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the saddest girl in the world -- if you taste cold water, know that it is a message : eye series, scott richard, painting

one of my personal sad defeats revolved around a beautiful young woman.

 

a southern socialite had seen one of my paintings "shotgun heart" in a home that had been staged in montecito by the benefactor of a sad suicide society member. she was the realtor who sold the house.

 

i had placed a piece based on a short story i had read in college. in the story, a realtor took a bowl that she thought was incredibly beautiful and promised a whole new life.

 

she put that bowl on the table and she knew it would sell the house.

 

the painting of "shotgun heart" is still in this man's possession and may or may not still exist

:(

 

like i said, "one of my personal defeats..."

 

but what's new about sadness?

 

i have a collection of butterfly trophies for the world's greatest failures...

and i have so carefully planned my exit

that you will see everything before the white

rabbit

exits

the

whole.

hole.

your favorite word to contemplate,

always

digging

deeper.

  

one day you will see,

 

 

so back to the real story...

 

after i have a photo shoot with three beautiful young women,

sisters,

a photo shoot that charismatically defines them as the women they will become,

said prom-queen-syndrome-MOM,

drags dad over to look at the process-pieces

the "endives", the belgium adhesives....

 

he's "west coast sensitive",

something like a

substitute teacher type

"i coulda workt with Peace CORPSE mali, 93!"

FK YOU DICK, they CHOPPED OFF PEOPLES HANDs CUN!!!!!!

 

who somehow

landed a much embarr-assed

MS. AMERICA

southern belle with his

central coast

california

style.

 

and the native says,

yawn,

another southern victim mismakes her mark...

 

but, all mismaking aside,

apparently this beautiful woman in front of me,

looking so beautiful and alive,

yes,

beautiful!!!

 

has recently survived some

"life threatening" force,

which was never made known to me.

her new "skeletal form is HIDEOUS

to him."

 

and i think, "oh darth vader,

not enough bullets for all of them!"

 

how dare he steal her beauty in front of me!!!!

and curse his core existence and

EXILE

him to the fourth ring of hell,

as i see fit,

where the weak and miserable shall dwell!

 

her struggle has made her gorgeous and profound.

fk you, old man,

you mental rapist of her new success, '

your middle daughter,

your favorite source of sick distress.

she is freed by my brush,

 

and your love affair with

her "second-place runner-up" status quo is dead!!!

 

fk you,

she's what i see north of houston

in a gallery,

  

picking out art

and history.

  

should she walk the streets of manhattan,

she would be the one,

 

not your other genetic beauties,

your obvious race horses --

 

she defied your central purpose

and your remedial discourses.

 

i guess luke skywalker

never touched your mental forces?!!!

don't you taste what borsht is!!!!

 

damn you for hating her for being more beautiful than you could handle!

damn you

for your real estate

ad

wife's ensued and manufactured scandals!

 

you pretty peacock without a roost!

a ruse of

life

i hope i sliced

with a

truce of spice.

  

a real artist sees real life.

 

forever now, this woman,

for a worthy man,

will make a real wife.

 

so the husband, god fk his soul his hard for me,

is heart-palipating at heart attack speed to see his daughter,

 

manhattan city beautiful,

suddenly more beautiful than the ones he'd already been jerking off about.

 

fking imagine THREE gorgeous women,

and the meltdown a man could have to know that he'd had three good hits.

 

and me,

just an artist,

just a fking artist.

 

so,

here

 

where i no more work shit for any,

 

show only god

in

 

the way you believe in

destiny.

 

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Taken on July 8, 2009