I don't even really know how to explain what's going on in my head, and in my life. I've never found myself in such a serious predicament... where I know what's correct/just, but can't quite figure out what is appropriate/right in response. (Ok, so writing that out sounds way clearer and "normal" than it really is.) Anywho, It's been tormenting me for three full days now, and I honestly don't know what to do still. I've been "on my face" over it, reeling, pleading, and pursuing some sort of flashing neon sign or smoke signals... but nada. "God, ya gotta help me get thru this!"