okay so the main is from the last day of high school and it's just weird thinking about that and stuff and i don't know its just been a weird day and i don't like it at all, and i couldn't choose if i should put the photo of the day (laptop shot) with this one, so that when i upload this, its technically my real photo of the day with another one but i like this big and stuff and i am just rambling now i just feel so weird i don't know if i like college here. and no one in my photo class seems as serious about photography as much as i am and they complain about how they think the assignments are "stupid" then why are you even majoring in photography? you have to be passionate about photography to be MAJORING in it. this isn't the type of major you can just go for just because. you have to love it and i mean you have to be really really insanely and madly in love with it. and i just want to be away at an art school because they are probably more serious about this and i dont like driving back and forth to college almost everyday and i don't know if i like this yet and stuff and i feel so strange. and thats about it.