And it happened again
Sitting outside, thrown out, torn and shattered
It happened again
It has to be done this way,
Logically, rationally and naturally.
Pale stricken face, shaking body and shrieking inside,
I tried to explore myself scientifically,
Where are the hurt, ego and self esteem?
Alas I felt none in me,
I tried to shed some tears
But there were dry moans and screams.
It is over, everything should be peaceful now
Holding myself closely and composed by both arms of my own
Counting on my strength and all powers,
Smiling to myself now,
Oh Me and this,
Sweat ecstasy of
creating and destroying new worlds around:)
Smiling and laughing, nodding my head,
And in the deep dark night, rain just started,
Filling my heart with freedom and joy.
The laugh in me bubbles like butterflies,
That is sometime as wicked, greedy like a witch laugh,
Who can do everything,
Who has swallowed a heart,
Noone can take it back,
You No more exist, no more.
I stand there and raised my hands to sky,
God come, fill up in me
This gape in void,
The empty space in my mind.
This night, this darkness, and rain
Come mixed with me
I will strive again.
Lines by Dure Sameen
picture: www.ryoung-art.com/Destiny's Dance.htm