Day 80: The Truth Is...
Before you read on...
Please be aware that these are just words, and I am aware that words can indeed hurt...however - these words shouldn't hurt YOU. This is not directed at ANYONE. I just made this shit up. I indeed know that I will regret posting this the minute I hit "Save this Batch", because SOMEONE WILL think I am talking about them...but much like "Bill Cosby On Prejudice" I personally don't mean it. I wrote this out of my own insecurities. And I really HATE that I need to type this long opening as I think it ruins the vibe...but I have learned my lesson.
The Truth is...
...I never intended to call you back
...I never did stop
...I never did love you
...that shirt DOES make you look big
...I didn't pay
...I really DO think you are stupid
...I hated the show
...I think your art sucks
...that hair IS awful
...I was home, I just didn't pick up
...I don't really care about the environment
...I don't care about your day
...your friends are pigs
...I wasn't THAT drunk
...I thought the food sucked
...That really WAS a stupid question
...we saw you fall - and we laughed
...I AM just saying that
...you ARE boring the shit out of me
But the BIGGEST truth is, I just don't want to deal with it.
So, I continue to live the lie.