I cannot believe I am really letting go.
I gave many years to my marriage...I bare the scars of a war that was neither won or lost...and who determines the victory? If you ask my daughter who won she will only be able to tell you who the casualties were.
There is nothing easy about giving up a dead hope...but its the only way I can re-open my hand to recieve what is better.
There is a new hope for us, and God can restore any broken heart.
We'll just have to see what God has for us.