here's to the nights we felt alive
here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
here's to goodbyes
tomorrow's gonna come too soon
--"here's to tonight," eve 6
tonight i dyed my hair, the last change of this year. i learned that my father cannot be relied upon and that my mom's boyfriend will always be more of a father to me than he ever could hope to be.
tomorrow is the last day of 2010. tomorrow i will write my ritual reflection upon my year, its ups and downs, and how it all has affected me.
monday i fly back to savannah, back to stress and questioning and doubts and stifled creativity.
so many changes so soon. i don't think i'm ready for this year to end yet.