… is dedicated to the same someone whom when asked “She said you’re fond of me. Are you?” wrote,
“The last line is you asking me if I'm fond of you---yes I am fond of you in many ways---not love if that is what you’re asking---how could that be----we are pen pals now. I don't really fall in Love with people ---one time and that was enough for me---I just play the field when ever a hot moment comes along---neat and clean and no fuss---I don't feel relations between men really work out in the long run---don't know of any two people who are loyal to each other in the whole world---many of my friends who I thought were loyal have all died of aids now---that really shows how un-loyal they were to each other---just heard last night at dinner that someone who I knew(friend only) is now almost dead from aids and he has been married for the last 10 years to a really nice guy who does not have aids!!! So I love you as a friend more each day I talk to you---hope you feel the same. Sweet pen-pal...”
Then I asked him about his Love and he replied,
“The Love was before all the aids thingy---it ended right about the same time as the aids thing started to happen---so everyone in this country went crazy---so it was a good time to just call everything off for a long time until we all knew more about aids---then it really got bad for many years here---one after another were dieing away---whole groups of friends were going one by one day by day---not good for even the people who were not sick---made everyone very nuts to say the least---time passed and attitudes were greatly changed by the smart gay people---the no control people just keep going on with the same old ways thinking it won't happen to them---then in time even the smart gay guys started to feel safe agin and went nuts with sex---now they are all sick---but hanging on with new drugs---now all those guys are mad and out there passing it around freely to others---so love is nice---but life is nicer, and like I said before, couples seem to be the ones who die off the most where I live---the one who dies the most is the one who was loyal to the other in a relationship.
I don't play for love just safe sex type of guy---it's all about the surface stuff not the deep meaning stuff---I really prefer that---no problems with it. I don't want all the relationship headaches---one kitty is more then I can handle!
So be my pen-pal until your true love finds you--ok?”
Two months ago, after heated arguments about the two people I mentioned most on flickr, he abandoned me. I really miss that sweet tight ass stubborn old fool...
If YOU ever read this, please write to me at firstname.lastname@example.org. Please…
“Perfection doesn't exist and fantasies are unreal.
flickr is virtual yet the feelings are real...”
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