, planned stuff, messed up other plans, ditched my friends all the time so i could waste my time on some asshole who didnt seem to give a living crap about me. i was completely in-fucking-fatuated with you that i was blind, that i deserved something better, something more. in the end, i knew what was right, i knew how it needed to play out, i got what i wanted, and lost what i most wanted. it was quite obvious that you'd crawl back to me too, i loved that so much. but i knew nothing would change baby, so i gave you exactly what you deserved.
i am sorry, and i hope you're mending well..
cause i know i still am, but come on, there was no one else to blame but yourself.
atleast it's even now.
i do not hate you.
i couldnt control how you felt about me, i wish i could have.
i was totally in the right about you, you knew it.