I hurt myself today....to see if I still feel.
I focused on the pain.
The only thing thats real.
The needle tears a hole…the old familiar sting.
Tryed to kill it all away….but I remember everything.
What have I become…my sweetest friend?
Everyone I know….goes away in the end.
And you could have it all….my empire of dirt.
I will let you down. I will make you hurt.
I wear this crown of thorns upon my liars chair.
Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time the feelings disapear.
You are someone else…..I am still right here.