Inspired by Sarah Ann Loreth Photography's photo/text series. Also my first unofficial photo for my contracted self-portraiture class starting this Spring where I'll examine my anxiety through photos and text.
I just want to be able to catch my breath again. To not have thoughts race and my eyes pulse, to not feel my mind sink into the earth and become lost in the soil. I am tired of digging it up under the moon and tasting the dirt and the memories I just want to forget. Sometimes, I sit for hours in the pale yellow light and argue with someone who isn't there. Someone I've learned to hate. Someone that is me.