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goodbye, my almost lover.

goodbye, my hopeless dream.

 

I can scarcely remember the days when you weren't inside my head. Infecting my choices; an addiction, a heartache. Dull beating which frenzies the moment you even pass. I could describe you from memory - the contours in your face, the way your expression changes when you smile. I never want to see you unhappy. It doesn't matter how hard I try nowadays. Too far gone, a hopeless case. I can only imagine and dream and it is nothing like the same, barely even comparable, but it makes my little pulse awaken just enough to count.

 

The beyond-words wonderful Paula and Sophie wrote me testimonials. Yes, they made me tear up, and yes, I'm sending endless amounts of love and hugs across the seas in your directions.

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Taken on June 23, 2011