Last night was so much fun. Saw everyone and meet some new ones. Managed to get some kind of closure I guess, but still longing for him. Damn. We drank,, sang, and danced until dawn. I slept half of the day away today but then went for a walk with my family, including my adorable little cousin who was visiting. We had lunch and then I read my book and messed about with my photos. I had a minor melt down about South Africa but better now and I am excited really. I am going to church tonight with Mia, a final time before I head off. If you are reading this, I miss you.