i'm going through all sorts of changes in my life. i've not a single thought going through my mind that isn't scratching and clawing its way out of my mind and into reality. everything's getting caught up in a web and doesn't leave my head unless everything leaves at once. i can't think without the constant reminder of the pool inside the space between my ears. it's a plague. it's hurting me.
and i honestly don't know how to deal with it aside from just allowing things to run their course on their own.