May God help me!
I hate it when I am down, when I feel nothing could ever make me feel better.. .
At the moment I just feel that everything around me is falling down and I can do
nothing to stop it, it's so depressing :(
I think no one ever can be more optimistic than me, I just prefer to keep joking
and making people laugh, maybe just to cover up the seeds of sadness deep inside of me.
I don't like to start complaining about it because it's only will make
me feel worst and for sure will make the one who I'm complaining to hopeless or maybe will commit a suicide!
I always keep a wide smile on my mouth, but sometimes I feel that I am lifting mountains of depression on my chest.
My keyboard will run out of alphabets if I answered that question!
MAY GOD HELP ME!