Day 146/365 ~ No more Hiding; Don't be Afraid of What's Inside
May 7, 2011.
Life has always been about wearing the right thing, behaving right - it's always about living up to someone's expectations, always doing things for others..but when was the last time you did anything for yourself?
Right now my life is all in different pieces and everyone is trying to take one piece and mold it into what they want me to be. What I'm supposed to be. Who i am supposed to become. Which path I should go on.
Don't put bars on me yet, don't cage me with your silent persuasions.
I haven't felt the full warmth of freedom, the glorious sunlight burning my hair, the smell of the coldest air, the gentle brush of the wind against my face yet. I haven't been fully alone physically, though I have achieved this emotionally. That's the irony of life for you.
Let everything disappear in the blur of reality. Let the world pass by with speeding cars and traffic lights. Let the things that used to weigh you down, be released just like birds out of a cage. Let go.