Day 117/365 - Dazed and Confused

4/27/2010

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Today...I saw a photo by a fellow flickr member named shotoutloud (Noah) and it amazed me..It was so creative and I wanted to do it myself and just change it up a bit. But during the shoot, I had a bunch of difficulties, my wires that connect my flash to my alienbees cybersyncs broke..So I only had one flash to work with because the canon wireless flash system was failing me..Because I probably don't know how to work it too well. Anyways, since I only had one flash, I had to change location to a boring white wall, and I couldn't gel the background like I was planning to..

 

What does this photo mean?

 

You see my head split open with question marks and terms spitting out..

What is on my mind? All these things..I am so confused right now in life with photography, future, school is screwing me over right now.. I have senioritis as a Junior. I feel like I can't focus at all in school and it's really messing me up. I just want to take a road trip somewhere and then just not think about all these things except for photography. My passion.

 

I love it. I can't get enough of it! But..I am feeling like my creativity is being stunted right now, I am getting shot down and I'm feeling depressed..I don't know why, but I just feel horrible lately with this nasty knot in my throat and..Just, I feel bad. I've been doing not too well on tests and just lost a lot of confidence. There is more that I'm not telling you, but I'll leave it at that.

 

Hope you like my photo of the day.

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Camera Info:

Canon 5D

Canon 17-40mm f/4L

Canon 580EX II above through white umbrella at 1/1 power.

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Editing info:

Two layers.

Text.

Film Effect.

.....and more.

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Have an amazing day :D

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Uploaded on April 28, 2010
Taken on April 27, 2010