Day 5: Hey, no thanks, World.
I'm having a day where
since I can't deal with myself
I can't deal with the world.
I feel like since I was born a child of my mother, these days are more rare than any other. I don't know where my joy is, but it checked out when my mind became consumed with indecipherable thoughts that feel the need to work themselves out. I'm covered in a sadness and desperation that can only come from someone who needs desperately to talk to God.
I've got a lot to figure out,
and the unclear future isn't exciting me but, rather, scaring the crap out of me. I need to decide what I want, I need to figure out what God wants, then I need to dump my plans, go for His, and be rested and satisfied once again.
Sigh.
Lord, my head is full.
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Taken on July 3, 2010