smiling but we're close to tears [50/52]
sooc except for slight crop. (oh and excuse my major sunburn)
right now i feel like i'm having a huge inner conflict - so here's the photo to show it. my head and heart are saying two different things, although i don't know which is saying which. i can't tell a soul, and those who know can see why. i'm stuck, im trapped. happy where i am..but possibly not as happy as i could be. its not fair on either parties - i can't tell the two people who should, and do, mean the most to me what is going on. because they're the two im breaking down over.
i got on the bus tonight after school and just broke down. i just cried.
HOWEVER! i have been tagged by my beautiful flickr friend Bea..
Ten Facts About Me
#1 im having a huge inner conflict with myself right now.
#2 my camera Neville (lumix G3) is one of the most important things in my life, closely followed by my collection of film cameras.
#3 i don't waste my time being nice to people who i dont like: it drains you.
#4 i can be incredibly pessimistic.
#5 i live my life by quotes and lyrics.
#6 music is the soundtrack to my life - i love how it can make us remember something happy or sad, make us cry or laugh, and bring back the best of memories.
#7 i'm so glad i have flickr which i use as my diary to the world.
#8 i hate cheese except on pizza.
#9 i'm saving up for a new lens for Neville but i don't know which one to get.
#10 i wish i could break the mould teenagers are stuck in.
Bucket list: (some completed)
#finish a 365 project
#finish a 52 week project
#make a film, preferably one which is in black and white, silent, and made to look very old.
#make a career in photography
#complete my GCSE photography project without using a digital camera
#make my photography teacher proud (and like me again)
#live in spain for a year
#travel the world and meet my amazing flickr friends who make my life complete